I think this will help you: https://templeofzeus.org/Open_Blocked_Chakras.php

Do the same you did until now, so long that your 3rd eye will be open. You still need to vibrate THAUM, aligning your third eye, and meditating on your third eye. It takes time to fully open, weeks, months or even years. Be patient.

Do i need to think there is golden energy around me and absorb this color? Is something wrong if there is negative energy around me?

Everything what is happening nowadays in the world, is good for us.

Try this: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/deep-cleaning.57615/

I also remember you, you helped me a lot. Read this website, this helped me to donate: https://www.exodus.com/support/en/articles/8598631-how-do-i-send-bitcoin-and-crypto-from-exodus Welcome back!

Jews also have different DNK than others.

..."breathe it directly into your aura". Can you explain how should i visualize this?

Try this: https://templeofzeus.org/Returning_Curses.php Also this: https://templeofzeus.org/Returning_Curses2.php And this: https://templeofzeus.org/Freeing_the_Soul.php Read this: https://templeofzeus.org/Fighting_Back.php I hope this will help you.

This sermon was VERY motivational! Thanks!

Gods lead you here. They also lead here those people They see they are serious.

You can also do this meditations: https://templeofzeus.org/Basic_Meditation_Program.php No, we dont do FRTRs anymore, you can do it 1x or 2x in a month (https://www.satanslibrary.org/tspaintable.html) If you still have problems with alcohol, you should open your 3rd eye...

Do this: https://templeofzeus.org/Fighting_Back.php Also read this: https://templeofzeus.org/AURA.php For spiritual protection: https://templeofzeus.org/Protection.php "Zevists should NEVER be victims!"

Congratulations! Stay positive!

You can help translating ToZ into your language. I was doing videos which i uploaded them on youtube, but they deleted it, so i uploaded them on https://www.bitchute.com/ I made videos about Hitler and also Himmler, New World Order, and more. (i got text for the videos on ToZ).

You can ask anything here on this forum, even if you think it is a noob question, it is nothing wrong if you ask beginner questions.

I recommend you do this: https://templeofzeus.org/Basic_Meditation_Program.php

Thank you, i will try to implement this.

I have been opening my 3rd eye for months, and still it isnt opened. How many times should i meditate on my 3rd eye in a day? For how long should i meditate on it? Is there anything i can do to open 3rd eye faster?

I dont know how you look, but you can start training, like lifting weights, or something like that. You can create attractive body, even if you dont look good. If you achieve something big in life, others wont care how you look. Someone had problems with teeth, and than other one said: "with or...

Try this: https://templeofzeus.org/Open_Blocked_Chakras.php

First read this: https://templeofzeus.org/ You should do dedication ritual, to become a Zevtist. Also you should start doing Power Meditations and open your 3rd eye and chakras. When you will be dedicated you can summon Gods/Goddesess. Here is how to do it, and also many other things...

You can try to search for it, here are names of Demons and Their description: https://templeofzeus.org/DEMONIV/index.php

There is also youtube channel Temple of Zeus: https://www.youtube.com/@zevism Welcome back!

Sorry, i dont understand what you mean. On website: https://templeofzeus.org/ you will find the truth. Start reading it today, and than start doing meditations. On: https://vultustemplorum.org/ you can talk to other Zevtists, also you will be able to see when we perform rituals. We will be...

Study this: https://templeofzeus.org/ Also you can join this website, where our rituals are done together: https://vultustemplorum.org/

Really nice. I want to join this Witches Sabbat. How can i join?

The feeling is like i would absorb gray color. I feel bad after every inhale

I tried all colors, also from sun (white-gold), the problem is still the same. I tried a lot of different ways to do this meditations. Maybe im not doing it correctly. Can you tell me, how you do it?

I do foundation meditation with my eyes opened (which is easier for me than eyes closed). I "think" that i absorb white color from all around my body, but automatically i "see" white color, and than the energy feels negative for me even if i am outside on the sun and my aura is clean. What do i...

Yes. It is finally time to stop this nonsense war.

Yeah, just yesterday i wanted to visit ToZ, but i didn't reach it.

Hitler had a good heart.

Should I learn AI? Some people says in the future it will be important like computers and internet is.

When our Anti-Christ will return... how will everything look like? Will He be the same looking like when He was still on earth?

Is it possible to have a speech like Hitler had?

