Thank you, High Priest. To be honest, I am very saddened with myself after reading this, because I have realised that my behavior in public has been really unpleasant sometimes, as of recent, and it's unacceptable. I do have some anger management issues, and I end up saying unpleasant things...

Yes, I have come to understand this through recent experience. I have gone through said trials in the past few months, for the first time in my life. Saturn is a beautiful planet. I was referring to doing the planetary square for Saturn, as opposed to experiencing and undergoing Saturnian...

I had this fear, too, which was why I also became anxious, and I was extremely insecure. I pushed her away with this. But, I learned to let go, and I started focusing on myself more. She is still here. If it is meant to be, she won't be going anywhere. Don't worry. The universe, the Gods, the...

Yes, I think this is good. We shouldn't push ourselves too hard. Nothing in excess.

I think if you truly love her, you should give her space and respect her boundaries. Being needy and clingy with her will not do any good. I speak from a similar experience, here. In time, if she wants you, I think she will come back to you on her own decision. Perhaps this is what Father Zeus...

I think a lot of my posts have been removed, too. Actually, I can't even remember how many I had previously. Anyway, it's perfectly fine. After all, a lot of the things I've said in the past, I wouldn't say, now. Especially in light of the recent changes and growth of the Temple. Things got a...

This is such a beautiful Sermon; thank you, High Priest. This is something that really touched me on a personal level, because I've been thinking about this a lot, recently. I've been going through a tough time recently, but I think the Gods have always been telling me that things will get...

Thank you for posting this. Well said. Yes, I have noticed that some people are still stuck in the old ways of "Satanism", or "Lucifer", etc. It's time to move forwards. These people need to study the new material and Sermons released by High Priest, and do the Rituals (including the...

I'm somewhat ashamed to admit that Yoga has been on my "to do" list for a long time (along with quite a few other things), and I still haven't gotten into it. I'm trying to be more productive, although it is easier said than done, regarding myself. I need to do more.

Thank you so much, High Priest. Honestly, my mind is blown. Because, I have been experiencing Level 3 almost non-stop for the past several months, with a little bit of Level 1. The numbers, the omens, the signs, the synchronicities, the dreams... One day, this was so intense that it almost...

Thank you so much. I look forward to listening to these.

I have personally not noticed any difference in power or effect, between Rituals that I have done during the day, and those at night. I don't think it really matters what time you do them. The group Rituals are also hosted at both daytime and nighttime hours.

Yes, I agree wholeheartedly. The experience was incredible, and I'm still feeling the effects hours afterwards. I am feeling very joyous, content and powerful, and I feel like my knowledge and awareness has been amplified considerably. Thank you to all, for leading. Group Rituals and Prayer...

Thank you, High Priest. It is strange, because I used to obsess over a particular bygone era. However, I've noticed as of recent that obsession seems to have disappeared, almost without me even realizing. I'm no longer really interested in it. It's almost like the Gods have pulled me away from...

Even holding the hand of somebody you love is 100000x superior to porn. I've discovered that interaction and bonding with the opposite gender is truly a beautiful thing, and it's really good for you in so many ways. A girl doesn't even have to be that good looking, in my honest opinion; you...

Were you on the new platform, already? When the accounts were migrated from Revolt, we needed to do a password reset, with the same email as the username. Have you done that?

I had the same problem; I think it may have been caused by the domain name change. In your browser, clear your cookies, and log in again. That should work.

I think Gentoo would be a bit complex. I second a Debian or Ubuntu-based distro, but not with the Unity DE. Unity has some controversies over privacy; sending keystrokes to Amazon, etc. My personal favorite is KDE; it's very modern, has lots of features, yet, it gets the job done. For...

I think this is an extremely important point. I believe one of the Guardians said that even the Planetary Squares available on the ToZ website, would be Tier 4 material if they were in the Hall of Osiris. That is how powerful they are, yet, they are available completely for free to the public.

This is amazing; thanks for sharing. I've heard many wonderful things about this Ritual. One of my primary goals for this year, is to become a donor and enter the Hall of Osiris.

This has to honestly be one of the most exciting starts to the New Year, ever. Congratulations to Priest Alexandros Iowno, and to Supreme Guardian HiddenWarrior! The recent group Ritual to Lord Janus really blew my mind, and it was such a transformative and incredible experience. The new Hall...

