A SERIOUS PROBLEM!

[SouthernWhiteGentile]

Not just incest but how much porn do you watch daily?

 

[13th_Wolf]

Do you have principles? Anything higher you ascribe yourself to?

 

[BlueWizard]

No, I don't watch that kind of porn. Even with the problem I have, I still couldn't watch that.
Sometimes I just wanted to get arrested because that way I would kind of stopped doing it or reduce it in some way.
I mean this is serious mental and I hate myself so many times for doing this but I simply can't stop.
I would never hurt a child but this is just, I don't have words to say it.

Daily, I only watch porn when I have urge to masturbate, which is also starting to get a bit out of hand. Usually once a day, sometimes 2 to 3, but that is not often.

I also spoke with my counsellor about this issue like a week ago, the main one, yes, she is the only person that knows about this atm, and she says that there is an option to use, which basically means I would have to use some sort of drugs, or get drugged, that way I won't only stop with this but my hormones will also get destroyed or whatever. We both were against it and that's why I wanted to get some help here.

 

[Aquarius]

No, I don't watch that kind of porn. Even with the problem I have, I still couldn't watch that.
Sometimes I just wanted to get arrested because that way I would kind of stopped doing it or reduce it in some way.
I mean this is serious mental and I hate myself so many times for doing this but I simply can't stop.
I would never hurt a child but this is just, I don't have words to say it.

Daily, I only watch porn when I have urge to masturbate, which is also starting to get a bit out of hand. Usually once a day, sometimes 2 to 3, but that is not often.

I also spoke with my counsellor about this issue like a week ago, the main one, yes, she is the only person that knows about this atm, and she says that there is an option to use, which basically means I would have to use some sort of drugs, or get drugged, that way I won't only stop with this but my hormones will also get destroyed or whatever. We both were against it and that's why I wanted to get some help here.

You absolutely need to realize you have to stop porn not now, but yesterday. Refer to this post of mine : https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=44987&p=203405&hilit=porn#p203405

 

[BlueWizard]

No, I don't watch that kind of porn. Even with the problem I have, I still couldn't watch that.
Sometimes I just wanted to get arrested because that way I would kind of stopped doing it or reduce it in some way.
I mean this is serious mental and I hate myself so many times for doing this but I simply can't stop.
I would never hurt a child but this is just, I don't have words to say it.

Daily, I only watch porn when I have urge to masturbate, which is also starting to get a bit out of hand. Usually once a day, sometimes 2 to 3, but that is not often.

I also spoke with my counsellor about this issue like a week ago, the main one, yes, she is the only person that knows about this atm, and she says that there is an option to use, which basically means I would have to use some sort of drugs, or get drugged, that way I won't only stop with this but my hormones will also get destroyed or whatever. We both were against it and that's why I wanted to get some help here.

You absolutely need to realize you have to stop porn not now, but yesterday. Refer to this post of mine : https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=44987&p=203405&hilit=porn#p203405

Thank you, I will look into it.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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You will ultimately need to do a working to disconnect yourself permanently from porn. In the short term, you can use hypnosis videos if you feel unable to sit still to complete the working. This one works well enough and gives a few days of mental relief when done only once.

Secondly, look into porn software filters of all kinds and install them on every device. These are not meant to be infallible, but rather they put an obstacle that can buy you enough time to regain control of yourself before relapsing.

You will need to do a working to defeat this, then I would imagine a lot of the damage would heal on its own. After that, you can pursue other workings to heal your sexuality. 1st step is killing the porn, though.

Just another thought: You can tell your counselor that you used these hypnosis videos to stop your problem, instead of telling them you did a spiritual working, regardless of whether you actually used them.

 

[Voice of Enki [SG]]

This takes a lot of courage to admit that you have a problem like this.
Is your country dominated by mainstream religion, like xianity?

Why do you think that yehuborim trying to legalize pedophilia?
Why priests rape children?...

Thing is that most of people who are older, already fully submitted to their master. There is literally nothing left in most of them. They feel empty, especially for a people like us.

