I decided to upload the drawing (and I did
) and so, here is what I wrote beneath it (warning it's big) {I'm posting it in case some of you may find it motivational to do more research or even eliminate some of your doubts
}. The words just flowed out of my hands. It was amazing.
"The drawing is not all that good but it's the meaning that I wanted to give out.
A combination of all the fcking lies that have been spread all around the world, and the opposite actual BEAUTIFUL truth. Because Satan is beautiful.
Oh well, look at me, "coming out of the closet".
Yeah, I'm a Satanist. .å .
My beliefs are not as you think they are. I do not support sacrifices (I'm actually quite disgusted by the view of blood), I do not worship the 'evil', I do not like mean people, I do not wear gothic clothes (lol) or dress in black (I actually like cooolors, even though black makes me look thinner xD) and no, it's not really like I hate 'jesus'... You see, the thing is jesus never existed.
Angels of course exist. But... weeeeell, they are not really shiny with wings. That's actually Demons. You see, you may be a bit mislead... But no wonder since that's what people have been teaching you and me and everyone ever since our birth! It's rather ironic isn't it? Things you never thought you'd have to question, things you thought were... well just 'the way things are'. Just like the politicians want to help their countries and the policemen want to help the people as well... Yeah, exactly like that. Never question anything. 2 + 2 = 5 because that's the way they were telling you ever since you were born...
How ironic indeed...
Before anyone starts bashing me and saying "Whaaat is that?! You'll go to Hell!" (lol) well let me inform you that *I* will not go to Hell because I intend on living eternally. But even if I died, I'd actually be happy to finally go to "Hell" (as we call it, but it's actually named Duat) where our Gods live and meet them up close.
But it'd suck as I wouldn't be able to advance spiritually and I'd just have to wait for a thousand years until I reincarnated again... Bleh.
But the irony is that if you, my beloved christian went to "Hell"... Well, there's a high change that you wouldn't even understand that you were dead! o:
Hm, oh well...
As mentioned before, I do not worship or support the evil in this world (of course I am a LOGICAL PERSON and if someone's a pedophile then I really hope he'll die because HE'S A FUCKING SICK DISGUSTING HUMAN BEING -but hey, embracing your emotions is a good thing), I do not support or do sacrifices, I do not do anything that I don't like or that I may be against of. The great thing about Satanism is that you don't have to push yourself to do anything that's against your will. The great thing about Satan is that as HE created us, He cares about us and loves us in ways you wouldn't even imagine... All that He wants from us is that we advance spiritually (through Power Meditations) and we reach Godhood; that is a perfect physical and spiritual balance and of course immortality.
Oooh no no, Satan doesn't want our souls. In fact He GAVE us our souls, so what the fuck would He do with them now?
The souls are ours and can not be 'sold' or given out/away. This is us, this is who we are. It's like saying "I'll sell my clothes" but by "clothes" you mean your own skin. Quite foolish, isn't it?
And yeah, I know how you thought that Satan is evil because he "fell from the angels world" (other bullshit) and he "gave Eva the apple" (that's actually allegoric for knowledge; do people believe that as in literally?) but anyway, lies are lies. If you know how the world functions and if you are aware of at least TEN PERCENT of the lies you've been taught ever since birth, then you may at least *accept* the fact that there is a possibility the whole deal about Satan being the bad guy is just another lie. Juuuust sayin'...
Also, think of all the Jews... OH MAN the jews! Except for the fact that they are being TAUGHT (in their bible whatever it is) that Gentiles (Gentile = any non-jew person) are INFERIOR to them, you can also see that most -if not all- the people that are at the top of this world are jews... The people who own Goldsmith and all banks that have the rest of us literally *slaves*, are jews. Madonna's a jew (lol yes). Beckam's a jew. Many famous people are jews. Most websites are based on companies with jews owners... Jews jews jews jews everywhere... Obama's a jew. 90% (and maybe even more) of Greek politicians are jews... The media are being controlled by jews... Can't you fucking FEEL the monstrosity of what's happening? Can't you FEEL that this whole world is a game for them? You, me, your brother, your family; we are all just pawns. Pawns for their game. And you know what's the worse thing of all?
...That they aren't even 'in' the game. They aren't playing in the same row with us. They aren't even in the fucking board! They are the ones moving the pawns...
Hm, I guess I wrote a bit too much but everyone who has the least respect of their own mentality and has the tendency (and even plain curiosity) of wondering, asking, and desiring to learn even more, may find all this information interesting. If you're against it, it's understandable as well. It's too much to take in after all. Personally, I had no doubts about the truth, ever since I came across the website written on the drawing. And hey, this is not against deviantart's rules, it is not an illegal website, and it doesn't show any illegal or non-suitable for minors content!!! If any of the administrators of the site decides to delete this drawing, there will be a.fucking.war. I literally mean that, I could even sue the website for that reason. If it were a "oh mighty jesus" link would it be okay? We're supposed to have freedom of speech, right?
Anyway, all in all this is what I had to tell to you and what I had to offer you. Whether you want to accept this information and do some further research on it, it's up to you. Don't forget that we all have free will and if you see yourself DOUBTING what you're being taught, if you see yourself STRUGGLING under the conditions they're offering you to live, then QUESTION, DO RESEARCH and most importantly DO NOT ACCEPT WHAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU HAPPY!!! Your existence in this world is important; if you had no value then you wouldn't be here. So, based on the mere importance of the fact that your heart is beating, you should do your all to have everything that's best for you, do your all to live everything that makes you happy, GIVE YOUR ALL for YOU, for YOUR OWN happiness, for all that's you... You have to stop fantasizing of the world you'd like to live in, and realize that this fairy tale can be put into action. Anything and everything that's against it is an OBSTACLE and has to either be eliminated or, if not possible, just be pushed out of the way. Do not let your religion, your parents, your stupid friends or your lover get in your way of living the way you want to.
...Wait, HOW DID THIS GET TURNED INTO A MOTIVATIONAL MESSAGE?!
...uh, oh well... xD"
Hehe that's all.
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:
Wuaah, it feels so unprofessional, but at least it gives out its meaning. A combination of fucking lies and the opposite beautiful truth.
I am actually considering on posting this drawing on my deviantart account (it is a site for people who post their drawings or photographs or even literature).
However, it will be a huge step for me... sort of like 'coming out of the closet' haha
I feel a bit anxious... I guess I'll let it be for now, and hope in the future I'll gather the courage to upload it there.
(no relatives know me from that site so it'll be okay)
And I actually want to give the joyofsatan link to other people that I know from the Internet but I'm just too scared for their reactions I think... I shouldn't be though. It PISSES ME OFF that I have to hide my religion, that I have to talk with whispers when mentioning Father Satan...!!
Oooooh I am so debating on uploading it...! Hnnngh my emotions are in conflict right now. I don't know what to do. @_@
