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I'm a dedicated SS. I find myself thinking about suicide every night no matter what. I have problems like bipolar, erectile dysfunction, lack of self-confidence, unemployment. I found a job but I could be fired. I even have a disability report and I can pass the exam. I read about suicide but it didn't satisfy me. Please tell me why I should not commit suicide.
 
A great reason for not doing it is that you would be making your situation worse. Getting stronger and dealing with the pain is the only way forward. Here we offer ways of improving your life through meditation, magic and learning. Physical exercise helps a lot too.

The pain will lessen and things will get better. If you commit suicide then you'll be starting over with the same unsolved issues plus the added trauma and karmic burden.

I was suicidal for many years and know a thing or two about those states. So do yourself a favor and start building up your daily routines by doing yoga, a good diet and meditation slowly to a level better than yesterday.

Good luck
 
Please tell me why I should not commit suicide.

First of all, since you have read sermons on suicide and therefore know that by committing suicide you not only do not solve problems but also make them much worse in your existence, you should be the one to tell us good reasons why you should commit suicide and not the other way around. However, I would like to understand what such negative thoughts originate from. I don't think these thoughts are the origin of your problem, I think they themselves have an origin. Why do you feel that you will be fired for example?
 
I have asked it before and I'll ask it again: Are you going to let that Pain Break you, or are you going to let that Pain turn you into a God?

I lost my job recently and my cat died last month. For me it's all part of reaching Godhood.
But I have to fight through it; continue running, lifting weights, meditating and doing asanas. If you have a lot of inner pain, then face it completely with meditation.
No pain no gain, and - no Godhood. Suicide will lead you to the exact opposite of Godhood. That's why you should not commit suicide.
 
I'm a dedicated SS. I find myself thinking about suicide every night no matter what. I have problems like bipolar, erectile dysfunction, lack of self-confidence, unemployment. I found a job but I could be fired. I even have a disability report and I can pass the exam. I read about suicide but it didn't satisfy me. Please tell me why I should not commit suicide.
Well if you reached the point of sending out this message, things may be serious for you. I am sorry another SS runs into those problems.

If you commit suicide, you will never find the root cause that brings you to desire death. And this "cause" will be again present in your next life, so you will face similar problems again. But this you know already.

Going deeper, and talking by personal experience, many people suffered traumas in early life or past lives, and this brings to problems like the ones you describe. This often leads to PTSD that is a widespread mental status, causing the mind to "split" into more than one self and suppressing the true self, in order to survive to extreme situations. Most often the call for suicide comes from the inner self who feels trapped and without any hope.
I know this may sound a bit odd and strange, but if you manage to talk to yourself, through inner dialogue, and by any chance you manage to contact this suffering self of you, you can try to understand why he/she is so desperate.
It often happens those "parts" feel so lonely and not listened, that may push the desire for suicide to "terminate" the main self. Because the main self keep the inner selves buried and non accessible to conscious mind: this is a form of defense the brain uses, to keep on living; the bad feelings are discarded and the mind chooses to see you as "fragmented" to store suffering into a separate "you".
I would struggle to believe all of this if I hadn't the sound proof in myself.

Trying to contact your inner self, whatever you may find, may help to find why you have a so intense desire for suicide.
Should you ever want to talk about what you find, you can post here, even anonymously.
I don't want to be specific, but I found the reasons why those negative suicidal thoughts arise in me - from tiime to time this affects me too. By understanding, I know what life experience causes this, in the very moment the thought arises. Then I think to a possible solution, or to a reason why this is not so dramatic, or I think how to try again and eventually succeed. Normally the suicidal thought mitigates quickly. I have teached my inner self that situation is not so dramatic as "he" thinks.
You know, some selves feel trapped in a loop happening in your mind, and cannot fully discern daily life. If they pick up negative feelings similar to their loop, they may think you are in a deadly and dead-end situation , thus suicide seems the only way to escape this.

