A Surreal Experience - thoughts?

[b3rnadettea44]

Hello all.

I'm female, 18, and I'm really, really, really new to Satanism. I realise every choice I make is permanent and have now done away with all ties to other religions.

I was just wondering on thoughts and angles on my experience I had with the supernatural.
I have a presence in my room that I've come to be fond of. They don't speak to me when I speak to them, but I feel their energy is not unfriendly. Their personality is quiet, hesitant and usually unresponsive. I hear mumbles sometimes, and whispers, but I do not hear clear speech.

Foolishly, I didn't really do much research on how to properly summon a Demon or a follower of Satan in any form.
Today I read on a site that there is a particular way to Invocate (Invite to come into presence, merge, what have you) and Evocate (Banish, wish to be gone etc).

Apparently, my demanding tone, or as I like to call it "certain, present tense" tone is what you do in an Evocation. Apparently because it expels a lot of energy -- and it did! Invocation is a "casual asking, polite" tone and allows energy to flow easier.

I was lying horizontally on my bed asking them constantly to speak or physically manifest (which I also discovered is apparently rare, hello unworthy me asking for a miracle -_-) in pitch black darkness with no lit candles or sigils (because I thought I didn't need them). I felt my hands numb up and feel hotter/lighter, as well as along my body -- my energy kept building me up, I was really pumped up to the point where I couldn't spare a thought for sleep.

......When suddenly, underneath my bed, the loudest and most unexpected noise came out. It was a "PSST", like someone trying to get one's attention, or something spraying, but 10 times louder. I was relaxed at the time and wasn't expecting it at all!! So I nearly wet the bed, even though I'm an adult, haha. When I calmed down, I did *feel* damp afterwards, even though I wasn't physically. (I don't instinctively feel it was sweat but it could have been!)

It's like the jumpscares in movies, ya know? But a lot worse. I'll live heh heh!

I want to know what it is, was, whatever. Any thoughts? I was thinking maybe mischievous Demons trying to scare me silly?

Hail Satan

(PS: If it helps, I discovered the next day I had (absent-mindedly) left symbolism of my/my family's old religion lying around - rosemary beads, etc - on my shelves. In no way was this on purpose - they were gifts from family, plus, just sometimes I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed! They are now done away with.)

 

[Isabella M]

Wow...I have had some experiences myself! My started from childhood! Hail Satan

On May 3, 2013 9:10 AM, "b3rnadettea44" <b3rnadettea44@... wrote:

  Hello all.

I'm female, 18, and I'm really, really, really new to Satanism. I realise every choice I make is permanent and have now done away with all ties to other religions.

I was just wondering on thoughts and angles on my experience I had with the supernatural.
I have a presence in my room that I've come to be fond of. They don't speak to me when I speak to them, but I feel their energy is not unfriendly. Their personality is quiet, hesitant and usually unresponsive. I hear mumbles sometimes, and whispers, but I do not hear clear speech.

Foolishly, I didn't really do much research on how to properly summon a Demon or a follower of Satan in any form.
Today I read on a site that there is a particular way to Invocate (Invite to come into presence, merge, what have you) and Evocate (Banish, wish to be gone etc).

Apparently, my demanding tone, or as I like to call it "certain, present tense" tone is what you do in an Evocation. Apparently because it expels a lot of energy -- and it did! Invocation is a "casual asking, polite" tone and allows energy to flow easier.

I was lying horizontally on my bed asking them constantly to speak or physically manifest (which I also discovered is apparently rare, hello unworthy me asking for a miracle -_-) in pitch black darkness with no lit candles or sigils (because I thought I didn't need them). I felt my hands numb up and feel hotter/lighter, as well as along my body -- my energy kept building me up, I was really pumped up to the point where I couldn't spare a thought for sleep.

......When suddenly, underneath my bed, the loudest and most unexpected noise came out. It was a "PSST", like someone trying to get one's attention, or something spraying, but 10 times louder. I was relaxed at the time and wasn't expecting it at all!! So I nearly wet the bed, even though I'm an adult, haha. When I calmed down, I did *feel* damp afterwards, even though I wasn't physically. (I don't instinctively feel it was sweat but it could have been!)

It's like the jumpscares in movies, ya know? But a lot worse. I'll live heh heh!

I want to know what it is, was, whatever. Any thoughts? I was thinking maybe mischievous Demons trying to scare me silly?

Hail Satan

(PS: If it helps, I discovered the next day I had (absent-mindedly) left symbolism of my/my family's old religion lying around - rosemary beads, etc - on my shelves. In no way was this on purpose - they were gifts from family, plus, just sometimes I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed! They are now done away with.)

 

[brandonmoreno321]

This was probably an enemy entity, as demons will never try to scare you, or cause you uneasiness. They are very friendly, and are willing to help us grow, they are our teachers, and want to see us grow spiritually.

