#715 I honestly can't take it anymore.

[AskSatanOperator]

Sometimes I sit down and realize that I'd rather be dead than have to face everything, it's like the problems will never end...I know life isn't easy but this is already complicated. Sometimes I just want to wake up and have a normal morning, not think about a thousand things...I hate not having enough food to eat, I hate not being able to get a job when I've tried everything, I hate the low life I have, I don't have enough money to buy anything...sometimes I just sit and cry because there's nothing else within my reach, sorry for the text here...

 

[SomewhatCoherent]

Life is hard and even if you kill yourself you will just end reincarnating to suffer again. The only option is to become stronger. Its like lifting weights with proper training what is originally impossible an weight to lift becomes somewhat easy and eventually invigorating. With each new level of personal growth comes new challenges and anxieties, these exist only as a motivation to improve. Inflation has been terrible around the world, no matter what the economy is or has ever been there has always been opportunities. The only difference is during hard times people need to get creative. I don't know your personal situation, right now a lot of people are feeling the same way, its sign the world is ready to change but first we need to fix ourselves to make the change happen (for the better).

 

[HPS Lydia]

Keep working on yourself, and look for opportunities. Do the God rituals, clean your aura and chakras, remove any bad karma you might have. This will help, but it takes time.

 

[logicalmind]

Redirect this hate to the solution focused mindset. Solutions given in the post above might work if applied consistently. Solution would be for you about getting food wanted, money, and other stuff you have mentioned here. It is normal to hate that you do not have enough money to even buy an adequate amount of food as you claim.

But focusing only on not having something will not lead you to having something. It will either do nothing or will make you a victim to evil people who will find your lack as an opportunity for abuse. The harder the circumstances get, the more resistance and will to fight you have to show sometimes. Even if the energy you have is the last reserves you have.

Sometimes, you just need to push through it whatever the means no matter the cost as the situation basically by doing nothing might be worse than death, so you either die gloriously or you become victorious in a way that there will be nothing ever again that would be able to put you in this situation ever again.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

It seems, you are fighting against yourself. Hitting rock bottom in life is caused by lack of energies OR the mind programming energies in the wrong way. If you are deeply convinced you do not deserve a good life (possibly from past lives programming), your mind will try to ruin your life accordingly.
We don't know where you live, how long ago you dedicated (if so), etc. so it's difficult to give practical advices.

Sometimes people may lack the strength to stay strong and confront daily life. I know we are supposed to never give up and always stay strong and never bend... etc. But what when a person is unable to stand for a short moment in his/her life ?

So. Is there a place where you can find a fresh spring or source of water to drink, a fountain, not far from your house?
Drink daily a cup of fresh and clean water. This water cleans your worries and you deserve clean and fresh water.
I know this may sound a stupid advice, but you seem desperate. However, water is symbolic for feelings. If you are unable to meditate correctly and too sad, this will help your mind cleaning thoughts. With better thoughts, a job may unexpectedly come to you (provided you look for a job daily - as HPs Lydia said : look for opportunities!).
Each cup of clean water is cleaning your way to a decent life. Say that to yourself while drinking.
Each cup of clean water is adding an ounce of strenght to your mind. Drop by drop. Until eventually, a job will come.
Each cup of clean water is cleaning you.