Young people still got souls and this Yehuborim xianity program is trying to get them young...
It's a bit complicated, but most of the offenders have this xian entity, that are attracted to those souls.
When a young one got raped or seduced, one's astral body is damaged and this allowing to take energy from the soul...and then it's much easier to make this soul submit.
That's why yehuborim are trying to legalize pedophilia...
And not only this... I have young siblings and I was really disturbed with shit they watch on jewtube or those cartoons on kids channel... a lot of sexual messages are there.... This is huge...

In your case the only thing that is wrong with you is that you have this xian parasite.
You need to clean your lower chakras, especially sacral one. You sense souls but this shit makes it sexual...

You really need to change your thinking about stuff related to the enemy. Here we understand how the enemy works and functions, we don’t talk in strange larping terms like “xian parasite on the soul”, etc.

One is either influenced by xianity and enemy streams of consciousness, or they aren’t. Enemy thoughtforms can influence people to act certain ways and pursue degenerate, harmful and other kinds of destructive things.

Thoughtforms can attach to ones soul and influence you until they are removed. Regular aura cleaning removes these, and AoP protects you from these.

As to why so many Xian’s are pedophiles and other kinds of degenerate abominations, it’s only natural when one submits their mind and soul to the insanity that xianity entails. Their consciousness is influenced and permeated by the xian crap and filth they ascribe to, so they become just as odious and vile.

I’m not going to explain it fully here because we have it explained very thoroughly and in great detail on our websites.

You need to read the ToZ and exposing xianity websites and actually get to understand how the enemy functions and learn the proper way to discuss about them rather than the strange larping and whatever you keep spewing.

...

Also there are different reasons as to why one might have a problem being attracted to young teens. It doesn’t have to be due to enemy influence or say, thoughtforms ruining your psyche.

This can be a personal problem caused by for example a porn addiction (one becomes desensitized to regular erotic visuals over time and stronger stimuli are sought after to find stimulation again, which can lead people to feel attracted to more degenerate “fetishes” and interests over time, one of which could be pedophelia”). Another reason could be trauma due to having experienced something like this yourself when you were young, or other kinds of psychological trauma related to ones childhood.

I’m no expert on the psychology behind this, but there are countless different reasons as to why one might develop this sort of mental problem.

If it doesn’t go away with aura cleaning and AoP, this is something most likely completely unrelated to enemy influence and something on the soul that needs to be removed with specific workings.

Like a Munka working. You should start this before you even succeed in detaching from porn.

Do a Munka working to remove any sexual desire towards underage girls from your mind and soul in positive and beneficial ways for you (or both boys and girls if this is part of your problem).

Detaching from porn can be very difficult, before you tackle this, do a Munka working first since this is a serious problem that should be dealt with before it roots itself deeper into your soul.

 

[SigTyr]

This takes a lot of courage to admit that you have a problem like this.
Is your country dominated by mainstream religion, like xianity?

Why do you think that yehuborim trying to legalize pedophilia?
Why priests rape children?...

Thing is that most of people who are older, already fully submitted to their master. There is literally nothing left in most of them. They feel empty, especially for a people like us.

Young people still got souls and this Yehuborim xianity program is trying to get them young...
It's a bit complicated, but most of the offenders have this xian entity, that are attracted to those souls.
When a young one got raped or seduced, one's astral body is damaged and this allowing to take energy from the soul...and then it's much easier to make this soul submit.
That's why yehuborim are trying to legalize pedophilia...
And not only this... I have young siblings and I was really disturbed with shit they watch on jewtube or those cartoons on kids channel... a lot of sexual messages are there.... This is huge...

In your case the only thing that is wrong with you is that you have this xian parasite.
You need to clean your lower chakras, especially sacral one. You sense souls but this shit makes it sexual...

You really need to change your thinking about stuff related to the enemy. Here we understand how the enemy works and functions, we don’t talk in strange larping terms like “xian parasite on the soul”, etc.

One is either influenced by xianity and enemy streams of consciousness, or they aren’t. Enemy thoughtforms can influence people to act certain ways and pursue degenerate, harmful and other kinds of destructive things.

