sotem
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Hello.
3 months left for my university entrance exam, and I haven't studied a jackshit yet. Because I have zero motivation since they give tests for subjects that you have literally zero things to do with. Like I want to go with language, but I'm also responsible for the math, science, history, geographics etc. I'm not gonna go much details.
So I've been thinking... I should work on my clairaudience and astral hearing for three months... And then summon Lady Vapula/Naphula and ask her to help me in the exam giving me the right answers and I'll do extra RTRs in return...
I'd rather spend my time on RTRs, meditating and reading JoS instead of studying my ass about unnecessary subjects which will contribute nothing to me. I'd better be a useful person for mankind. I'd be strengthened my astral senses too... So that sounds like an excellent plan for me.
But on the other hand, I think it would be disrespectful for Her. Because I haven't seen or heard Her name unless I found She can help with exams and such. Like I will be only talking to Her for the exams ever, without having a relationship. That feels like using Her for my benefit and I'd never ever do such an abomination.
But I talked to her a few days ago, and I started to get a couple of hints about what should I do. So... I'm confused. I'd like to hear your thoughts.
Hail Satan!
3 months left for my university entrance exam, and I haven't studied a jackshit yet. Because I have zero motivation since they give tests for subjects that you have literally zero things to do with. Like I want to go with language, but I'm also responsible for the math, science, history, geographics etc. I'm not gonna go much details.
So I've been thinking... I should work on my clairaudience and astral hearing for three months... And then summon Lady Vapula/Naphula and ask her to help me in the exam giving me the right answers and I'll do extra RTRs in return...
I'd rather spend my time on RTRs, meditating and reading JoS instead of studying my ass about unnecessary subjects which will contribute nothing to me. I'd better be a useful person for mankind. I'd be strengthened my astral senses too... So that sounds like an excellent plan for me.
But on the other hand, I think it would be disrespectful for Her. Because I haven't seen or heard Her name unless I found She can help with exams and such. Like I will be only talking to Her for the exams ever, without having a relationship. That feels like using Her for my benefit and I'd never ever do such an abomination.
But I talked to her a few days ago, and I started to get a couple of hints about what should I do. So... I'm confused. I'd like to hear your thoughts.
Hail Satan!