A flaw

[Kamron Walton]

I have faith that what is written in plain sight on the Joy of Satan website is absolutely true. I see no flaw in the methods but I do see a flaw in myself. I'm so incompetent that I absolutely hate myself! I can't possibly be worthy to Father. It's not possible for me to progress as I am but to get to where I need to be I must progress. It's so confusing and frustrating that I don't know how I'm still trying

 

[Magus Immortalis]

There are times when I doubt myself. My self-esteem and faith in myself isn't where I'd like it to be. I understand that building oneself takes time, and doesn't happen overnight. What matters is that you start and keep at it, daily. \nNo one is perfect. But I don't believe that you are completely incompetent. Don't be so hard on yourself. There's only one of you to go around and you ARE of worth to Satan and the Gods of Elysium. They already see this, but it may take some time for you to see it and believe it, and in yourself, too.Satan drew you to him, and still does; you dedicated, right? Already you  are on a higher level than the rest of the people who are without, because you know the truth, you meditate.\nI find that these exercises below helped with my mood. Are you doing these daily?\n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n   I have faith that what is written in plain sight on the Joy of Satan website is absolutely true. I see no flaw in the methods but I do see a flaw in myself. I'm so incompetent that I absolutely hate myself! I can't possibly be worthy to Father. It's not possible for me to progress as I am but to get to where I need to be I must progress. It's so confusing and frustrating that I don't know how I'm still trying \n\n

 

[Sims336]

Appears you are suffering from years and years of feeling you can't be what is expected of you.
That is something you need to get over. Father is interested in sincerity! If your heart is in the
right place, and you sincerely and truly want to be a Spiritual Satanist, that is what counts.

Don't ever let anyone tell you that you aren't worthy. And most of all don't tell yourself that!
As one of Father Satan's children you will grow to respect yourself and learn that you DO
have a place! You have a place with Father Satan! Now start studying, meditating, and
learning, and Father Satan and the Gods will help you all along the way.


Hail Father Satan/Lucifer!


Sims


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I have faith that what is written in plain sight on
the Joy of Satan website is absolutely true. I see no flaw
in the methods but I do see a flaw in myself. I'm so
incompetent that I absolutely hate myself! I can't
possibly be worthy to Father. It's not possible for me
to progress as I am but to get to where I need to be I must
progress. It's so confusing and frustrating that I
don't know how I'm still trying










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[Kamron Walton]

Thank you I am dedicated to Father but I'm hard on myself because of the urgency of the situation the world and we are in. I want to be able to contribute greatly someday.  \nNo one is perfect. But I don't believe that you are completely incompetent. Don't be so hard on yourself. There's only one of you to go around and you ARE of worth to Satan and the Gods of Elysium. They already see this, but it may take some time for you to see it and believe it, and in yourself, too.Satan drew you to him, and still does; you dedicated, right? Already you  are on a higher level than the rest of the people who are without, because you know the truth, you meditate.\nI find that these exercises below helped with my mood. Are you doing these daily?\n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n   I have faith that what is written in plain sight on the Joy of Satan website is absolutely true. I see no flaw in the methods but I do see a flaw in myself. I'm so incompetent that I absolutely hate myself! I can't possibly be worthy to Father. It's not possible for me to progress as I am but to get to where I need to be I must progress. It's so confusing and frustrating that I don't know how I'm still trying \n\n [/QUOTE] [/QUOTE]

 

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@kamron. Ref being hard on yourself\\n \\nThis is Ms Lydia's meditation to cure self hatred and being too hard on self.\\nTry it! You'll love the results!\\nHS88\\n\\nSent from Yahoo Mail on Android \\n

  There are times when I doubt myself. My self-esteem and faith in myself isn't where I'd like it to be. I understand that building oneself takes time, and doesn't happen overnight. What matters is that you start and keep at it, daily. \\nNo one is perfect. But I don't believe that you are completely incompetent. Don't be so hard on yourself. There's only one of you to go around and you ARE of worth to Satan and the Gods of Elysium. They already see this, but it may take some time for you to see it and believe it, and in yourself, too.Satan drew you to him, and still does; you dedicated, right? Already you  are on a higher level than the rest of the people who are without, because you know the truth, you meditate.\\nI find that these exercises below helped with my mood. Are you doing these daily?\\n\\n \\n\\n \\n\\n \\n\\n   I have faith that what is written in plain sight on the Joy of Satan website is absolutely true. I see no flaw in the methods but I do see a flaw in myself. I'm so incompetent that I absolutely hate myself! I can't possibly be worthy to Father. It's not possible for me to progress as I am but to get to where I need to be I must progress. It's so confusing and frustrating that I don't know how I'm still trying \\n\\n

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