Thank you so much, High Priest. 2025 has been a tough year for me, due to various transits, with some very harsh lessons. I have suffered. However, I have been looking at my Solar return for 2026. I am no expert in astrology, by any means, but I have to say... I think there are going to be...

Thank you so much, High Priest, for this, and everything you do. Honestly, I am so excited beyond words. I can't wait to see it.

Thank you for sharing this. I really, really hope I am not going through the same thing with a certain person. They seem so kind and loving towards me, and yet, something tells me that they don't really want me in their lives. I'm trying to work out if it's just my low self-esteem and...

Thank you, High Priestess. It seems recently, that a lot of things that have been on my mind or happening in my life, are either posted about here, or mentioned in Vultus Templorum. Almost uncannily so. This happens to be an area of my life in which I've suffered. Low self-esteem has bothered...

Thank you so much, High Priest. I haven't even done this Ritual, yet, but I can already feel that there is definitely something different about it. I really, really look forward to doing this. I have been going through some things recently, and I feel like this Ritual has come at just the...

In addition to the above, are you getting adequate sleep? Not sure if this applies to you or helps, but I just wanted to mention it.

Thank you. Recently, I have been thinking that I need to do more. Well, I know I need to do more. I am kinda suffering from this inertia, a bit. I've fallen into a daily routine of comfort, with the same old daily meditations, without trying anything new. I also feel like I do not partake in...

Thank you, High Priest. I've been a "loner" for a lot of my life. But, for some reason, as of recent I feel that I am finally beginning to blossom socially and come out of my shell. Be it due to karmic/life lessons being learned, transits, Blessings from the Gods, or perhaps, a combination of...

I think in time, after quitting porn, one will recover and heal naturally. So long as you are not sexually-abstinent. "Nofap" is very, very bad for you, both physically and mentally.

Thank you, High Priestess. I've been thinking that I need to do more than just cleaning and spinning, for some time now.

Thank you so much, High Priestess. I have been really, really looking forward to doing Lady Pythia's Ritual. It will be a very special day. I am so grateful for everything She has done, and even now, I am still fascinated reading Her posts, and I always learn something. And, thank you for the...

Thank you! I love doing Queen Astarte's Ritual.

I went to do Lord Apollo's Ritual last night, and I had a surprise. As I opened the Ritual to begin, and saw His Sigil, "Mithra" came into my head. I know it's been mentioned, and it's common knowledge, but, I didn't actually know it was one of His Names. I had no idea, at the time. I only...

Thank you. This is also relevant for what I've been going through, recently.

I am a bit late replying here. But, I must thank you again, High Priest. Because, you posted this Sermon right at a time where I have been experiencing setbacks and frustrations, despite seemingly receiving positive signs from the Gods. I am going through a rather hard Saturn transit right now...

Temple of Zeus, or, "random guy on the internet". I know which I'd rather trust... You should read the ToZ website, instead, and study the contents there.

I like to periodically check the "What's new" section, myself. That way, you see activity from every section, in one view.

Fair enough; this makes a lot of sense. Thank you.

Thank you, High Priest. I was in a situation not too long ago, where I was in trouble. It wasn't anything life-threatening, as such, but, I felt very distressed, upset, and vulnerable, and I was being approached by a rather unpleasant man, who started harassing me. Right as that happened...

I too, feel like the Gods were always with me, even before I became a Zevist. Back then, I naively thought they were "angels" or "spirit guides" protecting me. I didn't know any better at the time, of course. But, even before coming to Zeus in 2023, I would have communications, signs, numbers...

Thank you for posting this. Dreams have always fascinated me. I would love to read more. As it so happens, you posted this on the morning that I had a very significant and emotional dream. I'm curious: if you dream about doing something with someone, do you think that someone is also dreaming...

The fact that this Sermon was posted just now, I think is indeed a reminder that the Gods are always with us. Because, High Priest, you posted this at the exact time I have been going through some difficulties in my life. I have been going through doubts and frustrations, and lots of negativity...