I know I have been a but complicate but... damn it works this way.
Feel free to post again if you find something new to your situation to improve.
 
Do you have officially confirmed diagnoses or do you just have a fickle mood and once had a “problem” with a girl because she wasn't attractive enough for you and you worried a lot?
 
I'm a dedicated SS. I find myself thinking about suicide every night no matter what. I have problems like bipolar, erectile dysfunction, lack of self-confidence, unemployment. I found a job but I could be fired. I even have a disability report and I can pass the exam. I read about suicide but it didn't satisfy me. Please tell me why I should not commit suicide.
Brother/Sister, there is no reason for you to kill yourself or even think of it, it's going to get better. You are dedicated and this means you'll get help from the gods, reach out to them, reach out to Zeus for answers or if you know more and will be lead to it, do rituals for the right gods who'll get you the solutions to your problems.

You don't have to do this or even have it in your head. Besides, when you die, you'll forget this life and reincarnate into the next with the same problems, so live it to the fullest and the smartest.
 
Try with:


I can also give you a myriad of reasons why you shouldn't commit suicide: you are important, our life is important, don't give up, I've been there too, I also had suicidal tendencies, but I managed to find a way out.

Furthermore, if you do this, in your next life the weight of the karma you have accumulated and the trauma within your soul will be even worse. You must have more respect for human life and give it the value it deserves.

My father once took me aside and said, “Why do you want to commit suicide? Life is like a breath, it's very short if you think about it, you die anyway, if you commit suicide you will have much greater regrets and you could have solved the problem in another way, but once you do this, you can't do it anymore.”

In fact, I advise you to fight with all your strength against the adversities of life, to never give up, at least then you can't say you didn't try!

And anyway, always remember that you also have the Gods on your side, perform the rituals of God to get closer and closer to them!

https://web.archive.org/web/20250809162847/https://tozrituals.org/ (backup)
 
I also had suicidal thoughts and ideation before (I don't feel that anymore so no need to worry about me) I thought my situation is hopeless and other stuff. I also was suicidal when I was younger and in the xtian religion. Back then it was so cold I felt like all the energy was sucked out of me prayed but nothing happened.

You need to focus on your GD and ask for help or meditate on the Chakras. Use Jupiter Square or the mantra of Jupiter on its own that helps depression. Sananda in Sanskrit also helps repeat that a few times into your soul. Try to gain perspective.

Do ganapataye mantra or munka and affirm it's removing negative energy or karma causing this suicidal thoughts.

Also it's not hopeless you can get a good job or have better finances and erectile dysfunction has treatments and can probably be healed. If it's severe talk to a doctor. There are treatments for bipolar and also that is can be healed likely. Do Valfors (spelling ?) ritual and ask for guidance on these health and mental issues. Mars and sun square can help with confidence by affirming this.

Don't commit suicide try to ask for help and do some things to better your situation.
 
Well as a Demon SS. I really hope you find some warmth and happiness in your situation. Suicide is a great philosophical unsolved problem academically and in reality all over this realm to be honest and no human can give you an honest answer true to yourself. All I will say is that if your under mid 20s it is not a rational decision. If you are above then all I can say is hopefully not as it is a very difficult choice in this existence. May Satan give you guidance and I personally hope you don't end it now. If you feel something is making you do it seek genuine help ie if bipolar etc.
 
Well as a Demon SS. I really hope you find some warmth and happiness in your situation. Suicide is a great philosophical unsolved problem academically and in reality all over this realm to be honest and no human can give you an honest answer true to yourself. All I will say is that if your under mid 20s it is not a rational decision. If you are above then all I can say is hopefully not as it is a very difficult choice in this existence. May Satan give you guidance and I personally hope you don't end it now. If you feel something is making you do it seek genuine help ie if bipolar etc.
It is quite simple, after all. It is a mockery of life to kill oneself when there is still life to be lived. Hardships come and go, but suicide only extends the hardship and adds another layer of trauma that needs to be resolved in another incarnation. All for trying to avoid what has to be overcome.
 
