About having a child in this condition...

[eternal666light]

I literally have all these checked, tremendous daily yoga, meditation, diet, exercise, and even the Succubi. Yet still Im here sadly

You have to get rid of this destructive self-pity, The Gods know you can get through this and become a stronger person than ever before. It's been stated by some of the senior members here that major workings like the one you are working on will have a backlash and will appear that its not working, however it is still working and you need to push on through. Stressing over the issue wont do you any good, just know its working and don't think about it.

 

[eternal666light]

You have to get rid of this destructive self-pity, The Gods know you can get through this and become a stronger person than ever before. It's been stated by some of the senior members here that major workings like the one you are working on will have a backlash and will appear that its not working, however it is still working and you need to push on through. Stressing over the issue wont do you any good, just know its working and don't think about it.

Also I should mention you may even need to push on for years for genetic issues such as this, however the only real shortcut would be to heal it through the full rising of the Kundalini. From what I understand any genetic related issues can be delt with quite easily through the Kundalini energy. So advance spirtitually to the point you have the energy to properly deal with this issue.