I am happy to hear this, and thanks for sharing. I've also been going through a really hard time emotionally, recently (probably a Saturn transit). I asked Father Zeus for help one day, out of desperation, and within five minutes or so a couple of things happened which cheered me up, re-assured...

I quite like organ meat, personally. In fact, this has made me want to buy some pork liver pate. lol

Thank you. I need to post more, here. It's hard for me to shake off my old lurker habits. No more "oh, someone else will answer this", or "I'll reply to this thread, later." Even though I am very much lesser-experienced and advanced, I think every little bit helps.

This reminds me of an interesting experience, shortly after I dedicated, when I woke up for no reason in the middle of the night to a buzzing/ringing sound in my ear. For some reason, the ringing sound felt like it was the sound of something/someone that woke me up (like, a sound it was...

It looks amazing!!!

My goodness, another person who sees 44! I've been seeing that number for over a decade now, in addition to 22 and 43. I even wake up in the middle of the night, when the clock is showing them. I really would also be fascinated to know why.

The thought of an "AI girlfriend", is so sad that I almost feel like crying. I feel like it would somehow be even worse than being alone.

Thank you, High Priestess. Like a lot of people, I was guilty of point number 1 in the past. I did God Rituals "just because". As an example now, I'd rather only do one Ritual a month (with the exception of schedules), than needlessly do them. I really don't want to bother the Gods.

I wouldn't think too much of it. In trance, you'll hear all sorts. I once heard something along the lines of "he died in 1948". It made no sense to me, and it still doesn't. My guess is that it's either just noise from the astral, or perhaps various beings or entities, or even ghosts. I've...

I believe these are signs from the Gods, personally. But, I am not sure. I've also seen a set of numbers repeatedly for years, now (even waking up in the middle of the night and seeing them on the clock). Sometimes, I'll hear people speak the numbers, such as on the radio. And often, I'll see...

Wow. This is interesting, to say the least. Let's see what happens next.

Thank you High Priest, and Happy New Year to everyone. I chose to do the Ritual to Father Zeus last night, and when I did, I thanked Him deeply for everything. Because I have been going through a difficult time, recently, emotionally. I believe He has told me that He knows how much I'm...

I've also seen videos on YouTube recently, claiming that xtianity is "booming" in numbers. They claim that the influx is from Gen Z, or whatever. But you know it's a total crock of shit. They are so desperately trying to save that rotting corpse of a so-called "religion". HPS Pythia stated...

That feeling when I realize that keeping a diary/journal, is almost like keeping a dream journal, only with waking life and not dreaming.

Two months is not very long, so don't worry. It can take years for these abilities to develop (depending on your past life efforts, etc.) Don't push yourself too hard; consistency is what matters. One must have patience.

Oops, I should have read things in this thread more. Because I registered for an account, despite having not yet donated, thinking that it would just be Tier 0 (no access) and I could then donate later. I think I got it the wrong way round. Well, I think I will be able to donate soon, anyways.

Wow, this Ritual looks so beautiful and powerful. I can't wait to do it. Thank you so much, High Priest. Hail Zeus.

Excellent, I must look into Bitvalve. Thank you. Interesting to see they accept/use gift cards - I guess it's clever way to get around being nagged at by banks.

I normally have these videos playing in the background, while I do other things. But for this one, I was so mind-blown that I had to stop and just listen. I feel like this is resonating with what I've been experiencing recently, and I was so incredibly moved. Thank you so much.

My goodness. I have been feeling similar, myself. Depressed, like there's no hope, lonely, etc. But you know, I am also going through a similar transit, as it happens. With this said, despite my suffering, I am somewhat fascinated, lol. Because I was wondering if Saturn has anything to do...

Thank you so much, as always. This has been on my mind a lot. There is someone I have very strong feelings for, and yet, it "just feels" like now is not the time to act on it, but rather just spend time with them on a friendly basis and bond in this way more. The love I have is still there, but...

Once again, I find myself receiving answers from the Gods to big questions I've had, without even asking. My mind was blown today by this; I am truly grateful to Them beyond words.

Thank you, High Priestess, and Happy Ostara to all! For me, I pray humbly and sincerely to the Gods that I may find love this year. I believe They have been giving me very good signs, telling me that it is just a matter of time; somehow, I feel like something will happen soon, perhaps after the...

