Other About: Writng and Publishing a New Book

[Night Wish]

Hi brothers and sisters! I am Night Wish. I am still new here, as I joined this website about a year or so ago (or less, I can't remember an exact date), and this is my very first question I am about to post. So, this question just now came to mind when I thought of a recent psychic experience with Father last night. This experience was sad but sincere (I'll share this a little later below), and this experience gave me an idea to potentially write a book about past (and future) experiences with him. The point of this potential future book would not only be to share my personal experiences to other Satanists out there, but it would also include reminders as well as what I learned from them too. Do you think this would be a wise idea, to write a book about this and publish it one day, or is it recommended that I keep these experiences between my brothers, sisters, and I within the JOS website? I am open to any and all sorts of advice, and I love to hear your feedback!

For those who are curious about my first psychic experience with Father Satan, you can read below, but you are not required to do so. Also, please be mindful that I do write a LOT, as I love to write:

-- Yesterday evening, before sundown, it was still Imbolc (I think, as I read that Imbolc was from the 1st of February until sundown on the 2nd this year, but please feel free to inform me if this was inaccurate), and I had a reminder set on my digital calender to write a prayer to Father Satan during this time. Yesterday was very busy, and instead of writing Satan a prayer during my spare time, I decided to workout. While I understand that exercise is very important for both the body and soul, I also know that keeping promises for our gods of worship is extremely important, as this proves how reliable and loyal we are, as for anyone else in the material world too.

Later that evening yesterday, before sundown, I felt three gentle finger taps on my right arm within a short time span. When I looked and saw there was nothing there each time, I knew it had to of been Father Satan trying to receive my attention. My intuition kicked in on the first tap. However, despite my intuition, I did not exactly know what Satan was trying to tell me (as I am still a novice witch, and I have much to learn), and this was during the point I had totally forgot to fulfill my promise. Another thing I experienced yesterday, is that soon after I climbed into bed, and was still awake for sometime, I felt as if I was forgetting something. Abruptly, I heard ringing in my right ear (I read somewhere that this is sometimes a spiritual indication that a message from a deity is on it's way), and though I do not have a condition called Tinnitus, my intuition kicked into high gear to listen. Suddenly, I began to feel deep sorrowful emotions run through me, and I didn't just feel them within my mind, but I felt them within my heart (though, the throat chakra ACTUALLY rules emotions among other aspects, as you feel emotions within your throat more than anywhere else, metaphorically, my "heart felt heavy," in a sense). I did not know why exactly I felt the way I did at first, considering I haven't been depressed for quite a long time, but after a minute of processing, I knew that Father Satan was, within that moment, communicating with me. He was doing this by connecting his inner thoughts and feelings to both my mind and body! As intriguing as this was (as this was my first experience with direct communication with him), I felt terrible after realizing that I did not yet fulfill my promise! After saying psychically "I'm sorry" and "I love you, Satan," to him with deep regret, I felt my sorrows vanish, as I felt his forgiveness deep within, but I still felt bad, in a way. On the other hand, today is a new day as of now, and this does NOT stop me from making it up to him. Thus, I will write and recite my prayer that I owe Father today, and I am going to try harder to stick with my plans I have for the rest of the Wheel of the Year!

 

[Night Wish]

Hi there!

Thanks for the advice! Its a good thing I asked, because I was not quite 100% sure about this. You are right though, about what you said regarding Father Satan stating within the Al-Jil, "Those who keep my secrets shall receive the fulfillment of my promises," and "Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it, for ye do not know what those who are without may do." I will definitely say that I agree with this, as I wouldn't want the enemy using what I experience from Father against me, others, or Satanism as a whole. Actually, come to think of it, I did read these quotes in one of the sections in Ancient Forums (if I remember right, as I forget a LOT, lol). Still, it is a good thing I asked this question, as if I didn't, I would have likely put us all in potential danger (whoops) because I forgot to use my prior knowledge.

Also, you mentioned about creating a fictional story. That actually sounds better (and safer) than what I originally thought about doing. I just might actually do that, if not make a 3D animation also (I am actually in to 3D character creation and animation, though, I am still learning how to use the program called Blender, I heard that you could create all sorts of animations through this program, including mlMinecraft animations)! As of now though, I think I might need to figure out what would be involved within the story as well as some workarounds too, if it was something I wanted to publish (be it animation or book), but I am usually good at coming with ideas! Again thanks so much for the advice.

Lastly, you also said about keeping my personal experiences private. I am not sure if you by any chance read my personal experience with Father, but was it a mistake to type that here? I am still learning as of now about some of the rules on this site, and I want to do my best to follow them and to the best of my ability.

 

[Ara666]

That actually sounds better (and safer) than what I originally thought about doing. I just might actually do that, if not make a 3D animation

As long as the enemy is around, it's the safest thing.
3D animation sounds good too, especially if you're familiar with this world.
Don't hesitate to take your time with this, and figure out which way is best for you to express your creativity.
Little seeds need water and time to grow.
You can still jot down some ideas of how you want to structure your story and what needs to happen, etc.

was it a mistake to type that here? I am still learning as of now about some of the rules on this site, and I want to do my best to follow them and to the best of my ability.

Not necessarily. It's positive to share some experiences. What I meant is that some experiences are very private, and in such scenario, it's best to think twice. If you have doubts, you can always ask Father Satan for advice.

Again thanks so much for the advice.

You're welcome