A little lost after 10 or so months.

[red6joker]

So as the title says I am feeling a little lost after 10 or 11 months after dedication. I feel as though I have been getting no where with my meditations. I have had no or little success communing with lord satans demons. The only one I have tried talking with who has spoken back is Lucifuge Rofocale, even then it was yes or no questions via pendulum. Since it is a pendulum I often feel that it is just myself influencing its movements. Trying to find my guardian demon has lead me no where. All I can really say that when I ask for lord satan to be with me or help me with something, I honestly feel his energy, or as far as I know it is his. 
What I would like to ask is if anyone has any helpful tips that can point me in the right direction so I can continue to progress down the LHP. I know there are no mediators in spiritual satanism so I have really not wanted to ask for help, but I am at a wall I need help to get past.   

 

[Sims Motal]

Not sure I can help much, but I too have been feeling a bit lost lately. I have been a Satanist for over
a year now. And I have seen some wonderful things. I realize not every one does at first. But I have.
I also have had Father answer questions. And HE has done much for me. Still, as time goes by,

it seems I am less spiritually connected than I was in the beginning. I do see things... But my
spiritual eyes were opened a long time ago before I dedicated to Father Satan. Still, although I
have an incubus -- but he is of few words, but very sweet -- I still do not know the name of my
guardian. I have seen beings whom I believed to be my guardian or guardians at the time, but
that was immediately after I dedicated. I haven't seen them in a year now. I really fail to understand
why I saw so much more in the beginning than I do now. And I am good about doing my meditations,and
good about doing group rituals lately.


I know they tell us that the stronger we get, the less we need guidance. Still, that doesn't answer
many questions. I still would like to know for certain who my guardian is.


Good luck. Don't give up. I hope you get some answers soon too.
Hail Father Satan!
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On Mon, 12/15/14, red6joker@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] A little lost after 10 or so months.
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, December 15, 2014, 11:19 PM


 









So as the title says I am feeling a
little lost after 10 or 11 months after dedication. I feel
as though I have been getting no where with my meditations.
I have had no or little success communing with lord satans
demons. The only one I have tried talking with who has
spoken back is Lucifuge Rofocale, even then it was yes or no
questions via pendulum. Since it is a pendulum I often feel
that it is just myself influencing its movements. Trying to
find my guardian demon has lead me no where. All I can
really say that when I ask for lord satan to be with me or
help me with something, I honestly feel his energy, or as
far as I know it is his. 
What I would like to ask is
if anyone has any helpful tips that can point me in the
right direction so I can continue to progress down the LHP.
I know there are no mediators in spiritual satanism so I
have really not wanted to ask for help, but I am at a wall I
need help to get past.   









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[Bunneh Fufu]

I have found myself in the same boat here and there just in the first few months. Think about the fact that you found this path, and you stayed with it. I pretty much feel like I have been guided and simultaneously searching to find myself where I am now. So where you have had the faith up till now, go with your gut. I'm learning patience is a big part of this journey where we have been looped to desire immediate results and I really hope you hang in there. There is a reason I saw this, I honestly closed it.. before going back. I have also been advised by many that you won't always have contact. So just advance and work on your self at your own pace. I notice that I feel and notice the most forms of communicating (no actual talking yet) when I just let things be, and focus on me, bettering me, empowering me. Hope this helps even a little. Hail father Lucifer<3

On Dec 16, 2014 4:47 PM, "red6joker@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  So as the title says I am feeling a little lost after 10 or 11 months after dedication. I feel as though I have been getting no where with my meditations. I have had no or little success communing with lord satans demons. The only one I have tried talking with who has spoken back is Lucifuge Rofocale, even then it was yes or no questions via pendulum. Since it is a pendulum I often feel that it is just myself influencing its movements. Trying to find my guardian demon has lead me no where. All I can really say that when I ask for lord satan to be with me or help me with something, I honestly feel his energy, or as far as I know it is his. 
What I would like to ask is if anyone has any helpful tips that can point me in the right direction so I can continue to progress down the LHP. I know there are no mediators in spiritual satanism so I have really not wanted to ask for help, but I am at a wall I need help to get past.   