First of all, it's a very good thing that you are asking for help and that you want to move on from this problem.

The reality about suicide is that it is a mean to "escape" and not dealing with the real problem.

As for all the means to "escape", it doesn't really work, and it makes the problems bigger.

I want to let you know that you aren't alone here, and that the Gods are with you.
We are sent here for a reason, to do great things with ToZ, and to build a great life for us all, this will create a strong and powerful Community.
As a Zevist you are part of this.

Do you have ideas or plans to solve the problems? Small step after small step?
 
I'm a dedicated SS. I find myself thinking about suicide every night no matter what. I have problems like bipolar, erectile dysfunction, lack of self-confidence, unemployment. I found a job but I could be fired. I even have a disability report and I can pass the exam. I read about suicide but it didn't satisfy me. Please tell me why I should not commit suicide.
Life is interesting, there are many beautiful things in life.

If people around you think badly of you because of your innate problems, it characterizes them as andrapods, you must be better than them.

If you are of a traditional sexual orientation, you can also have sex, you can use the services of prostitutes, and you can meet a life partner with a similar problem in terms of the physical (natural) ability to have children.

If you are willing to take responsibility for other people, you can adopt children and raise them healthy and successful.

Despite your physical limitations, you can lead a fulfilling life just like other people.

You can use every opportunity to enjoy life and see the beauty of this world.

As a Zevist, you can always meditate and develop spiritually, i recommend thoroughly purify your chakras and aura every day.

The reason for suicidal thoughts and self-doubt is not only a lack of energy and internal psychological and mental problems, but also that you are on a lower vibration. Daily meditation will fix this over time.

With regard to mental illness, there are a lot of incompetent psychiatrists who misdiagnose, but even with mental illness you can happy live.
 
I'm a dedicated SS. I find myself thinking about suicide every night no matter what. I have problems like bipolar, erectile dysfunction, lack of self-confidence, unemployment. I found a job but I could be fired. I even have a disability report and I can pass the exam. I read about suicide but it didn't satisfy me. Please tell me why I should not commit suicide.
Greetings, Brother!

As I wrote many time, not every partner needs sex. The idea that [put any sex here] are animals with greatly exaggerated sexual needs comes from either bible and quran or feminism. Humans are high intellectual beings designed to build civilizations, not cockroaches, and their reason span of looking for partners is different and much wider than that of cockroaches. A lot of people have 0% libido and 100% intellectual drive, especially after 40. You can find them plenty. A lot of people are sexually disabled. There are a lot of happy families without physical aspect.

Bipolar, depression etc are normal creative states. Modern psychiatry created a lot of problems that do not exist. What is bipolar: it is creative euphoria versus creative depression needing rest and meditation. You revamp your powers and you return to euphorial creation 24/7 for weeks or months. This is how normal genius of 17 century lived and it was not considered "bipolar en shit". Guess what we are not designed to sit in social networks, click buttons needlessly and waste time. We are designed for creation, innovation and euphorial work for building civilization - and this drive is how this work goes. Modern psychiatry actually tells us that "everything that is discomfortable is disease" while in reality it is a drive for creation and innovation and is designed to be sublimated into it. Instead they try to suppress it further by poisonous antidepressants etc. I think this is a reason we live now in non-creative mediocrity century despite of people accessing all education, books and ability to study for free.

I think Bipolar, BDP etc are a result of greatest suppressed drives and talents that did not find their riverbed in this world of extreme mediocrity and 1 second attention span, drug- and social network-dependence etc.

Answering your question, actually you are the one who is needed in the world more than those who are "not care attitude" and "always happy even if their race is genocided". Because you are alive. Unlike them.

