Other #80535 The need to be superior

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I have problems about my growth recently, it feels like I've come to a deadlock. I don't get worse spiritually but i can't thrive either. I'm the same, no matter what i do. I've been trying to find out why this thing is happening and how can i fix it. I kind of psychoanalyzed myself and while I'm not sure, i might have find an answer. I may not use this spiritual power to help myself and others but instead feel superior and powerful in a narcissistic way. It's like I'm using this to feel in control, to dominate my surroundings and be more powerful than my rivals. My behavior is left outside the bounds of wisdom and i guess that's why i can't impove any longer because that's not the point. I also have so much anger in me too, the instinct of having revenge from anyone who made me feel weak and done bad things to me in life. I need an advice or a solution to change this mindset because my own efforts are not really effective. Maybe I'm still trying to fix it in a wrong way, i don't reall know. I would appreciate any advice.

 

[Rroco88]

If you feel that is true, then you need to work on that. Zeus have told me some years ago that mentality can hold your spiritual advancement in place, until it is dealt with. Because I had the same setback, but a different mindset problem.

But this has an easy fix. You do a working with the rune Wunjo, or other mental healing mantra, and affirm with a strong willpower:
"I am now completely healthy mentally and emotionally, in the most positive ways for me. My mentality allows me to advance in all areas of my life permanently".

You can adjust it to your liking, and do it while you keep your usual meditation routine and things will improve gradually.

Could also be a normal setback, for example when do try to lose weight, your body might resist a period of time, but you need to keep going to see the results. Regardless, I recommend you do a healthy mentality working in the meantime to remove any doubt, because it will help you either way.

 

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to dominate my surroundings and be more powerful than my rivals.

the instinct of having revenge from anyone who made me feel weak and done bad things to me in life.

These are perfectly normal feelings. What you need, in my opinion, is a healthy outlet such as sports and physical work in your free time.