Thoughtforms can attach to ones soul and influence you until they are removed. Regular aura cleaning removes these, and AoP protects you from these.

As to why so many Xian’s are pedophiles and other kinds of degenerate abominations, it’s only natural when one submits their mind and soul to the insanity that xianity entails. Their consciousness is influenced and permeated by the xian crap and filth they ascribe to, so they become just as odious and vile.

I’m not going to explain it fully here because we have it explained very thoroughly and in great detail on our websites.

You need to read the ToZ and exposing xianity websites and actually get to understand how the enemy functions and learn the proper way to discuss about them rather than the strange larping and whatever you keep spewing.

...

Also there are different reasons as to why one might have a problem being attracted to young teens. It doesn’t have to be due to enemy influence or say, thoughtforms ruining your psyche.

This can be a personal problem caused by for example a porn addiction (one becomes desensitized to regular erotic visuals over time and stronger stimuli are sought after to find stimulation again, which can lead people to feel attracted to more degenerate “fetishes” and interests over time, one of which could be pedophelia”). Another reason could be trauma due to having experienced something like this yourself when you were young, or other kinds of psychological trauma related to ones childhood.

I’m no expert on the psychology behind this, but there are countless different reasons as to why one might develop this sort of mental problem.

If it doesn’t go away with aura cleaning and AoP, this is something most likely completely unrelated to enemy influence and something on the soul that needs to be removed with specific workings.

Like a Munka working. You should start this before you even succeed in detaching from porn.

Do a Munka working to remove any sexual desire towards underage girls from your mind and soul in positive and beneficial ways for you (or both boys and girls if this is part of your problem).

Detaching from porn can be very difficult, before you tackle this, do a Munka working first since this is a serious problem that should be dealt with before it roots itself deeper into your soul.

I don't think I will be able to change my way of thinking, as I see these "creatures" Inside of people, and I known in my circles as a person who specializes on the "exorcism".
I came to ToZ prepared, through my journey. I've came from really dark places and I am sharing valuable intel that may help others. I've seen what's enemy really looks like and it's ugly...
And I am not talking about yehuborim, those are just puppets in hands of alien force.

Yes, most of parasites or evil entities can be banished with aura cleaning, but there are so many different parasites and ways to deal with them, that I am actually thinking of writing a book about that. Did you ever faced "fake kundalini" parasite for example? Good luck banishing that.

I still educate myself reading "our websites", but it doesn't really change the way I think. Mostly it just gives me extra details, explain some things I've been curious about or just showing things from different perspectives.

 

[luis]

I think porn is related but not the first issue here. You should do a working to get rid of this. More than 40 days because sexual issue are pretty difficult to remove (not impossible, just do more than 40 days).

I had some sexual issue myself and they are 90% gone now, with all the cleaning I'm doing and a working I did before, yes its not fully gone but its so much better. Its something you will need to work for sometimes because like I said sexual issues are kind powerful and so difficult to remove. Work to clean your sacral chakra too.

 

[Voice of Enki [SG]]

I wrote another reply, this is in addition to what I wrote there. I shouldn't have forgotten about this since this is perfect for issues like you are having.

Take a look at Lydia's recent yoga post on yoga for the sacral chakra: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=48221

This what you are facing is definitely a sacral issue, and Lydia's post is perfect for resolving these kinds of issues. Do the yoga poses suggested by her, especially the swastika pose, since that one is incredibly powerful and very healing for the sacral chakra.

In your case it's perhaps not enough on it's own, so refer to my other post as well. Be aware of the VoC, don't start any working or effort to correct this during a VoC. Make sure you take this seriously and address it quickly.

Good luck to you in resolving this.

 

[BlueWizard]

Thank you everyone for your help, I wasn't able to write earlier but now that i am here again I just want to say that I will definitely try and do a working plus I will try the yoga for the sacral chakra Lydia posted couple of days ago.
Seems like I have to work on my sacral chakra and as some of you mentioned here, deprogram myself.
Thank you all again, really appreciate it.