Relationships #78341 Nolove

[AskSatanOperator]

Why have I never felt Love? I don't love my parents (they're good), and I haven't loved anyone I've tried to be with, any serious feeling quickly becomes a catharsis never to return to that feeling again

Before that, I even foolishly thought it was cool and it didn't cause me much trouble, but the last time it made me regret it so much that I'm still in despair, no one cares about someone like me, I'm never "the one" and no one is for me, except for those on whom I through thoughts get fixated to the point that I dream it six times a night and I can't live normally, obviously this is all that the pathetic "I" is capable of

I envy those who were happy, because the pain of a failed love is much better than the pain of emptiness

I've already asked a similar question here once
maybe there's a problem with a certain chakra and who knows what else. I'm not a spiritual person yet, all I've ever done is Rituals of the Gods in some schedules and not too much

 

[WrathOfKouros]

From a spiritual perspective, there could be some blockages in your heart chakra or throat chakra in problems with feeling love or emotions. I would advise a thorough cleaning of your aura and chakras every day to fix this issue. Consistency is key, if you clean every day, you can start to remove these blockages and feel a lot better. Spiritual hygiene is just as important as physical hygiene for your overall health.

 

[Rroco88]

Besides a chakra problem, Emotional Numbness can also appear because of past trauma, especially in adults who, as children, have been neglected, and the children "no one had to worry about growing up" and "were never causing trouble", but also in other similar contexts as a trauma response.

If you suspect that your emotional numbness appeared after emotional disappointment at some point in life, that might be the cause. Something might have taught your subconscious that it isn't safe to feel emotions. And if you think that's the case, you can work with this in a deep trance. Chakra work is to be done regardless.

 

[Edward Lonsa]

Why have I never felt Love? I don't love my parents (they're good), and I haven't loved anyone I've tried to be with, any serious feeling quickly becomes a catharsis never to return to that feeling again

Before that, I even foolishly thought it was cool and it didn't cause me much trouble, but the last time it made me regret it so much that I'm still in despair, no one cares about someone like me, I'm never "the one" and no one is for me, except for those on whom I through thoughts get fixated to the point that I dream it six times a night and I can't live normally, obviously this is all that the pathetic "I" is capable of

I envy those who were happy, because the pain of a failed love is much better than the pain of emptiness

I've already asked a similar question here once
maybe there's a problem with a certain chakra and who knows what else. I'm not a spiritual person yet, all I've ever done is Rituals of the Gods in some schedules and not too much

Greetings, Brother / Sister!

Try art. Are you prone to aesthetic pleasures connected to contemplating Beauty? Do you enjoy watching wonderful paintings? Listening to wonderful music? Aesthetic studies will make you more open to The Beauty. She inspires and invokes love. People of art are more inclined to deep spiritual emotional bonds rather than physical mundane ones.

Here I collected some philosophical allegorical books on love:

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hat zeevist-satanic books would you recommend me to read? what about these books about enki? is it not relevant anymore? if not then what books are worth reading?

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As for folk legends try these:

Romeo and Juliette by Shakespeare (this one is a folk legend, Shakespeare just gave it a world acknowledgment)
Tristan and Isolde (another folk legend that might be find in several versions)
Layla and Majnun by Nizami Ganjavi (again an important myth immortalized in a work of art)
Khosrow_o_Shirin (another important myth in art)

Try to find and read any and all Ancient pre-kike Pagan legends of great love.

As for Chakras, work with all higher chakras - they are about emotions, intuition and great inspiration. Love is an aesthetically inspired thing, you seem to lack inspiration, which is given by upper Chakras. There are some physical diseases of the brain where some areas of the brain does not function or are atrophied / undeveloped, there are some cases where the zones responsible for higher emotions are in such state. For example, it is written in ToZ that in most people pinal gland is in such state. But we can revive it via specific meditations. Impact into higher chakras will invoke these. You also might try Rituals to Gods who teach love and higher feelings.

 

[OttoHart]

Are you young?

Often enough, young people will get "impostor syndrome" about a lot of things.
Maybe love doesn't feel genuine, maybe you don't know what your purpose is, maybe you don't feel passionate enough about anything, or just, in general, you feel like you are somehow "doing life wrong" or "faking it".

These things develop in time. To some, it comes easier, while to others it doesn't.

Just know that there is nothing wrong with you. You will figure it out, refine your views, and grow in passion and emotion for life. It's only natural.

As others have said, keep up a healthy routine of AoP, cleaning, Chakra work, God Rituals etc., and that will put you on an even better position.