Angels, greys, reptilians, are the enemy, never forget this. They want to scare you away from Father Satan, they want to fill your head with confusion, fear, doubt, all in attempts to lull you away from Satan. Be strong in Father, always. Always have faith in him.

Also, it is important to dedicate yourself to Father Satan before trying to summon a Demon or Demoness. Remember, Father Satan and the Demons have been severely mistreated by those who are without thinking they can summon them at will and make demands from them, using circles of protection, and that nonsense. It's offensive. They are GODS, and should always be treated with respect.

If you haven't dedicated yourself yet, I advise you do, if you are willing. Delving into Spiritual Satanism, without Father's protection and guidance can lead to ruin, misery, and severe misfortune. However, it is important that if you do decide to Dedicate to Father, that it is truly what you want, and not just because you feel obligated to. Dedicating to Father Satan is the first major step in spiritual liberation, as it is YOUR personal choice to disregard all the abusive teachings of Christianity and the likes.


HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "b3rnadettea44" <b3rnadettea44@... wrote:

Hello all.

I'm female, 18, and I'm really, really, really new to Satanism. I realise every choice I make is permanent and have now done away with all ties to other religions.

I was just wondering on thoughts and angles on my experience I had with the supernatural.
I have a presence in my room that I've come to be fond of. They don't speak to me when I speak to them, but I feel their energy is not unfriendly. Their personality is quiet, hesitant and usually unresponsive. I hear mumbles sometimes, and whispers, but I do not hear clear speech.

Foolishly, I didn't really do much research on how to properly summon a Demon or a follower of Satan in any form.
Today I read on a site that there is a particular way to Invocate (Invite to come into presence, merge, what have you) and Evocate (Banish, wish to be gone etc).

Apparently, my demanding tone, or as I like to call it "certain, present tense" tone is what you do in an Evocation. Apparently because it expels a lot of energy -- and it did! Invocation is a "casual asking, polite" tone and allows energy to flow easier.

I was lying horizontally on my bed asking them constantly to speak or physically manifest (which I also discovered is apparently rare, hello unworthy me asking for a miracle -_-) in pitch black darkness with no lit candles or sigils (because I thought I didn't need them). I felt my hands numb up and feel hotter/lighter, as well as along my body -- my energy kept building me up, I was really pumped up to the point where I couldn't spare a thought for sleep.

......When suddenly, underneath my bed, the loudest and most unexpected noise came out. It was a "PSST", like someone trying to get one's attention, or something spraying, but 10 times louder. I was relaxed at the time and wasn't expecting it at all!! So I nearly wet the bed, even though I'm an adult, haha. When I calmed down, I did *feel* damp afterwards, even though I wasn't physically. (I don't instinctively feel it was sweat but it could have been!)

It's like the jumpscares in movies, ya know? But a lot worse. I'll live heh heh!

I want to know what it is, was, whatever. Any thoughts? I was thinking maybe mischievous Demons trying to scare me silly?

Hail Satan

(PS: If it helps, I discovered the next day I had (absent-mindedly) left symbolism of my/my family's old religion lying around - rosemary beads, etc - on my shelves. In no way was this on purpose - they were gifts from family, plus, just sometimes I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed! They are now done away with.)

 

[b3rnadettea44]

Thank you for your words, I have read them and understand. I have indeed done a Joining Ritual and have done a bit of research on the Joy of Satan Website.
I will be doing more and more research until I know exactly what to do down to the dot!! Haha.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "brandonmoreno321" <brandonmoreno321@... wrote:

This was probably an enemy entity, as demons will never try to scare you, or cause you uneasiness. They are very friendly, and are willing to help us grow, they are our teachers, and want to see us grow spiritually.

Angels, greys, reptilians, are the enemy, never forget this. They want to scare you away from Father Satan, they want to fill your head with confusion, fear, doubt, all in attempts to lull you away from Satan. Be strong in Father, always. Always have faith in him.

Also, it is important to dedicate yourself to Father Satan before trying to summon a Demon or Demoness. Remember, Father Satan and the Demons have been severely mistreated by those who are without thinking they can summon them at will and make demands from them, using circles of protection, and that nonsense. It's offensive. They are GODS, and should always be treated with respect.

If you haven't dedicated yourself yet, I advise you do, if you are willing. Delving into Spiritual Satanism, without Father's protection and guidance can lead to ruin, misery, and severe misfortune. However, it is important that if you do decide to Dedicate to Father, that it is truly what you want, and not just because you feel obligated to. Dedicating to Father Satan is the first major step in spiritual liberation, as it is YOUR personal choice to disregard all the abusive teachings of Christianity and the likes.


HAIL SATAN!!