A SERIOUS PROBLEM!

[SouthernWhiteGentile]

Not just incest but how much porn do you watch daily?

 

[13th_Wolf]

Do you have principles? Anything higher you ascribe yourself to?

 

[BlueWizard]

No, I don't watch that kind of porn. Even with the problem I have, I still couldn't watch that.
Sometimes I just wanted to get arrested because that way I would kind of stopped doing it or reduce it in some way.
I mean this is serious mental and I hate myself so many times for doing this but I simply can't stop.
I would never hurt a child but this is just, I don't have words to say it.

Daily, I only watch porn when I have urge to masturbate, which is also starting to get a bit out of hand. Usually once a day, sometimes 2 to 3, but that is not often.

I also spoke with my counsellor about this issue like a week ago, the main one, yes, she is the only person that knows about this atm, and she says that there is an option to use, which basically means I would have to use some sort of drugs, or get drugged, that way I won't only stop with this but my hormones will also get destroyed or whatever. We both were against it and that's why I wanted to get some help here.

 

[Aquarius]

No, I don't watch that kind of porn. Even with the problem I have, I still couldn't watch that.
Sometimes I just wanted to get arrested because that way I would kind of stopped doing it or reduce it in some way.
I mean this is serious mental and I hate myself so many times for doing this but I simply can't stop.
I would never hurt a child but this is just, I don't have words to say it.

Daily, I only watch porn when I have urge to masturbate, which is also starting to get a bit out of hand. Usually once a day, sometimes 2 to 3, but that is not often.

I also spoke with my counsellor about this issue like a week ago, the main one, yes, she is the only person that knows about this atm, and she says that there is an option to use, which basically means I would have to use some sort of drugs, or get drugged, that way I won't only stop with this but my hormones will also get destroyed or whatever. We both were against it and that's why I wanted to get some help here.

You absolutely need to realize you have to stop porn not now, but yesterday. Refer to this post of mine : https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=44987&p=203405&hilit=porn#p203405

 

[BlueWizard]

No, I don't watch that kind of porn. Even with the problem I have, I still couldn't watch that.
Sometimes I just wanted to get arrested because that way I would kind of stopped doing it or reduce it in some way.
I mean this is serious mental and I hate myself so many times for doing this but I simply can't stop.
I would never hurt a child but this is just, I don't have words to say it.

Daily, I only watch porn when I have urge to masturbate, which is also starting to get a bit out of hand. Usually once a day, sometimes 2 to 3, but that is not often.

I also spoke with my counsellor about this issue like a week ago, the main one, yes, she is the only person that knows about this atm, and she says that there is an option to use, which basically means I would have to use some sort of drugs, or get drugged, that way I won't only stop with this but my hormones will also get destroyed or whatever. We both were against it and that's why I wanted to get some help here.

You absolutely need to realize you have to stop porn not now, but yesterday. Refer to this post of mine : https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=44987&p=203405&hilit=porn#p203405

Thank you, I will look into it.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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You will ultimately need to do a working to disconnect yourself permanently from porn. In the short term, you can use hypnosis videos if you feel unable to sit still to complete the working. This one works well enough and gives a few days of mental relief when done only once.

Secondly, look into porn software filters of all kinds and install them on every device. These are not meant to be infallible, but rather they put an obstacle that can buy you enough time to regain control of yourself before relapsing.

You will need to do a working to defeat this, then I would imagine a lot of the damage would heal on its own. After that, you can pursue other workings to heal your sexuality. 1st step is killing the porn, though.

Just another thought: You can tell your counselor that you used these hypnosis videos to stop your problem, instead of telling them you did a spiritual working, regardless of whether you actually used them.

 

[luis]

I think porn is related but not the first issue here. You should do a working to get rid of this. More than 40 days because sexual issue are pretty difficult to remove (not impossible, just do more than 40 days).

I had some sexual issue myself and they are 90% gone now, with all the cleaning I'm doing and a working I did before, yes its not fully gone but its so much better. Its something you will need to work for sometimes because like I said sexual issues are kind powerful and so difficult to remove. Work to clean your sacral chakra too.

 

[Voice of Enki [SG]]

I wrote another reply, this is in addition to what I wrote there. I shouldn't have forgotten about this since this is perfect for issues like you are having.

Take a look at Lydia's recent yoga post on yoga for the sacral chakra: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=48221

This what you are facing is definitely a sacral issue, and Lydia's post is perfect for resolving these kinds of issues. Do the yoga poses suggested by her, especially the swastika pose, since that one is incredibly powerful and very healing for the sacral chakra.

In your case it's perhaps not enough on it's own, so refer to my other post as well. Be aware of the VoC, don't start any working or effort to correct this during a VoC. Make sure you take this seriously and address it quickly.

Good luck to you in resolving this.

 

[BlueWizard]

Thank you everyone for your help, I wasn't able to write earlier but now that i am here again I just want to say that I will definitely try and do a working plus I will try the yoga for the sacral chakra Lydia posted couple of days ago.
Seems like I have to work on my sacral chakra and as some of you mentioned here, deprogram myself.
Thank you all again, really appreciate it.