 

[Yog Sothoth]

Perhaps you need to change your meditation program i recommend you do this: http://webzoom.freewebs.com/satanismgr/ ... stries.pdf Also don't worrie about talking to Demons right now focus on advancement and Demons will come to you when your ready. 

On Tuesday, December 16, 2014 2:47 PM, "red6joker@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  So as the title says I am feeling a little lost after 10 or 11 months after dedication. I feel as though I have been getting no where with my meditations. I have had no or little success communing with lord satans demons. The only one I have tried talking with who has spoken back is Lucifuge Rofocale, even then it was yes or no questions via pendulum. Since it is a pendulum I often feel that it is just myself influencing its movements. Trying to find my guardian demon has lead me no where. All I can really say that when I ask for lord satan to be with me or help me with something, I honestly feel his energy, or as far as I know it is his. 
What I would like to ask is if anyone has any helpful tips that can point me in the right direction so I can continue to progress down the LHP. I know there are no mediators in spiritual satanism so I have really not wanted to ask for help, but I am at a wall I need help to get past.   

 

[magnum.arcanum]

That sucks.  Well.  It could be a number of things.  I've been having a really hard time with meditation too.  I know what my problem is.  I'm afraid.  Don't know why.  A psychic I know says its because I was tortured in a previous life as a Witch.  Don't know about that - I've been on the astral and never felt afraid.  People can have "issues" with meditation.  I know I do.  In your case, I would just sit down and make a list of what's happening with each meditation individually.  Don't look at the big picture.  Look at each meditation individually.  Read through every word describing the process and make sure their are "no" words you can't write the definition out for on a piece a paper and pass on a test.  That's usually the problem with any subject.  You might think you know something that you really don't.  Make sure your doing it regularly.  I'd try those two things first.

 

[Ass Hole]

You don't seem lost to me rather it seems as if you're looking for a new adventure. Have you tried upgrading your meditation routine? If you were using beginner's meditation  plans try intermediate and experiment..

On Dec 16, 2014 11:47 PM, "red6joker@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  So as the title says I am feeling a little lost after 10 or 11 months after dedication. I feel as though I have been getting no where with my meditations. I have had no or little success communing with lord satans demons. The only one I have tried talking with who has spoken back is Lucifuge Rofocale, even then it was yes or no questions via pendulum. Since it is a pendulum I often feel that it is just myself influencing its movements. Trying to find my guardian demon has lead me no where. All I can really say that when I ask for lord satan to be with me or help me with something, I honestly feel his energy, or as far as I know it is his. 
What I would like to ask is if anyone has any helpful tips that can point me in the right direction so I can continue to progress down the LHP. I know there are no mediators in spiritual satanism so I have really not wanted to ask for help, but I am at a wall I need help to get past.   

 

[red6joker]

The 40 day empowerment program was the first thing I started after dedicating. But having patience and continuing with daily meditations is the best advice I say. I am a little glad to hear of others going through the same thing I am even if it is not exactly the same. Good luck to you all you stopped by to offer a little advice, and Hail Satan.

 

[Light Yagami]

As other members already said, change your meditation routine. Add some things in there. If you feel experienced, try working with the elements as well. There's really so much variety of things you could try. Try astral projecting. Work at it until you get it right; you manage to do it. Always protect yourself of course.As in regards to psychic hearing, have you meditate in your Clairaudience at all?
I remember there was a period of time (month/months) that I would daily vibrate ISIS to all of my clairaudience points or just breathe energy into them. I'm not doing it anymore (I haven't done it for a long time) but I have no trouble listening to the Gods (or the enemy lol). You need to be patient and persistent.You aren't 'lost'. You're just on a steady line at the moment and it feels weird after going upwards since you started your meditations. I advice you to add more things to your program.


Στις 8:51 π.μ. Παρασκευή, 19 Δεκεμβρίου 2014, ο/η "red6joker@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  The 40 day empowerment program was the first thing I started after dedicating. But having patience and continuing with daily meditations is the best advice I say. I am a little glad to hear of others going through the same thing I am even if it is not exactly the same. Good luck to you all you stopped by to offer a little advice, and Hail Satan.