The Gods #79083 I'm tired of this

[Ask Satya Operator]

After dedicating myself, I started having unpleasant dreams. They're grotesque, mundane, predicting the future, but their context is unpleasant. They're not sweet, not kind, they're rude. The entities that appear in my dreams take humorous forms, and they're often vile and repulsive to me—like homeless people, drug addicts, people I hate, and other such nonsense.

I just want to rest, at least in my dreams, from this ugly world and not look at it, at least there, but now everything's getting even worse, and I'm forced to look at the crap of this world in a grotesque way.

I've turned to Satan for help—nothing has changed.

I do aura protection, cleansing, meditation, lavender oil, sleep vitamins—nothing has changed.

I do Berkan before bed—it's only gotten WORSE.

It's true—one of the few reasons I'm on the verge of throwing it all away and leaving this path. I've never experienced such crap before, and I don't want it.

What advice can you give me?

 

[hailourtruegod]

How's your diet and exercise routine? What's your sugar consumption and how much supernormal dopamine stimuli can you note, full honesty, that you partake in?

There will be clashes between toxic physical behavior and actions while advancing ourselves.

This is normal.



You might have to slow down in your meditations if you're experiencing "detox" affects too strongly for you too handle.



Can you describe your cleansing meditation routine?

 

[Ayleth]

What affirmations do you use for aura of protection and cleansing? You must add at the end of the affirmation 'in healthy and beneficial ways for me'.

You can also cleanse and bless your bedroom for a peaceful and restful sleep. See using Sananda as instructed by HPS Lydia:

If there's a build up of bad energy, vibrate Sananda (sanskrit for "Joy") while walking through your home. Stand in each room, vibrate it 10 times, then go into the next room and repeat. As you do this, visualize bright light (either white-gold or the electric Demonic blue) sweeping through the room, including below furniture, in the corners, along the walls and ceiling and floor. I also do this in bed mattresses, because we spend so much time sleeping, and malefic energy can build up there. Do the same for couches too.

You can get some clear quartz or calcite crystals and place them on a desk or wherever, even just for a few hours. This will clear out stagnant energy, and eliminate malefic energy.