i have recently got myself out of a cold ablivion that the enemy put me in.i didnt realize it was an enemy making me feel this way until i seeked help.its very hard to explain especially since i have a problem describing things.but if you ever feel abandoned by father or weak,or to lazy to meditate im prety darn sure its the enemy puting unwanted feelings and thoughts in your head.i never thought that an enemy would come after me i dont know what i was thinken at the time but i just denied it was an enemy.and now that i look back it was an enemy.i also remember an eye popping inside of my head this was to watch me and see how im progressing with my meditations.those piece of shits really had me in a corner i felt like a complete loser,i didnt even want to meditate anymore,i was having thoughts of going back to smoking.i was also thinking of suicide at a point because i felt that everything i did healing,destruction,chakras and all that wouldnt work.my advice if you feel that it might be an enemy making you feel that way DO NOT IGNORE IT!!thats a foolish mistake i made and i was so....(dam if only i could find the exact words but i guess you could say) bitter.i was days away from suicide ill tell you that.so if you feel kind of the same way i suggest you cleanse your aura and your room.and make sure you continue meditating each day,thats the most important thing to do never stop meditating.those disgusting kikes are almost at there downfall.HAIL SATAN!