These videos are brilliant, and it's great to see the attention they receive. We are definitely growing, for sure. The thumbnails are also very well-done; I think they would arouse the curiosity of more-or-less anyone who sees them, and they'd want to find out more, which is great. I really...

Very exciting! Thank you! I look forward to doing them.

This is very relevant for me right now. Thank you so much. These videos are amazing.

Thanks for sharing this, High Priestess. I have never really liked electric stoves, so reading this was quite interesting.

Amazing. I recently asked my GD for help in determining what exactly a God Ritual is for, and then I see this video, in addition to HPZM's post about the updated Gods' section, along with the urge to study and read through it thoroughly. I am incredibly moved and thankful right now; both for...

Thank you High Priest, and to everybody else involved in this. This is incredible. I must take this opportunity to study the Gods more, and to push myself a bit again in this regard. I strive to become closer to Them, and I need to do more. I very much look forward to reading. Hail Zeus.

Brilliant! Just yesterday, I was thinking about revisiting this topic, as something I need to practice more and look into. I am very happy to see so many positive comments on the video, too.

Fascinating video. Thanks, as always. Interestingly, my Saturn return happened more-or-less around the time I lost my job, and started questioning and being unsure about a lot of things in my life. But despite this, it was truly transformational, because I wasn't really happy working there...

That's awesome. Yes, it really is amazing. We ask for help, and then something happens we can't explain. First, you might think it's just a coincidence, but the more you think about it, the more uncanny it seems, and how it helped you in the exact way you asked. I have found that the signs they...

I would love to, although as you say, the moment would have to be right (and I think, the place). I would be freaking out, in case she reacted negatively. We are pretty much with each other almost every day, but at work, so I would need to think about this carefully. She told me she would be...

Amazing! Thanks for posting. I look forward to listening to it.

Thank you for sharing this beautiful story. I remember doing Lady Pythia's Ritual myself, during the schedule. I wrote about it before, but when I told her that I regretted not joining the forums sooner so I could meet her on here, I definitely felt some form of acknowledgement. The very same...

High Priestess, thank you. I'm quite mind-blown at the moment, because as it happens, I started getting reply notifications for this thread right at the same time I've been bothered with something identical to what Seguace is asking. I really wonder if this is a sign or help from the Gods. I...

Thank you, High Priest. The more time progresses and I experience and learn things, the more I love the Gods. I know for a fact, that they have been helping me on a personal level a lot, recently. Reading your Sermon fills me with great emotions and joy. They could have abandoned us and left...

Wow, this is amazing and exciting news! Thank you for the video, and for everything. I realized when I opened an old tab in my browser, and saw the redirect to the new domain name. Then I came here and saw the announcement and new header banner. The new site design also looks very beautiful and...

Thank you, High Priest. I think this post is quite relevant to me. Various things here and there are going well, with my advancement and life in general. Slowly, but surely... But, as far as the JoS forums are concerned, I find myself falling back into my old lurker habits and not really...

I've been seeing the same numbers for over ten years, now, in addition to others. So I'd be curious to know, too. Either way, it always feels like a good thing when I do see them. Like a sign.

I had been feeling really down recently, with lots of negativity, depression, bad dreams, etc. But last night I did the Ritual with all my focus and concentration, and it was really like a weight was lifted off my shoulders; it all went away and I felt happy. It was a reminder to me of how...

Thank you so much, High Priestess.

Thank you, High Priest. I've always had a tendency to be negative and too hard on myself. Always feeling like I'm not doing enough, I'm not good enough, etc. But, as I look back, I can see how far I've come, already. And really, I'm not even two years in after my Dedication, so I should be a...

The ability to flash de-Googled custom ROMs is a good thing about Android. iPhones have a nice UI and design, but as you say, they are not to be trusted, and you have no freedom really with them. Both they and so-called "smart speakers", also listen to your every word with Siri etc. I'm quite...

This is beautiful! ❤️

I am happy for you! The Blessings of the Gods are truly a wonderful thing. You indeed sound like you are on a good path to progress, which is great. I'm also happy to hear that you have found somebody.

