usmc_cadet615
New member
- Joined
- Jun 12, 2004
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Hello fellow satanists. I was a former member in this group, but I haven't accessed the computer in a while and forgot my old emails and passwords. But now that I'm back, I would love to catch up with everyone, as well as have some questions answered that have been bothering me for quite some time:
1. I've been feeling that I'm losing touch with father Satan. I pray to him a lot (which seems to me that I bother him when I do) and I even promised to him that I would push myself to practice opening my chakras but my lazy ass just can't seem to do it in time. I've tried twice, but I don't think I feel what I'm supposed to feel when I do practice it which kind of discourages me. Idk maybe i'm just lazy and need to try harder..
2. I looked up the subject of starting a relationship with a demoness aka a succubus. I THINK I feel something starting because I did what was instructed: ask father Satan for one and specify. But ad with the first question, idk if I did it right, but sometimes I try to open my mind and enter a trance to see if it'll work. When I think of her I begin to feel a heavy feeling "laying" on my body. So last night I tried something: I assumed that I did the prayer right, and did this thing where I enter a trance and communicate with her in my astral temple and cycle through a list of names for her that sound beautiful. If I said one that I'm guessing she didn't like, I'd feel nothing. If I said one that I'm guessing was right, I'd feel something similar of someone biting on my neck, (which is my favorite feeling of all time) and everytime I'd name one which I assumed would be better, it would feel better. Has anyone else experienced something like this? Do you have a relationship with a demon/demoness? Do you feel it physically? Mentally? Emotionally? All of them? Anyone who answers will be a great help to me. And if im going in the wrong direction, Thank you for pushing me in The right one.
1. I've been feeling that I'm losing touch with father Satan. I pray to him a lot (which seems to me that I bother him when I do) and I even promised to him that I would push myself to practice opening my chakras but my lazy ass just can't seem to do it in time. I've tried twice, but I don't think I feel what I'm supposed to feel when I do practice it which kind of discourages me. Idk maybe i'm just lazy and need to try harder..
2. I looked up the subject of starting a relationship with a demoness aka a succubus. I THINK I feel something starting because I did what was instructed: ask father Satan for one and specify. But ad with the first question, idk if I did it right, but sometimes I try to open my mind and enter a trance to see if it'll work. When I think of her I begin to feel a heavy feeling "laying" on my body. So last night I tried something: I assumed that I did the prayer right, and did this thing where I enter a trance and communicate with her in my astral temple and cycle through a list of names for her that sound beautiful. If I said one that I'm guessing she didn't like, I'd feel nothing. If I said one that I'm guessing was right, I'd feel something similar of someone biting on my neck, (which is my favorite feeling of all time) and everytime I'd name one which I assumed would be better, it would feel better. Has anyone else experienced something like this? Do you have a relationship with a demon/demoness? Do you feel it physically? Mentally? Emotionally? All of them? Anyone who answers will be a great help to me. And if im going in the wrong direction, Thank you for pushing me in The right one.