Yes, I did

Thanks! Im going to read them. BTW i have Mein Kampf of Adolf Hitler already at my home in paper version, and it is translated in my language :)

A Zevtist doesnt have to be a HP, to communicate with Gods. A lot of Zevtists here communicated with Them and they are on different spiritual levels. Start opening your 3rd eye and than chakras. https://templeofzeus.org/Opening_The_Third_Eye.php https://templeofzeus.org/OpeningChakras.php...

If you want to curse someone with black magick you should be adept in magick otherwise you can make some mistake and also hurt yourself. I suggest this (read it): https://templeofzeus.org/AURA.php There is few things you can do for yourself and others such as: "You want/need protection", "For...

You said Sleep Paralysis.. you want to say you couldnt move in bed? If Yes, it could be psychic attack. Next time if this happens, you can try visualize yourself and move your astral arm in mind. If you could move it, you should no longer be paralyzed. That's what i heard what to do..

Are you dedicated? If you are, you can't be jew. If you would be jew Satan would never accept you.

If you want to go to astral next time, when your astral body is leaving your physical body, dont focus on your physical body, because you could go back to physical body. Just ignore your physical body, and focus to be somewhere else in the room.

There is much misinformation about Hitler. People says He was a monster... in truth He was a man of peace.

Even if we are now Zevists, i still call our Father by many names. I still use Satan, Lucifer, Zeus... I also like our new name.

"There is no greater freedom than a free mind."

"breathe in the solar energies into your aura and soul". Is this the same as Energy Meditation when i breath in energy in my body, and than expand it in my aura?

Do breathing exercises. Also do Aura of Protection, and do banishment ritual (visualize your room in blue fire becoming more and more intense or few minutes).

https://templeofzeus.org/Fighting_Back.php https://templeofzeus.org/AURA.php Here read how to make fear in someone. https://templeofzeus.org/Energy_Ripping.php

Is kraken.com safe website for donating? Anyone has any experience with this website?

Is something wrong, if i clean my aura with a golden light? What about blue light?

Read this: https://templeofzeus.org/AURA.php There it writes: "You want love in your life"

Very nice. You said we should be in here and now. There is void meditation for this, but is there any other exercise to be focused on here and now?

You can come back. Read this and join this website, and do rituals with us: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/our-online-temple-at-vultustemplorum-org.302545/#post-1155479 "Noone is more important to Satan than a warrior is".

I dont know that others think, but my opinion is if you dont want to be married, you dont have to be. I want to have a girlfriend or a wife, but without children. You can also protect your children with mediations, for example you do AoP on them. Also when they grow up, you can teach them to do...

Do void meditation. https://templeofzeus.org/Satanic_Void_Meditation.php I think it will help you so people will not hear your thoughts. Read it all, there it writes this meditation was used by ninja, so people were not able to hear his thoughts. For curses... do Returning Curses Part 1 and 2...

When i visit: https://demonicarmy.com/ it writes there was an error, and it doesnt show up. Am i the only one here which the website doesnt work? I still do ritual for Neberius at the time we usually do them together. Usually it is 21.00 (at my time)

Can I do foundation meditation with my eyes opened? For example if i go outside and absorb energy from the sun with my eyes opened?

When we start something... should we set a little goal, and than set bigger and bigger goals, or should we set a "major" goal at the beggining, and try to achieve it?

Im sorry for your cat. 2 days before your cat died my dog died. It has been 7 months and im still sad when I remember her. I made a video about her and put it on youtube. Some people pray to Satan to put them together again in this life when the pet will be reincarnated. I did prayed to Satan...

Which Linux you use? I have Linux Ubuntu on my virtual box but i dont use it a lot. In the past i used it more often.

Hey i remember you! :) I remember you from years ago, i was asking on yahoo groups "How to grow taller" and you answered a lot of interesting things :)

You should be adept when doing death spell. The best way to do it is when that person is sleeping.

We are your friends here :) The only one who really understands you is Satan and the Gods.

This is what i needed. Thanks!

Well.. the truth is i love her since my 15 years old :) the problem is she has got a little daughter and a boyfriend, so im little too late :(

I was doing God rituals every schedule we had. I was meditating on His/Her Sigil, but i wasnt meditating on myself because i didnt feel almost anything. Sometimes i had to do rituals on my toilette, because of my parents could catch me doing rituals in my room. Is something wrong if i didnt...

