With enough knowledge, experience and time you can learn to distinguish legitimate spiritual experiences from those of someone who is experiencing mental health issues that is ungrounded.
I went and performed the following:
Abrasax Power Ritual
Khepri Power Ritual
Anubis Power Ritual
I have also asked for Lord Thoth to bless my Third Eye and he has, along with some commitment he has entrusted me with.
I know now after honest talks with them and cleaning up some of my attitude and bad magick attached to me that spoied my personality a little. Here's what they have told me combined with what I already knew and have experienced after several hours of personality adjustments, fear removal, and some meditation. Zeus has directly intervened and helped me without provocation on my part.
I was visited by angels as a baby. My mother has already confirmed this to me a few years ago. She heard me talking to nobody, walked in, and I just outright said "it's okay mama, I just talking to da angews." They imbued me with something huge and it turned me into an astral beacon. Dad was in the Air Force so maybe something related to that may be a big reason as to why. Brushing shoulders with celebrities too, which may have caused some issues. Being a beacon made me into a light for as many filthy Yehuborim moths and their good goyim as possible to flock to and fuck with me and my family for legitimately worldwide-seditious purposes. Turning me into a weapon for their cause, blackmail, extortion, fanning "flames of war" on my family to cause massive family issues that have had lasting traumatic effects on me that thankfully got twisted by Satan into screwing them over and ensuring some of my sanity and safety was always intact no matter what. Took me until I was initiated via blood during the winter to really start putting pieces together.
Then there's this. Tracing memories back and examining my root I find leftover Qlippothic energy from my later child then teenhood up until nowadays. All in all, I have been actively experimented on, had attempts to recruit me into cults via synchronicity and telepathy, and gotten attacked with and even by my own family my whole life and didn't even know it. During my awakening, there was a massive Yehuborim push to turn me into le heckin' wholesome 2nd Coming, Revelations type stuff. I am now reminded of the Olympics a few years back involving certain imagery...
Worst part? I have actively engaged with higher level enemies and even the likes of Larry Fink from BlackRock and Klaus Schwab of the WEF. The scariest shit ever is that they act like they know me, have known me, and DON'T (or at least didn't) want me dead because I am/was considered "U.S. Government property" and, at least back before immediately recent times, have had a massive stake in breaking me down, brainwashing me, and threatening/blackmailing me into setvitude and especially in the music industry as a singing and dancing star puppet. Much of what I am in this life is musical and artistic so that lines up. Everything I think of feels "divinely inspired" but I dunno how much of that is Yehubor shit anymore.
Apparently this is NOT that uncommon and the likes of Justin Beiber and Miley Cyrus have had similar experiences in being handpicked by the enemy. I just happened to be really lucky because Satan got to me before they ever could. Even as I type I feel approval from Anubis and a hefty pat on the back. Just saw a huge, sharp-toothed "FUCK YOU" grin on his face in the Third Eye. Lots of happy sounds coming from Lwas looking out for me.
So yeah maybe I had some psychosis going on, BUT that doesn't mean I haven't actively been attacked and messed with by the enemy directly. Doing God Rituals and such only makes this story more detailed and more interconnected, not the other way around.
I dunno what else to really say at this point. I'm either a failed enemy celebrity thing and some sort of gentile-into le messiah figure thay got yoinked by Satan, bless His Holy name, OR Hell is collectively trolling and fucking with me for no good reason and telling me all this for a kick. You can ask Satan or Beelzebul. Anubis, Lilith and Purson are good to talk to regarding me and my story as well because of how close they are to me at this moment.
Hail Satan. Hail Lilith.
ANYHOW, SO ABOUT THAT RTR SCHEDULE EH?