Hello,
Today, my grandmother is probably going to die, my family went to the hospital to say their last goodbyes, I cant go there because I need to stay at the house. She had diabetes for many years, now she has very high cardiac troponin and her feet and hands are cold which means- her heart is failing.
Im not crying, Im feeling okay but kind of empty inside, Im not happy nor sad because I just know this is how our human life works, she didnt get to meet our Father, she didnt found the light in this life, but I hope that in her next life she will find it and meet our Father Satan. Today I was drawing Grim Reaper, I think this was a sign.
Anyways, I wish you all the best and lets hope that her next life is gonna be better.
HAIL ZEUS!

