Hello to all my brothers and sisters. I'm going through some difficulties at the moment. After a lot of work to attract the ideal partner for me, I finally succeeded, but I'm feeling very depressed and I don't know why, but I have an overwhelming fear of her leaving. This started last week. I don't know if it could be a "side effect" of me doing Returning Curses or if it's because her family is very connected to Christianity and that's somehow affecting me, but it's making me very ill. A few days ago I was thinking about taking my own life, but thankfully I managed to move on, and I'm still having some thoughts, but they're not as strong as before. What do you think I should do about it? (Sorry for any English mistakes)