Thank you, High Priestess! I love doing Father Satan's Ritual, and I'm sure I'll have time to do the other Rituals, too. I feel blessed by the Gods as of recent, so doing them is always an emotional experience for me. Happy Yule to all! Hail Satan.

Thank you, Queen Astarte.

Thank you. That is very helpful and good to know.

Wow, thank you for sharing this. I was wondering if I really have been doing the God's Rituals that properly, and what you have shared has helped me to confirm this and reconsider my approach and attitude. I will try it. I have been too robotic, as you say. I would also love to join the group...

Yes, I think they are desperately trying to start a world war. But not just the US. Starmer is the same in the UK for instance, giving Ukraine British-made missiles to use on Russia, in turn, putting the entire country under the crosshairs due to potential retaliation. Plus, there's all of the...

What's interesting, is that one day during the schedule for Her Ritual some time ago, I thanked Her afterwards for everything, and said that it was a shame that I didn't join these forums until after She left. I don't know if it was just my imagination, but I swear I almost felt Her presence...

I'm sure I've also experienced some of these things. But, they are rather crappy attempts to scare us, and nothing that truly poses any harm. Recently I heard "worship the devil" as I was falling asleep, and when I was new, I'm sure I briefly saw a stereotypical "devil" face in my mind's eye...

Yes! It's funny, because when I was newer, I thought it was odd that the JoS Astrology site said earlier this year that Pluto would be in Capricorn again, despite already being in Aquarius. I thought it was a bug or something. Then I learned about retrogrades, lol. Anyway, it is indeed back in...

Thank you for this, High Priestess. My mind was blown reading the first few paragraphs. How we actually have a connection between us from past lives. Like others have said, I have always felt different, and I was considered an odd child at school. I am coming to understand more and more that...

Thanks for sharing this, High Priestess, and for the heads up. After the recent Mercury retrograde caused some minor problems for myself and some people I know, it made me realize the effects it can have. I am still learning about astrology, but I will take a look into this. Thank you. I'm...

I was also quite happy to see the news this morning. Yes, he is not an ally of us, by any means, but seeing the mainstream media and the establishment seethe and foam at the mouths with rage is quite satisfying, and speaks for itself. Considering also how much they wanted to get rid of him...

Congratulations! I was wondering how you were getting along. I'm very happy for you. Your post has also confirmed my feelings that it may be worth looking into other areas, at least for the time being, until the tech industry bounces back a bit.

Thank you so much, High Priest. It seems that whenever something is on my mind, you always write a Sermon on it. It is of so much help. Like others have said, I have felt that the Gods have been with me my entire life, even before I dedicated. I imagine they knew that I would be destined to...

Ohhh, so that's what it's from. I've seen this character floating around recently and had no idea. I just thought it was from a new show or something. Mind you, I did see a screenshot of some xtian complaining about the vatican using anime to groom kids (hypocritical, as always), but didn't...

Thank you so much for writing this. As it happens, I have been feeling this way a lot. Well, it kinda comes and goes. There are times where I am peaceful and content, and then there are times where I just explode with rage, anger, and hatred internally, based on the ways the world is going...

In addition to Ancient Egypt, I have always loved cats. I very much look forward to doing the Rituals for these beautiful and wonderful Goddesses. Thank you so much for these. Happy Samhain! Hail Satan!

I was almost moved to tears reading this. I too, would be lost in life if it weren't for discovering the JoS and coming to Father Satan. I have often felt that there wouldn't be much point to life otherwise, and that I wouldn't bother with anything in this messed up world. But at the same time...

It is a very beautiful piece. I also had an experience with this. One that I will never forget. I was listening to the JoS video, where someone is speaking about it and describing the story behind it. Then the music started, and I was in love and fascinated with what I was listening to. At...

Welcome! Happy to hear. It will feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. And awesome choice in music! I love Dimmu Borgir.

Thank you, High Priest. I oftentimes pray to the Gods to thank them, for everything I've learned and been blessed with. I don't necessarily hear a response there and then, but I know I'm heard. I do have to admit though, that I tend to be a bit reserved when asking them for help. Like, I don't...

It's also worth noting the mind-boggling amount of comments that are being deleted on YouTube. I've had a feeling that it suddenly it seems very pro-israeli on there recently, with a lot of comments being supportive of their recent actions, commending the pager attacks, etc.. However, I went on...

