I'm a dedicated SS. I find myself thinking about suicide every night no matter what. I have problems like bipolar, erectile dysfunction, lack of self-confidence, unemployment. I found a job but I could be fired. I even have a disability report and I can pass the exam. I read about suicide but it didn't satisfy me. Please tell me why I should not commit suicide.
Greetings, Brother!
As I wrote many time, not every partner needs sex. The idea that [put any sex here] are animals with greatly exaggerated sexual needs comes from either bible and quran or feminism. Humans are high intellectual beings designed to build civilizations, not cockroaches, and their reason span of looking for partners is different and much wider than that of cockroaches. A lot of people have 0% libido and 100% intellectual drive, especially after 40. You can find them plenty. A lot of people are sexually disabled. There are a lot of happy families without physical aspect.
Bipolar, depression etc are normal creative states. Modern psychiatry created a lot of problems that do not exist. What is bipolar: it is creative euphoria versus creative depression needing rest and meditation. You revamp your powers and you return to euphorial creation 24/7 for weeks or months. This is how normal genius of 17 century lived and it was not considered "bipolar en shit". Guess what we are not designed to sit in social networks, click buttons needlessly and waste time. We are designed for creation, innovation and euphorial work for building civilization - and this drive is how this work goes. Modern psychiatry actually tells us that "everything that is discomfortable is disease" while in reality it is a drive for creation and innovation and is designed to be sublimated into it. Instead they try to suppress it further by poisonous antidepressants etc. I think this is a reason we live now in non-creative mediocrity century despite of people accessing all education, books and ability to study for free.
I think Bipolar, BDP etc are a result of greatest suppressed drives and talents that did not find their riverbed in this world of extreme mediocrity and 1 second attention span, drug- and social network-dependence etc.
Answering your question, actually you are the one who is needed in the world more than those who are "not care attitude" and "always happy even if their race is genocided". Because you are alive. Unlike them.
Please everyone with any "sad BP", listen. Jewish psychiatrists tell us: it is not them whom something is wrong with that they destroyed our planet, burned best forests and genocided best Race on it. It is we whom something is wrong with that we react on it by cutting our hands, having depression etc. Imagine that?? It is not them who are not adequate that they act like pieces of filths, it is we who are not adequate that we emotionalize it. That we love our sweethearts and feel sad that they went away. That we do care that something on this planet goes wrong and our children got raped. Not them. They are ok that they invite these rapists and steal our money to feed them, the fact that we react with depression is what is "a problem". To be "not care attitude" is what is norm, and if you are not this norm you are "quiet BDP". You see? Jewish psychopathy is norm.
Do you know what I have to say to you? It is YOU whom this planet needs more than those who are "normies" according the above if you wish this planet to survive, forests on it to grow again and children on it to stay safe. Without our drives and stimulus such as depression, guilt and all so called "problems" we would have been jewish psychopaths who did not care. We DO care and THIS is why we feel bad. This means we are alive and we can change something still. What you say in your OP is EXACTLY why you should live [and why the above should not]. And guess what? Jews are uncomfortable with such people as you and tells you that people with "problems" need to die or to suicide. Because "having problems with what is bad is bad". Damn no, being bad is bad, acting bad is bad,
not having problems with what is bad is bad. What you wrote above is basically
having problem with what is bad.
Honestly, this is a great thing that some people are still having problems with psychopathic state of this world, probably the greatest. If anyone at all deserves life, it is them.
"Lack of confidence" means that you have healthy self critics and are not ended narcissist. You seek to advance not to get freebies. Again modern jewish capitalist / social network / vanity system propagates extreme horrid narcissism. Self love to be unconditional, etc. No, human beings were not designed to be narcissist with unconditional self love, they are designed to self doubt, critically think and experience guilt if they were wrong. And yes, guilt attracts punishment, because punishment can be Justice, you know.
"Unemployment" is what usually is an initial fate of creative being in this world. Because jobs are designed to be boring and unromantic, not serving humanity, serving money instead. Really romantic people of Victorian era in heart can't work for long on such jobs. They need find their Destiny and greatest way to serve humanity. They need their work to be productive for their Race, their Gods, not only for kike employer. They can't trade drugs to children like kikes do.
This world is not designed to be "completely ok with". It is designed to be reformed, cleansed, de-jewed and many other changes made to it. What you say is a reason to live. If you had said that you were completely ok with the today state of the world it would have been a reason to suicide.