The Gods #79083 I'm tired of this

[Ask Satya Operator]

After dedicating myself, I started having unpleasant dreams. They're grotesque, mundane, predicting the future, but their context is unpleasant. They're not sweet, not kind, they're rude. The entities that appear in my dreams take humorous forms, and they're often vile and repulsive to me—like homeless people, drug addicts, people I hate, and other such nonsense.

I just want to rest, at least in my dreams, from this ugly world and not look at it, at least there, but now everything's getting even worse, and I'm forced to look at the crap of this world in a grotesque way.

I've turned to Satan for help—nothing has changed.

I do aura protection, cleansing, meditation, lavender oil, sleep vitamins—nothing has changed.

I do Berkan before bed—it's only gotten WORSE.

It's true—one of the few reasons I'm on the verge of throwing it all away and leaving this path. I've never experienced such crap before, and I don't want it.

What advice can you give me?

 

[hailourtruegod]

How's your diet and exercise routine? What's your sugar consumption and how much supernormal dopamine stimuli can you note, full honesty, that you partake in?

There will be clashes between toxic physical behavior and actions while advancing ourselves.

This is normal.



You might have to slow down in your meditations if you're experiencing "detox" affects too strongly for you too handle.



Can you describe your cleansing meditation routine?

 

[Ayleth]

What affirmations do you use for aura of protection and cleansing? You must add at the end of the affirmation 'in healthy and beneficial ways for me'.

You can also cleanse and bless your bedroom for a peaceful and restful sleep. See using Sananda as instructed by HPS Lydia:

If there's a build up of bad energy, vibrate Sananda (sanskrit for "Joy") while walking through your home. Stand in each room, vibrate it 10 times, then go into the next room and repeat. As you do this, visualize bright light (either white-gold or the electric Demonic blue) sweeping through the room, including below furniture, in the corners, along the walls and ceiling and floor. I also do this in bed mattresses, because we spend so much time sleeping, and malefic energy can build up there. Do the same for couches too.

You can get some clear quartz or calcite crystals and place them on a desk or wherever, even just for a few hours. This will clear out stagnant energy, and eliminate malefic energy.

 

[Tandecee]

It’s probably because of suppressed emotions. Our mind tries to release the negative energy we’ve absorbed over the years.

 

[AFODO]

What meditations are you doing? Focus on cleaning and not empowerment. Aura cleaning every day is a must. Do every Saturday deep cleaning as well, with cleaning mantras like surya or visuddhi into your chakras. Always make affirmations after any energy work.
Do simple meditations like trance and void.
Do self hypnosis, affirm 5-20 sentences every morning / night or both, like "My mind is clean from all negativity. I have positive thoughts. I'm completely free of bad dreams, my dreams are always beautiful and pleasant. I have inner peace because I can control my mind. I have no intrusive thoughts." etc.

 

[AFODO]

Protection as well, as others have said.
It is important to learn how to overcome our problems. Sure the Gods could free us from all our problems in a matter of a second but that would not help us advance. We build strength, character, and many things by overcoming our problems. This is training, this is what makes us able to do things. As childs you have to experience a lot of pain struggle because you start with 0 patience, weak immune system, bad understanding, and so on so forth, and you have to endure a lot of things as you grow up to advance in these areas.
When a kid is being protected from literally everything, these struggles are only being postponed, and it only makes the situation worse.

It is very probably that what you are happening to you is that some trauma / negative energy is resurfacing from the depth of your soul, so you can overcome it. If it doesn't surface like this, than you would not be able to clean it off and would be there forever, radiating negative energy.
You can bless your room / house as well.
Zeus have helped you by sending you here so we can explain this to you.