I think hunting is fine, but so long as it's justified, necessary and humane. For example: hunting for meat, pest/population control, etc. Don't be like that guy I saw on YouTube hunting squirrels with a crossbow... If you hunt, make sure it's as quick and painless as possible.

I used to be the same when I was younger. I wanted to move to another country, because I fell in love with the culture, etc. I was making plans to move there, learn the language, and so on. But as I got older, I started to appreciate and learn about my own ancestry and culture more. Now, I am...

Good post. Yes, I think I've discovered the same thing as you. Void meditation was also something I was heavily neglecting until recently. I overlooked it in favor of working on chakras, AoP, etc. Of course, all power meditation is important, but it is indeed the case that void meditation is...

This is such a fascinating topic. I just happened to be reading about the Founding Fathers yesterday. All these great names, which I would never have suspected as being with the Gods due to the enemy corruption and lies (i.e., Wikipedia), are truly an inspiration to us all. An example of how...

I have suffered from some setbacks of recent, and there have been problems and frustrations. Times have been emotionally challenging. Yet, at the same time, I have been blessed in many ways, and things could be far, far worse. And despite unfortunate things happening, I have also been learning...

Yeah, that's always put me off, to be honest. It seems a bit... suspicious. Especially out of the box, where the home screen/new tab page feels like a gigantic advertisement. I don't like that feel, at all. It's very cryptocurrency-focused. And the Leo AI assistant thing that keeps appearing...

GNU/Linux is very much a serious OS, and I think people should not underestimate it. Too many people have the mentality that it's only meant to be used on servers, etc., or that it's only for programming, specialized purposes, or whatever. This is simply false. Nowadays, I don't have a single...

The funniest thing is, that all you had to do is say "I'm exempt", and they would leave you alone for not wearing a mask. Not sure if it was that way in all countries, but yeah...

Wow, the timing of this Sermon is incredible for me. Because I have been suffering recently for these exact reasons. Things haven't been going my way for several months now, and I've been getting very, very angry, miserable and bitter about it. The other day, I nearly snapped in public, because...

Very informative post - thanks for sharing. It's quite interesting how you've related meditations to the gym - I would never have thought about cleaning my aura and chakras before going, for instance. Ultimately, I have to admit that physical exercise is something I've neglected; "I don't have...

Thank you. Yes, I feel like the fear I was feeling was a result of old fear mongering from years back, and it would be an odd experience for anybody doing it for the first time, too. When I nearly came out of my body, I felt calm and relaxed, so the fear was very irrational. I haven't actually...

I've always struggled with astral projection my entire life; I've been fascinated by it, and I have been trying to do it since I was a kid. But, I've never had any luck. That was, however, until around a couple of nights ago. I woke up at around 3 AM, and for some reason, I was unable to go...

Thank you, High Priest. I've always had a tendency to be a bit hard on myself. Recently, I've been "beating myself up" a bit, telling myself that I need to do more, more, more... But at my level, I've been beginning to think it's important to stick to my current abilities, and let myself...

Okay, perhaps my take on this might be considered an "unpopular opinion", but here goes... It has been said that "covid" never existed at all, and I will personally believe it. I don't believe that there was ever a pandemic. There was a surgeon who said that effectively, the "virus" was just...

I would say that's normal. Some people advance at a faster rate than others, but a mountain is climbed step by step. Even if it seems uneventful at first, we get to the top eventually, and we can see the view. I have read a few times now, that a lot of members who are advanced and have many...

Every day since reading this announcement, I have been thinking about the Donor Platform. It has been at the back of my mind, constantly. More and more, I feel like I am growing and truly advancing. And then last night, I re-read Queen Astarte's Ethics and did Her Ritual, and almost burst into...

Ha! Brilliant news!

Yes, you are absolutely correct. You and I sound like we are in a similar boat, then. Tech is indeed so competitive, with everything evolving so fast; it's hard work staying on top of things. Years ago, getting a degree and becoming a developer was all the rage. Now, so many people have done...

It's not just you; I am in a similar situation right now. The market is bad. Not just in America, but globally. Job applications can be in the hundreds for a single vacancy, easily, so unless you really stand out from the crowd and meet the requirements at least 100%, it's unlikely you'll be...

