A little explanation about me..

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Hi,
I realized, my behavior could be annoying for a lot of you. At first: once again, I'm apologise, because I know, I am responsible for it.. And my purpose of this post is not to hide behind something, but let you understand why.. So..
Because of my past(...sad and boring story, not to share here...), I am very emotional and I'm emotional immature a bit... I'm working very hard on reparation myself. This is over 8 hours a day, (excluding RTR's, now it's six Rituals evryday) because I've destroyed myself for many years before Great Father Satan showed me Thruth, Way and (real) Life. Also, because of my previous way of life, there is a lot of behavioral and mental bad habits(...), which I'm trying to remove in afirmations constantly, but it is not so easy, having viev on fact, I've been intensifing these defects for almost my whole life...
Thanks for reading...
Ave Satan!

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Hey, we all have dross to get rid of. Don't be too hard on yourself. When we are new we do all kinds of unethical things. I did as well. It takes time to burn out, or destroy what the enemy has done to you. Just be patient with yourself and keep doing the workings.

Hail Satan.

 

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@discipleofthegods
Dross- that's a good word, it wasn't what I was expecting.

To the OP:
Don't worry about annoying anyone. Personally, I think your cheery tone is refreshing; people are too serious. Just remember that you are a child ov Satan like the rest ov us, and the only ones who really matter are you and Him.
I've had, and still have, much difficulty in overcoming what the world instills in us nowadays. But hold fast and see it through all you need is faith and perseverance, and you will break your bonds, one by one.

 

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Thanks you so much for these nice replies.. I though, I'm worse rated here...