AskSatanOperator
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Food generates rejection in me, there are times when I don't want to eat even if I am hungry, meal times always make me anxious, but I don't want to be like that. It is difficult for me to try new foods because many times I regurgitate them and only eat specific foods. I have had this since I was a year old, and although I have no apparent health problems, I have noticed a shortage of certain nutrients when I exercise, and one of my goals has to do with the latter, but if I don't eat properly, I will hardly be able to achieve it. I eat few meals and it's not about how I perceive my body, it's about what I can easily tolerate without regurgitating, and even that doesn't ensure that I'm going to want to eat. I really don't know what to do, this stresses me out, as I don't do it voluntarily. I don't want to go to a psychologist or therapy either, as all the psychologists I have gone to throughout my life didn't seem to care, they always ignored it and focused on other problems I have.
What can I do? I am desperate, I am sick of this. I want to take care of my body, but this is a big obstacle for me.
I would really appreciate any response, as this is a distressing issue for me.
What can I do? I am desperate, I am sick of this. I want to take care of my body, but this is a big obstacle for me.
I would really appreciate any response, as this is a distressing issue for me.