That is true. If a person makes a suicide in this life, the next life when the person reincarnates, will be 10x worse. I know things in this world are hard, but i found out that in every problem, meditations and Satanic Witchcraft can solve all problems.

You can summon Goddess Vapula, which assists in passing exams. Good luck in your exams!

There is a girl, which is very beautiful for me. I have lot of dreams about her, and every time i wake up, i have some feeling, like that dreams and she is special. I have a feeling there is something attractive on her. Tonight i have dreamed about her, and in this dreams i also asked this...

You can see aura when your 3rd eye is opened. Also you can have visions.

AMAZING IMAGES!! I just saved them on my hard disk.

Before you do destruction ritual you should be adept in magick. Also the ritual shouldnt be done when there is void of course moon. You can summon Goddess Leraje which is able to break relationships. When you summon Her, you should give her something in return if She does it what you want. NEVER...

Read this: https://templeofzeus.org/AURA.php On this page there are few things you can do like: "For inciting love"... https://templeofzeus.org/Love_Spell.php

Satan shows Himself to someone when He declares that person is ready.

Sorry i wrote this message to your post: "Satan shows Himself to someone when He declares that person is ready.". I wanted to post this to the person who created this topic. So, im sorry :)

Satan shows Himself to someone when He declares that person is ready.

For beginners it is better to first do only cleaning with white color. Than you can change for white-gold color. When doing other meditations like Energy Meditation, and when you absorb colors, you should use the color you feel very good. For example, if you try all colors and you notice that in...

You are not the only one who is grateful :)

Well.. i think if you become a SS, and than go back to Christianity, Satan will left you, and He will not accept you back (that is what i heard and im not 100% sure im right). You said you life got worse.. this might be if you mix Satanic Magick with Chrisian magic or that you were meditating...

Thanks for information.

Maybe you can try to make a friendship with that person. Use yellow or green color: https://templeofzeus.org/Color.php

"After each storm, the sun shines"

No, I just wanted to say that if you play video games 2x a week is nothing bad.

It's perfectly fine to play games during leisure time. Life can't be all about hard work or we would burn out.

Was Joseph Goebbels a High Priest?

Do meditation for protection: https://templeofzeus.org/Protection.php At least 3x a day, as much as you can.

https://libraryofthoth.org/index.html

Even if you dont know who your Guardian is you can conact Him/Her telepathically. Just close your eyes, focus on Him/Her (even if you didnt see Him/Her) and talk to Him/Her in your mind. Ask Him/Her to guide you. Even if you dont get the answer, your Guardian "will" hear you.

Yes, do standard ritual, than you can join us on Elements application where we do Rituals together: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/guide-joining-official-joy-of-%CE%A3%CE%91%CE%A4%CE%91%CE%9D%CE%91%CE%A3-group-rituals.296830/

For which God/Goddess can i make a ritual to pass exam? I have exam for driving license tomorrow, so i think it is little too late to do ritual, but i will try to do my best if someone tells me which ritual should i do?

Ohh.. im so so happy for you two!! I hope there will be more Zevist marriages in the future! May Zeus bless you and your family!

Read Returning Curses part 2. There is an answer.

If you are failing spiritually and dont move forward spirtitually, you should try to do: Returning Curses part 1 and 2: https://templeofzeus.org/Returning_Curses.php https://templeofzeus.org/Returning_Curses2.php Also do Freeing the Soul. https://templeofzeus.org/Freeing_the_Soul.php

Im nervous all days, because i have exam for driving license. What can i do to not be nervous? Im doing breathing exercises...

In 3 days i got exam for driving license. Im so so nervous all the time, i pray to Satan to pass the exam, i know how to drive, i just need little luck to get a good evaluator. I summoned my Guardian, than Vapula (which helps at passing exams) to help me, also i meditated on Satan's Sigil. I...

Few years ago i remember i was reading here on forum, that enemy can make you feel that Satan left you, even if Satan NEVER left you. I think those thoughts you are hearing are from the enemy. You are not abandoned. Gods knows how much you do for Them.

When you close them, it will back open through the day.

We dont need to do FRTRs anymore, except you can do 1x or 2x FRTR in a month.

BlackOnyx will fix it.

Some people say: "If a person wants to change himself, he must change his thinking. But if he wants to change his life, he must change his body" :)

You can pay them back when we do rituals, with translating, answering questions on forum, copy-pasting our links to online chats.

