Nothing perverted in being sexual woman.
You constantly describe wanting to touch yourself, thinking a lot about sexual activities, and keeping it all to yourself. This gives the impression that you are not fullfiling these needs, which makes you think about other means, in this case pornography. You could do something in this direction, especially since you express a desire.
You can work on achieving sexual satisfaction depending on your awareness of what will work best in your situation and choose the solution that will bring you satisfaction.
For example: You can either work on attracting a partner with whom you will be sexually compatible, where both of you will be satisfied, or you can satisfy yourself through masturbation - in a situation where you do not feel the need to have a partner right now. However, since you want stimulation like hearing and touching, and your imagination is not enough, your partner would be able to satisfy such needs through touch, voice and other sexual stimuli.
Moreover, masturbation may satisfy you physically, but it can't provide you with other needs like affection, intimacy or companionship. However, it all depends on your needs, so think about what would make you feel sexually satisfied and then work towards your goal.