Please everyone with any "sad BP", listen. Jewish psychiatrists tell us: it is not them whom something is wrong with that they destroyed our planet, burned best forests and genocided best Race on it. It is we whom something is wrong with that we react on it by cutting our hands, having depression etc. Imagine that?? It is not them who are not adequate that they act like pieces of filths, it is we who are not adequate that we emotionalize it. That we love our sweethearts and feel sad that they went away. That we do care that something on this planet goes wrong and our children got raped. Not them. They are ok that they invite these rapists and steal our money to feed them, the fact that we react with depression is what is "a problem". To be "not care attitude" is what is norm, and if you are not this norm you are "quiet BDP". You see? Jewish psychopathy is norm.

Do you know what I have to say to you? It is YOU whom this planet needs more than those who are "normies" according the above if you wish this planet to survive, forests on it to grow again and children on it to stay safe. Without our drives and stimulus such as depression, guilt and all so called "problems" we would have been jewish psychopaths who did not care. We DO care and THIS is why we feel bad. This means we are alive and we can change something still. What you say in your OP is EXACTLY why you should live [and why the above should not]. And guess what? Jews are uncomfortable with such people as you and tells you that people with "problems" need to die or to suicide. Because "having problems with what is bad is bad". Damn no, being bad is bad, acting bad is bad, not having problems with what is bad is bad. What you wrote above is basically having problem with what is bad.

Honestly, this is a great thing that some people are still having problems with psychopathic state of this world, probably the greatest. If anyone at all deserves life, it is them.

"Lack of confidence" means that you have healthy self critics and are not ended narcissist. You seek to advance not to get freebies. Again modern jewish capitalist / social network / vanity system propagates extreme horrid narcissism. Self love to be unconditional, etc. No, human beings were not designed to be narcissist with unconditional self love, they are designed to self doubt, critically think and experience guilt if they were wrong. And yes, guilt attracts punishment, because punishment can be Justice, you know.

"Unemployment" is what usually is an initial fate of creative being in this world. Because jobs are designed to be boring and unromantic, not serving humanity, serving money instead. Really romantic people of Victorian era in heart can't work for long on such jobs. They need find their Destiny and greatest way to serve humanity. They need their work to be productive for their Race, their Gods, not only for kike employer. They can't trade drugs to children like kikes do.

This world is not designed to be "completely ok with". It is designed to be reformed, cleansed, de-jewed and many other changes made to it. What you say is a reason to live. If you had said that you were completely ok with the today state of the world it would have been a reason to suicide.
 
Greetings, Brother!

As I wrote many time, not every partner needs sex. The idea that [put any sex here] are animals with greatly exaggerated sexual needs comes from either bible and quran or feminism. Humans are high intellectual beings designed to build civilizations, not cockroaches, and their reason span of looking for partners is different and much wider than that of cockroaches. A lot of people have 0% libido and 100% intellectual drive, especially after 40. You can find them plenty. A lot of people are sexually disabled. There are a lot of happy families without physical aspect.

Bipolar, depression etc are normal creative states. Modern psychiatry created a lot of problems that do not exist. What is bipolar: it is creative euphoria versus creative depression needing rest and meditation. You revamp your powers and you return to euphorial creation 24/7 for weeks or months. This is how normal genius of 17 century lived and it was not considered "bipolar en shit". Guess what we are not designed to sit in social networks, click buttons needlessly and waste time. We are designed for creation, innovation and euphorial work for building civilization - and this drive is how this work goes. Modern psychiatry actually tells us that "everything that is discomfortable is disease" while in reality it is a drive for creation and innovation and is designed to be sublimated into it. Instead they try to suppress it further by poisonous antidepressants etc. I think this is a reason we live now in non-creative mediocrity century despite of people accessing all education, books and ability to study for free.

I think Bipolar, BDP etc are a result of greatest suppressed drives and talents that did not find their riverbed in this world of extreme mediocrity and 1 second attention span, drug- and social network-dependence etc.

Answering your question, actually you are the one who is needed in the world more than those who are "not care attitude" and "always happy even if their race is genocided". Because you are alive. Unlike them.