Here are books for you: https://libraryofthoth.org/index.html And they are free! :)

I thought the same. I thought i dont know enough to answer peoples questions. Read questions on this forum, it is better to answer only 1 person than 0. You can only try every day for 2 minutes, and if you know the answer, just answer them. Dont be afraid! Im sure there will be questions you...

You can summon Goddess Vapula (https://templeofzeus.org/DEMONVIII/index.php). She can assist in passing tests and examinations. For concentration, do void meditation: https://templeofzeus.org/Satanic_Void_Meditation.php and https://templeofzeus.org/Flame_Meditation.php I also have driving...

https://templeofzeus.org/army/Tactics.php

Even if it is boring for you, you can have a large benefit from it. For example, there are athletes which feels boring to do some exercise, but they must do it because it is part of the plan. Lot of people feels boring to some exercises, but other exercises feels comfortable.

If there is void of course moon, every spells dont work. Maybe your aura is not strong enough, how long do you meditate?

I wanted to donate through exodus wallet, and when i had to type in "tax id" i didnt know what is the number. I asked my mom what is my tax id, and she asked me what im doing, i lied to her that i want to donate to some poor people. She said i should never send through bitcoin and never abroad...

Can you tell me as much as you can which meditations are for calm down the mind?

Try this: https://templeofzeus.org/Fighting_Back.php

You can.

I read that thoughtforms can interfere with a person's thought processes. How to remove thoughtforms?

Go on google.com and type: white aura. There are images how aura looks like. Like little white particles.

No meditations aren't hurting you. I think they just want to scare you, to not continue. Try to do banishment ritual: visualize intense blue fire in room for few minutes. Are you dedicated?

I also admire Himmler. When i feel im not motivated, i go look his pictures or some videos on youtube, and while watching him it inspires me. Same is with Hitler. I just read his speeches and it motivates me.

Yesterday the website for Gods rituals were down, but on the Elements application in the group there some SS sent us another link to do rituals and they worked. Here is a link to install this Elements application...

Im not 100% sure, but i think that is an enemy attack. Do you feel any fear when you are paralyzed? The next time this sleep paralysis happen try this: close your eyes, and visualize your body all in white color, than try to move your left or right white arm (when you visualize, not your...

Yes, about 8-9

Playing video games = lack of action. When you play games, you start to quit all your goals you have, and focus just on playing video games. It is not a good idea to play them too much.

Every day where there is a sun outside.

You can try just to ignore her.

I have a problem. Every day i wake up, im very sleepy, it is hard for me to concentrate on things i need to do. In the afternoon im no more sleepy, im totally awake. What should i do to be fully awake when i wake up? Im doing driving license, and i cant concentrate on the driving. Please what...

It is possible. Read this: https://templeofzeus.org/Magnum_Opus.php

If you are beginner at meditations and do black magic rituals, yes it is very dangerous for you. I recommend, first you meditate, and do white magic (like healing yourself, healing others...). After few years when you will be adept, you try with black magic. Try with this...

Make a new email on: https://proton.me/mail than use this email to register, you will get response email on that email.

I had the same problem. I registered 2x with 2 different gmail accounts, and i didnt get email, that i was registered. What you must do, create new email on: https://proton.me/mail Register with this email, it should work.

Jews also have different DNK than other people.

If you achieve Magnum Opus, your teeth will grow back.

Talk with Her. Focus on Her or meditate on Her Sigil, and say Her name few times. You will be talking with Her telepathically, and can ask Her if She would work with you.

If you have an option to move away from your parents, and you have a job, or enough money you could try to move away just for some time, so you will see how it will be. You will also have more time for meditations, and those things you like.

If you are thinking about FRTR, you dont have to do them, because we are done with it. You can do 1x or maybe 2x FRTR in a month. Do Gods Rituals which are in schedule on ancient-forums.com

How to do Ritual on Elements? Im registered, just dont know what to do..

You feel bad, because you dont do meditations. Do meditations for about 1 month every day, and you will not feel bad anymore.

Dont worry, our Anti-Christ and Gods are coming back.

Even if one is not adept in void meditation, is it okay to do advanced void meditation, for example focusing on a spot on wall while including physical positions?

I also found out it is good to clean your aura and chakras, especially 6th and 7th chakra before doing void meditation.

You can try eating vegetables, fruits.. i think it is nothing bad. I was eating a lot of vegetables for some time, and i was feeling really fresh..

https://zeusisgod.org/CRYPTO_DONATIONS Steps for donation through EXODUS WALLET are changed. Maybe they changed their application. I dont know if this is included in "UPDATING" just i wanted to know that others will be aware of.

