I want to ask this anonymously since I know if I tell this to anyone in real life, I would be seen as a weirdo. And I don't want my main account on the forums suffering from this label either.
My question :
I like watching videos of people fighting. Not MMA or any recognized fighting sport. Just regular people fighting. I find it entertaining, funny.
Until recently, I never particularly searched for this kind of videos. I was just randomly exposed to these sometimes . But some days ago, I discovered a site dedicated to "fighting porn" (my own name for this, google results unrelated). So far I've browsed it two times.
Before watching videos like these become an habit, I wanted to ask you if this is bad for my aura or my mental health.
I labelled this question as health-related because I don't think there is any moral issue with this. After all, I physically attack nobody myself.
And of course this is brainrot entertainment ! I read/study most of my free time, but when I want to consume entertainment, I don't have any "quality standards".
It's your prerogative. There's different ways for a person to interpret seeing violence, and different degrees of it, and different contexts that it manifests within. Some just, some unjust. Some brutal and some fair. If you just enjoy seeing blood and people exchanging injuries, then yeah, that's what we call "draconian," aka jewish, sadistic, evil.. and not godly.
Tell me what's funny about it? I can see finding entertainment from it, especially if the competition thrills you, but some sort of integral sense of honor inside of me tells me not to draw power from the suffering of strangers.. that's very jewish, and in fact, it's harder to be honorable than it is to be like a jew. Honor is a Gentile concept - jews don't know it.
If by "fighting porn," you mean like Worldstar, or felony fights, or some bullshit that sensationalizes the gore and brutal violence, then yeah that is pretty shitty but you don't need to worry about it because the universe is magnetic and your experiences in life will be largely determined by what sort of energies you created/released into the world. Some people call it "karma". I'm not trying to instill fear in you, as that would be quite jewish. This is literally what I think. I think we all feel that "cheap/cutthroat" desire sometimes to energetically feed on people that are vulnerable and bleeding their energy (like the sick, or people experiencing any kind of misfortune), but part of what can give you a value as a Gentile soul is strength, and thus not always choosing the most effortless option in the universe. I'd rather be noble than be a creep, but I can't say it's easy.
I think the sort of energetic response from within the soul that most normal, non-spiritual, jewish, etc people have to suffering and violence actually helps to spawn more of it. A lot of people like to see others down. So you really need to look inside of yourself (it's hard for us to tell) and figure out if you are crossing a line here, or if you even think there really is a line, because it sounds like you aren't sure. If you just like competition and admire and aspire to do physical combat (regardless of whether you ever do) then that's one thing, but if you are getting a high off of specifically the energy you pick up from seeing brutal acts, or seeing someone injured, then there is nothing honorable about that. That is an evil urge we should all seek to tame. It is, in fact, an energy that is the source of a lot of bad things in the world. There is nothing commendable about that and it is identical to victimizing the weak.
I would say everything has both negative & positive applications. You have to believe in right and wrong, because without it you will be lost. Sometimes violence is appropriate, but if someone is watching it and getting a dopamine rush like porn gives, and you have no understanding or interest in the science behind what is happening, and you just see mayhem and it makes you feel good (at someone else's expense) then you are wrong, in my mind. But yet I know that people are made up of different parts, and so nobody is just 1 thing. Even if you have these sadistic tendencies - that is not ALL that you are, there is more to you. And if I had them I would seek to tame them by training myself to undo the energetic inversion I've developed that was causing me to revel in a gross, jewish energy.
Just so you know, all jews are sadistic and psychopaths.
Violence will bring your loved ones stress and turmoil and you should keep it away from them as best as you can. If you feel like you have something to prove, then you should resolve that as soon as possible. If what you're doing is coming from some inner, repressed desire for power, because of things that you were subjected to, you need to fix that. Nobody naturally caters to these things from birth - I will never believe they do, unless they are a jew, or have been corrupted and become wicked from past lives. But a Gentile soul does not begin it's existence this way.. I certainly wont believe it could, but instead, I believe one becomes compelled or conditioned to interface this way, presumably from some interference from the enemy.
The precursor to violence is energy. We are always "converting" energy into other things. Some people are insecure or have repressed trauma and so they are quick to anger. Sometimes this can happen from being unaware of energetic influences around us, too, if you're not paying attention. Whether it's in the room, or from curses, or from negative entities.
I mean, you don't see any of the gods sitting there like some jew, baring a shit-faced grin as they watch someone get beaten. That's immature. I want to be like the gods and not some dirtbag jew, or some lesser fellow human.
This is a big can of worms to open but you can definitely answer your own question now. I actually have a lot to say about violence and those types of energies, because I've lived through a lot of it.
I would despise what you are doing if you are being sadistic about it and preying on the downfall of other humans. However, you should at least be honest with yourself and with us/others about it, because that's a step in the right direction. Whereas to hide it, to deny it, to lie, is a step further into a depraved, jewish path.
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