I had been in countless fight from school even up to University. I had long hair as a kid, and of course, others did pick up on me, as I looked like a victim. But my father did forced me to do push ups even from 7 years old. I was trained to box, and in a real manner with real blows, with tears. I found a real force of muscle when young and a proud power within me, masculine.
But these things were very intimate, of a discipline aspect to me. I was very innocent as a kid, and for that fact very stupid. I was absent from kindergarten due to familly problems etc. So my social interactions were very instinctual and genuine.
Yet along the years, with a innocent look, especially as a Pluto person, which gathers extreme violence and situations people see only in movies, I had been the subject of many fights.
What my father taught me was very important to me, and my father was the final ruler and authority in my life. He told me to issue at least three warnings, to not let anyone in my personal space etc. Things of a legal basis but also for instilling a fair thought process in me. He told me that if these things do not work, and if I'm in danger, or touched by anyone, no matter the age, to fight and to not stop.
Once, as a kid in school I was the person in charge for discipline around the class. A communistic approach of looping the responsibility by the class mates. And a fight did broke up between 2 colleagues. Now I felt the responsibility to break the fight, and like stupid kid did got between them. Now one of them, got angry and punched me (he thought hard) in the stomach. I was like, what are you doing, and it wasn't really a punch or a real problem. But I felt betrayal, and I got him and beaten him, very bad I must say.
This person had a brother, who was much older than me. They waited me to finish the classes to the front of the school to beat me. Now I knew I had done wrong, and the brother had the right to protect his little brother, so I go out like a man and accept it. Now the big brother slapped me, I take it, fine. It is aright, it is just by my book. I have no shame to accept it.
But then a gypsy that was known as a box champion, who was much more older than me, like very, came to me an put his hand on my neck and started insulting me. All the school was looking at us. So I issued three warnings to stop, and nothing. Therefore, I have beaten him with humiliation. I still then remember the police calling me "the boxer" at the questioning and since then and some other incidents, I was known as "the boxer".
Now after that, my father made sure this gypsy person, who was humiliated by me, much older and a certified boxer, not as me, did apologize to me. The apologize was to give me some sandwiches every day at the start of the school day. His father was driving to the school to give me food, as a further humiliation, and this was prolonged to months, to say at least.
I know some people might think this is abusive etc. I don't really care how you think about it, it has given me true power and understanding of these things. It felt really good and it was just.
Now after that, and some scars from that fight which I have even now, I have been, still as a kid, threatened with a screw by a big male adult. Drunk he wanted to beat me as I was playing outside and making noise, supposedly. At that little age, with all of this fight experience and lessons, I did beat that adult. There was also a legal battle after that as well as I had bruises and other things.
What I can say now about these things, is that kids, teenagers even, do not understand something. And that is the power of their own body, to a factual representation of it. As an adult now if I fight, it may definitely lead to a death. As with the adults, the force is very very high. It is certainly something to experiment and learn as a kid, not as an adult, in a true form.
Regardless, I have enjoyed reading this, and also sharing myself a story of this.
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