Hitler was a man of peace. I made a video about that on bitchute, but they deleted it

Same happened to me when i was Christian. When i prayed to their God it was even worse. I found Truth in Satan. With Power meditations you can achieve in your life what you want. Read: https://templeofzeus.org/

You can do Returning curses part 1 and 2. You have nothing to lose if you do them, but if you have curses you will get rid of them by this meditation.

High Priest Hooded Cobra you have a PURE heart!

If you suffer from pain, i suggest you do Ritual for Valefor (if you are Dedicated Spiritual Satanist); https://old.josrituals.org/Demons/Valefor_Power_Ritual.html Just try it, you got nothing to lose, but i think it could help you.

More you do for Satan, more He will do for you. Look, i recommend you watch videos on youtube from this guy: https://www.youtube.com/@PrinceVegetaMotivation do what this man tolds you to in videos. Also look this: https://www.youtube.com/@FarFromWeakFFW You are doing RIGHT when you also do this...

Yes, few years ago Goddess Leraje came to me while i was sleeping, and called my Satanic nickname (which i will not share here ;) ). Gods contacted me many times, also i contacted them. Some Gods thanked to me, some asked me something. When i was about 14 years old, i felt some love to Satan for...

Try to go live somewhere you will be alone if you have an opportunity.

Hi! Read this: https://templeofzeus.org/AURA.php

Yes you can try to tell this through phone. Also you can do ritual for Valefor through phone. I hope He will heal your illnesses.

Well it happened to me while i was sleeping. I didnt know it will happen, I read on ToZ that Gods can astral project you with their will.

Also Gods can astral project you. It happened a lot of times for me when I was new.

You must think a lot if you want to curse someone. If you curse someone, there is no way back, you destroy his life. Instead, you can do this: https://templeofzeus.org/Fighting_Back Read also this page: https://templeofzeus.org/AURA

Hey! Some years ago Satan gifted me with talent to write rap songs. Im writing songs in my language (only lyrics for now), i never made a song. I didnt write anything in english. I dont know if i can help, do you need some rapper for your songs? I wanted to send you dm but it didnt work.

Thanks, this means a lot to me.

"My spirit will rise from the grave, and the whole world will know that i was right" -Adolf Hitler

Great! We need more Spiritual Satanists! :)

One more question.. is something wrong if i scream while lifting weights?

Thanks.

If I use it while lifting weights or while punching boxing bag, is it dangerous for my mental health? I heard if I use hatred while punching I can get some mental illness..

Is it ok, to use anger and hatred for motivation, to get some extra energy when training? 15 years ago i had a lot of pain and hatred in myself and was training like crazy, screaming while lifting weights. But than I let that pain go out of me, I feel more calm now, but I found video on youtube...

I dont live in the moment. Im doing void but it doesnt help. What should I do to be focused on the present? I have exam for driving license, which I failed 4x and I dont, know what will happen with me if I fail fifth time... please what everything should I do to be focused on the present, when...

Welcome! You will not regret it.

My dog died 3 months ago. When she died i was really sad, and i prayed to Satan that i will meet her again in this life when she will reincarnate and that we will be together again. I heard that lot of Satanists prayed to Satan to be with their pets together again. You can pray to Satan to get...

Hi! Some successfull singer from my country said he have problems with alergies. Can i tell him about https://templeofzeus.org/ and how to heal alergies...? Im little scared people will found out it was me who told him about this website and that i will have troubles than.. Should i tell him...

To me happens lot of times that i smell something that stinks even if there is nothing that stinks. I found out this is smell is not real, just my brains are thinking there is some smell. For example when i go in a room or outside or somewhere and i "think" there is bad smell i really smell it...

Even if you "feel" some connection with some Demon/ess it doesnt mean He/She is your Guardian.

Can i do this ritual in lying position? Im asking becuase i got another room where i sleep, it is hard to do rituals, so i must pretend im lying on my bed which in reality i was doing this ritual. When i need to sit for 1min i can do this, but i must be in lying position for the rest of the ritual.

Try this: Do energy meditation, absorb white-gold or gold energy, and spread it over her aura. Do this lot of times. If she has holes in aura which is causing osteoporosis, the holes should be fix. Im not 100% if this will work, just try it.

