Other #79070 An autistic story

[Ask Satya Operator]

Hello, after beginning, i just to apologize if my english is not very good, english is not my first language, i'm brazilian and if i write something offensive and/or wrong, i might do it sometimes without even noticing. id like to know where dependent autistic, neurodivergent, mentally ill go in the afterlife. there will be some kind of judgemnt and analysis to see how is gonna be our treatment? what if one of them commit suicide? Also im a dependent with special needs agnostic ADD autistic myself, i was a atheist for a few years before, i never felt god or anything, no matter how much i tried but i think id like that yall pray for me or something cause i just pass most of the time on my mommys house without leaving a lot cause i cant drive and i dont have any close friends. i dont feel that my life is worthy living and that the gods like are proud of me because of all that. I also have depression. I was a kid and my younger brother a baby when my dad left us to live with another woman that now he have a son with that is also autistic so i guess i kind of associate my distant and cold relationship with the divine, gods with my fathers relationship.Also i cant even take a job properly because im a slow ADD autistic that dont knows how to do a lot and the work market, bosses doesnt like it so i might just retire soon and live a miserable life being taken care of my younger brother or somebodys elses in the future, theres not a bright future ahead for me. Anyway, thanks for reading it all and for praying for me or something.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

The world needs all kinds of people to do all kinds of jobs. You are needed and important. In the ways that you are weaker, there are jobs that do not need these. Many jobs are more physical work than mental work, and many of these jobs also make good money. There are jobs in "blue collar" work where you can live a good life by mostly doing just manual work.

 

[Egon]

You have to address those problems in this lifetime because however you are like, you will reincarnate again with the same problems if those aren't smoothed out by spiritual advancement. There are many dates for magickal square incoming, look up the canlendar for your location here: https://www.astroapollo.org/astro-calendars
There are incoming dates for many Jupiter squares, and you can try Sun squares next year.

Stress relief meditation: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/anti-anxiety-ky-meditation-for-stress-grief-etc.303362
Sun Square thread: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/sun-square-thread-additional-information.76205/
Magical Squares: https://templeofzeus.org/Zeus_Squares.php
Lunar month purification: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/...unar-month-purification-circle-updated.58191/
Basic daily aura of protection: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/basic-daily-aura-of-protection.303420/
Deep cleaning: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/deep-cleaning.57615/
Sacred Chakras: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/sacred-chakras.303637

I would for now avoid Mercury squares in your first years of Zevism as a person with high nervous sensitivity and try it only after more than a year of yoga and cleaning. I also recommend Hatha Yoga daily (I'm not sure if you can do spinal yoga due to the nervous stimulation).

Have you tried a job that requires concentration on only one subject and lower social stimulation? If not, the Gods can inspire you in what to do and what kinda of jobs you will fit in. Look up for the Ritual of the Gods (for example, Valefor and Abraxas, as they deal with the health of the mind) and at the end of the Ritual make your personal prayer regarding this matter: https://tozrituals.org