a dream changed me i need help will die if nothing changes

[jack_colyer]

when i was new to jos i was happy full of life but like two weeks after my dedication i had a vivid dream. i dreamt i was awake in my bed i looked up and a heavy vase of ancient India design was hovering doing semi circles around me always trained on my head i kept my hand in front of its path to my head almost effortlessly defending my self but then a gold orb of light entered my chest i felt the most fear I've ever felt in my life when it did and my body became weak and sluggish the vase slipped past my guard easily striking me in the head when i woke i was a complete different person im very easily enraged so enraged that if i dont get violent or destroy things my anger is so intense it exhaust me to the point i fall onto the floor unable to have the strength to get up also i developed a real bad infection from something i would easily heal on a normal day i need in-depth step by step instructions on what happened and how to solve it

 

[enemyofjezzuz]

--- In [email protected], "jack_colyer" <jack_colyer@... wrote:

when i was new to jos i was happy full of life but like two weeks after my dedication i had a vivid dream. i dreamt i was awake in my bed i looked up and a heavy vase of ancient India design was hovering doing semi circles around me always trained on my head i kept my hand in front of its path to my head almost effortlessly defending my self but then a gold orb of light entered my chest i felt the most fear I've ever felt in my life when it did and my body became weak and sluggish the vase slipped past my guard easily striking me in the head when i woke i was a complete different person im very easily enraged so enraged that if i dont get violent or destroy things my anger is so intense it exhaust me to the point i fall onto the floor unable to have the strength to get up also i developed a real bad infection from something i would easily heal on a normal day i need in-depth step by step instructions on what happened and how to solve it

I will attempt to guess the source of this:  ANGELS[/B].  What is probably happening is that you are starting to advance is spiritual Satanism, and the fucking angels are seeing that and doing this to scare you.  Their aim is to get you to quit Satanism, and go running back to the "safety(??)" of "the Lord".  Doing that is extremely dangerous--you will be pissing away your life back in xianity, which is what you do NOT[/B] want. Rather, keep reading JoS.  That will give you more insight on the real source.  If the angels realize they cannot intimidate you into leaving Satan, they are wasting their time continuing.  You should simply inform them that they are wasting your time trying to rip you from Father Satan, and then call on Satan for assistance.  They have their asses handed to them, and the angels cannot be bothered to waste their time harassing you when their kike friends and churches are falling apart.  Of course, there is nothing to stop them from indirect attack--such as blocking communication and energy to and from Father Satan and/or the Universe--angels attack where you are weakest to try and drive you right back to Jeezuz. If this doesn't work, try calling on Satan Himself. Hail Satan![/B]