Try to find motivational videos on youtube. Some of them are: https://www.youtube.com/@PrinceVegetaMotivation https://www.youtube.com/@OptifyImprovement https://www.youtube.com/@FarFromWeakFFW

Yes, loving yourself is important.

Do banishment ritual. It is done so you visualize your room in intense blue fire for few minutes. You can also visualize white-gold or green energy in your room. This should be done often.

Im in, but im not doing this to be rewarded, i do it because i know this is right.

Those Spiritual Satanists who were with Satan in past lives have more desires to do witchcraft and occultism than Christians. When i was a child i felt for a short time some love to Satan. I didnt know what that meant, but now i know.

I hope in the future there will be more Satanic Weddings :)

Thanks, this is what i needed. I just want to share with others who are reading this: NO DESIRES = DEATH.

Also if a Jew wanted to become a Spiritual Satanist, Satan wouldnt accept him.

Yeah something like that happened to me. Me also when i was about 4 or 5 years old i woke up in the middle of the night and saw a big spider on the window. It was very "real". I slept back and the next everything was normal. Years later when i came to Satan i found out that night i went to...

Think a lot before you curse someone. If you curse him you destroy his life. I dont know those people who abused you, but before you curse them you could try this; https://templeofzeus.org/Fighting_Back Also read this: https://templeofzeus.org/AURA

I was reading comments on youtube and saw how other people says that Jesus is helping them... I answered them how it is possible to heal with your own mind. Few people were interested, than I sent them link to ToZ but youtube deleted my comments. I tried other things like putting link of our...

We Spiritual Satanists can trust each other. Also we can trust our HP HoodedCobra.

I hope one day there will be a house or something like that :)

No, Jesus never existed, also Moses, bitch Mary and those shit never existed.

Even if there is distraction, you can focus on a point on wall or something.. in the begining it will be hard but, when you progress your mind will be sharp, and also distractions will no more be problem. It is also important that you know what is happening around you, some people live in their...

If you will curse someone.. before you curse him think if he deserves it. When you curse someone, you will destroy his life. You could regret it, the choice is yours.

Welcome! :)

Just look at Putin what he is doing. He is a Jew. Do you live in christian family? Maybe you were raised and think like this because of Christianity. Read: templeofzeus.org maybe you will see it from different perspective. You will not regret if you join Satan.

It is possible to read someones thoughts.

https://libraryofthoth.org/index.html

I dont know about Hitler, but Satan accepts Spiritual Satanists as they are.

Read this for the truth and information: https://templeofzeus.org/

It is not enough to just do money meditation. You should start with basic meditations: https://templeofzeus.org/Basic_Meditation_Program If you want to succeed, your aura and thoughts must be strong. https://templeofzeus.org/Energy_Meditation

Watch motivational videos of this man: https://www.youtube.com/@PrinceVegetaMotivation Also this can help you: https://www.youtube.com/@FarFromWeakFFW And this: https://www.youtube.com/@OptifyImprovement You are not lazy, you are just "unfocused". Also search on youtube for motivational videos...

Do void meditation and also Aura of Protection. Try to do banishment ritual in your room (visualize intense blue fire in your room for few minutes).

Your fight could be inspiration for everyone here. Im happy you are still with us and help Satan. I hope you will get well. If you have any illness you cant heal, you can do ritual for our God Valefor: https://old.josrituals.org/Demons/Valefor_Power_Ritual.html He heals illnesses physical and...

I dont know if it will help, but try to do Aura of Protection and banishment ritual in your room. https://templeofzeus.org/Protection For banishment ritual, visualize your room in intense blue fire for few minutes.

You should meditate 15-30min a day. For aura cleaning do at least 1 minute or more. If you are in rush you can do meditations fast, but it is recommended you take time and do them little longer. Remember, doing a little is better than doing nothing. Never let your energies fall!

You have to tell someone your anger and hatred so it will go out from you. If you are dedicated Spiritual Satanist, i recommend you do ritual for Valefor: https://old.josrituals.org/Demons/Valefor_Power_Ritual.html He will heal your illnesses.

What should I do?

When i do EZ chakra spin when my eyes are closed, i dont know what is in front of me, what is around me.... Do i need to do meditations like this, so i will know at the same time what is happening around me? Right now i dont know what is happening around me when my eyes are closed. Can you guys...

You can also meditate on the sound: https://templeofzeus.org/Sound