It just so happens that I've started studying astrology more as of recent, and guess what: some relatives of mine have just gone on holiday, and they've been having problems, almost to the extent of ruining the vacation. Not only that, but when they tried to get me to do something to help them...

You're right. I'm not seeing a strobe light, nor am I seeing any navigation lights. You would expect to see a flashing red light, and red and green lights on the port and starboard wingtips. Also, it doesn't appear to be moving at a consistent speed. That is a very interesting video, and I...

Wow, I was just this second reading the page about the Lower Order Demons, after re-reading HPS Lydia's Sermon about Guardian Demons, and then I see this topic! Maybe that could be a sign.

Do you have strange encounters in your home, in general? I knew somebody who's house was rumored to be haunted, years before I dedicated, and I saw similar things back then. Black clouds of mist/smoke which would appear/disappear and move quickly, and at one time there was a black shadowy...

Thank you, High Priestess. I feel that I could do with taking many notes from this Sermon. A low self-esteem/caring what people think about me has always been a weakness of mine, in addition to a lack of confidence. Somebody in the past, I believe it was High Priest Zevios Metathronos in a...

Thank you! I have noticed that people with negative mindsets seem to get sick very often, and a lot of them with more severe problems turn out to be christians, too. I myself have gone through at least two periods of feeling extremely stressed and angry in the past (like, for days on end)...

I think this is what is driving me crazy. I have no idea if it's my own decision or will, or if something negative is influencing me, or perhaps, I'm the one being negative. My mind is flooded with thoughts about the relationship with society I have, and whether it's a good or a bad influence on...

HPS Pythia had written in Her Sermons at least a few times that She likes horror movies, so I would not worry. This analog horror seems to be a different genre, but I think the same principle applies. And if you really don't like it, you can of course, just not watch it.

Hey, that's a coincidence, because I think I'm in a similar situation. I asked for help, and ended up getting the urge to quit something I had enjoyed for years, becoming under the impression that it was bad for me or unhealthy, and the Gods did not approve. But I closed some online accounts...

They're incredibly annoying, more than anything else.

Void meditation and entering a trance are definitely two things I need to work on. Trance to me is very exciting, as I have seen and heard some interesting things when on the boundary of sleep, which I'm assuming is related in some ways. I remember once in meditation, I heard a man and a woman...

Happy Summer Solstice! Yes, I heard about this, too, and it made my blood boil. They've managed to remove the paint in time, at least.

Beautiful sermon. Thank you, High Priestess. When I was younger, I never really cared about having kids, or even having friends. But as I started to get older, I've found myself wanting to start a family of my own, and to be more sociable. Truth be told, low self-esteem, worrying what others...

This sermon spoke to me on a rather personal level. Thank you, HP. As it happens, I have been struggling with feelings of loneliness as of recent, so the timing of your post is quite interesting. I mean, I have things I enjoy doing alone, but generally speaking, I spend far too much time on the...

So far: I've been learning what true spirituality actually is, instead of just staring at a wall all day and "becoming nothing". The first time I did the Ritual and I did my Power Meditation afterwards, there was so much energy in my body that I actually cried. I was so moved by how powerful I...

I'm sure I've heard His voice too, a couple of times. Again, it was when I was near the boundary of sleep. The first was when I was tired during my Power Meditation once, but I just wanted to keep on going. I said out loud "I don't want to go to sleep", and heard "You need to", in a deep and...

I have been wondering this too. This is entirely my own understanding, so I could be wrong, but I think the key is the "feel and know" part. That is, to truly feel and know that the letters are being reversed, even if it sounds the same for some of them in reverse as the original. The...

I don't understand why you would even do this. You have strayed into enemy territory by doing so. In the past, sure. And by "in the past", I mean back in the day of the Founding Fathers of the US. But today? No. There is nothing of value to us in masonry. It has been thoroughly corrupted by the...

She's beautiful. I've heard the same female voice consistently, whenever I am close to the boundary of sleep, or in meditation. One time, this voice called my name out as I was falling asleep at work, and it sounded so loving and caring (sort of a "Oh, you! Don't fall asleep!" type feeling...