Please everyone with any "sad BP", listen. Jewish psychiatrists tell us: it is not them whom something is wrong with that they destroyed our planet, burned best forests and genocided best Race on it. It is we whom something is wrong with that we react on it by cutting our hands, having depression etc. Imagine that?? It is not them who are not adequate that they act like pieces of filths, it is we who are not adequate that we emotionalize it. That we love our sweethearts and feel sad that they went away. That we do care that something on this planet goes wrong and our children got raped. Not them. They are ok that they invite these rapists and steal our money to feed them, the fact that we react with depression is what is "a problem". To be "not care attitude" is what is norm, and if you are not this norm you are "quiet BDP". You see? Jewish psychopathy is norm.

Do you know what I have to say to you? It is YOU whom this planet needs more than those who are "normies" according the above if you wish this planet to survive, forests on it to grow again and children on it to stay safe. Without our drives and stimulus such as depression, guilt and all so called "problems" we would have been jewish psychopaths who did not care. We DO care and THIS is why we feel bad. This means we are alive and we can change something still. What you say in your OP is EXACTLY why you should live [and why the above should not]. And guess what? Jews are uncomfortable with such people as you and tells you that people with "problems" need to die or to suicide. Because "having problems with what is bad is bad". Damn no, being bad is bad, acting bad is bad, not having problems with what is bad is bad. What you wrote above is basically having problem with what is bad.

Honestly, this is a great thing that some people are still having problems with psychopathic state of this world, probably the greatest. If anyone at all deserves life, it is them.

"Lack of confidence" means that you have healthy self critics and are not ended narcissist. You seek to advance not to get freebies. Again modern jewish capitalist / social network / vanity system propagates extreme horrid narcissism. Self love to be unconditional, etc. No, human beings were not designed to be narcissist with unconditional self love, they are designed to self doubt, critically think and experience guilt if they were wrong. And yes, guilt attracts punishment, because punishment can be Justice, you know.

"Unemployment" is what usually is an initial fate of creative being in this world. Because jobs are designed to be boring and unromantic, not serving humanity, serving money instead. Really romantic people of Victorian era in heart can't work for long on such jobs. They need find their Destiny and greatest way to serve humanity. They need their work to be productive for their Race, their Gods, not only for kike employer. They can't trade drugs to children like kikes do.

This world is not designed to be "completely ok with". It is designed to be reformed, cleansed, de-jewed and many other changes made to it. What you say is a reason to live. If you had said that you were completely ok with the today state of the world it would have been a reason to suicide.

There is too much ascribing of positive qualities to negative things here.

Someone with genuine bipolar is not a creative genius due to that. These are internal states and problems which exist even outside of Zevists or others who care about the planet.

Although the enemy is responsible for many things, that does not mean the average BPD person became afflicted as a result of the actions of a modern Jew. In reality, this likely comes from a history of poor health and unresolved spiritual problems. This is the opposite of a creative genius who cannot find a place in the world.

Yes, there are problems in the world, but that does not mean we should convince ourselves that genuine problems of our own character are exalted in comparison.
 
There is too much ascribing of positive qualities to negative things here.

Someone with genuine bipolar is not a creative genius due to that. These are internal states and problems which exist even outside of Zevists or others who care about the planet.

Although the enemy is responsible for many things, that does not mean the average BPD person became afflicted as a result of the actions of a modern Jew. In reality, this likely comes from a history of poor health and unresolved spiritual problems. This is the opposite of a creative genius who cannot find a place in the world.

Yes, there are problems in the world, but that does not mean we should convince ourselves that genuine problems of our own character are exalted in comparison.
Quite true. Being truthful to oneself about personal shortcomings, reality and genuine or imagined affliction is difficult but it is the only way to overcome it and manage the healing process successfully. Strength and realization of potential are marvelous phenomena that sometimes require support from people around us.

I just felt like saying that. Sincerity especially pointed inwards is powerful when employed properly.

Probably not relevant to this thread but nevertheless, thank you SG Blitzkreig for those few words of advice at the right moment in the past that changed my trajectory.

SWP
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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