Ask Satya Operator
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I have problems about my growth recently, it feels like I've come to a deadlock. I don't get worse spiritually but i can't thrive either. I'm the same, no matter what i do. I've been trying to find out why this thing is happening and how can i fix it. I kind of psychoanalyzed myself and while I'm not sure, i might have find an answer. I may not use this spiritual power to help myself and others but instead feel superior and powerful in a narcissistic way. It's like I'm using this to feel in control, to dominate my surroundings and be more powerful than my rivals. My behavior is left outside the bounds of wisdom and i guess that's why i can't impove any longer because that's not the point. I also have so much anger in me too, the instinct of having revenge from anyone who made me feel weak and done bad things to me in life. I need an advice or a solution to change this mindset because my own efforts are not really effective. Maybe I'm still trying to fix it in a wrong way, i don't reall know. I would appreciate any advice.