life against me

[destroyer]

My question is:
why does something always have to happen against me, as if life wants me dead or a worthless person
i want to clarify that:
gambling is no longer a burden for me.

I have been doing the munka soul release for over 30 days
and I feel very good
every day I do Adp plus curse reversal 1,2
I am active and up to date with the holy rituals T.OZ
and the negativity I had has evaporated.

however, I encounter countless major problems in life that tire me out

 

[Apprentice]

The path to solutions starts from asking the right questions, and finding answers to these. It's actually the hardships and struggle that push a human being towards overcoming, and evolution. I'm willing to bet, that no one here had it easy.
For how long have you been doing the Returning Curses and AoP?

 

[Tethys333]

Continue with what you are currently doing. Nothing and no one is against you; the Gods are there to protect you.

What your meditations do is remove the dirt accumulated in your soul and aura; in a way, that dirt must come out. Don't just look at negative events as such, be smarter: People grow through the worst situations.
Life is meant to be lived, and that includes overcoming these moments.

You are the one in charge, it depends on you, not on the Gods. Start looking at your life with a different eye and you will see that little by little, with meditation, everything will change.

Remember that being able to endure fatigue and negative events in your life is a sign of strength and courage.

May the Gods be with you!

 

[Windstrider666]

The suffering of life will always exist as to struggle is part of living. What spiritual practice and discipline does is allow one to remove any excessive accumulation of karma that can cause needless suffering. With knowledge and wisdom one can navigate natural suffering much more fluidly. Life becomes easy not because there is no suffering but because the means you have increases endlessly when one lives as a Zevist. And the Gods are always willing to help you help yourself.

And there will always be periods of major struggle. These are usually transition phases or moments where an experience is needed to become understanding and thus wisdom. Stay strong and keep with your practice and study of the ToZ.

 

[soulisbrighter]

I personally had struggled with this frame of mind. It's so easy to get stuck in this type of thinking. But I believe once our souls start to vibrate higher with the higher self, this dissipates. I agree with the others. We have the Gods, and we push ourselves higher because of the suffering. But our our way of thinking goes a long way and what resonates back to us.

 

[soulisbrighter]

Keep being strong. I know I will too.

 

[Henu the Great]

When life gives you lemons, you make lemonade and sell the lemonade to make some cash. Taking it further, you could even make a living out of "selling lemonade", if you are crafty enough.

 

[destroyer]

The path to solutions starts from asking the right questions, and finding answers to these. It's actually the hardships and struggle that push a human being towards overcoming, and evolution. I'm willing to bet, that no one here had it easy.
For how long have you been doing the Returning Curses and AoP?

Thanks for the reply
About 7 months ago I started reversing curses 1, 2 and Aop
but I wasn't doing it every day.
more precisely, since January this year I started doing it every day and I feel much better.

 

[destroyer]

Continue with what you are currently doing. Nothing and no one is against you; the Gods are there to protect you.

What your meditations do is remove the dirt accumulated in your soul and aura; in a way, that dirt must come out. Don't just look at negative events as such, be smarter: People grow through the worst situations.
Life is meant to be lived, and that includes overcoming these moments.

You are the one in charge, it depends on you, not on the Gods. Start looking at your life with a different eye and you will see that little by little, with meditation, everything will change.

Remember that being able to endure fatigue and negative events in your life is a sign of strength and courage.

May the Gods be with you!

Thanks for the answer and encouragement.
Maybe I shouldn't mention here that I have material problems that can be solved.

However, what you say is true.

The power of meditation and trance has activated a new form of resistance in me. Basically, I am turning pain and feelings of failure into strength and not ignorance.

 

[destroyer]

The suffering of life will always exist as to struggle is part of living. What spiritual practice and discipline does is allow one to remove any excessive accumulation of karma that can cause needless suffering. With knowledge and wisdom one can navigate natural suffering much more fluidly. Life becomes easy not because there is no suffering but because the means you have increases endlessly when one lives as a Zevist. And the Gods are always willing to help you help yourself.

And there will always be periods of major struggle. These are usually transition phases or moments where an experience is needed to become understanding and thus wisdom. Stay strong and keep with your practice and study of the ToZ.

thanks for the reply and encouragement.

 

[destroyer]

Keep being strong. I know I will too.

Thanks for the answers. I will definitely be strong

 

[destroyer]

When life gives you lemons, you make lemonade and sell the lemonade to make some cash. Taking it further, you could even make a living out of "selling lemonade", if you are crafty enough.

Thanks for the reply!!

 

[Rroco88]

My question is:
why does something always have to happen against me, as if life wants me dead or a worthless person
i want to clarify that:
gambling is no longer a burden for me.

I have been doing the munka soul release for over 30 days
and I feel very good
every day I do Adp plus curse reversal 1,2
I am active and up to date with the holy rituals T.OZ
and the negativity I had has evaporated.

however, I encounter countless major problems in life that tire me out

I'm really proud of you for fixing the gambling addiction. It wasn't very long ago when you last asked about it on the forums so it means you made huge progress. You should be proud of yourself, Destroyer .

But remember that life will always have problems, no matter how perfect you want everything to be. It all comes down to the Universal principle of Ying and Yang . It is the cycle of life, and without hardships, we wouldn't evolve.

When you solve something, another thing appears in order to be dealt with. And everything is temporary, but it will keep repeating itself until it is fully solved and you can move on to another. Expect this throughout your whole journey to the Magnum Opus and beyond, and remove the pressure for everything to be going good permanently, because it is Universally impossible and is unhealthy.

The major life problems you now encountered have surfaced for you to acknowledge them and deal with them, and now right after the Munka working it makes perfect sense they have. Keep meditating, keep advancing, and keep pushing through, because these have appeared for a reason, and if there's no way around it, the way must be through it.

 

[destroyer]

I'm really proud of you for fixing the gambling addiction. It wasn't very long ago when you last asked about it on the forums so it means you made huge progress. You should be proud of yourself, Destroyer .

But remember that life will always have problems, no matter how perfect you want everything to be. It all comes down to the Universal principle of Ying and Yang . It is the cycle of life, and without hardships, we wouldn't evolve.

When you solve something, another thing appears in order to be dealt with. And everything is temporary, but it will keep repeating itself until it is fully solved and you can move on to another. Expect this throughout your whole journey to the Magnum Opus and beyond, and remove the pressure for everything to be going good permanently, because it is Universally impossible and is unhealthy.

The major life problems you now encountered have surfaced for you to acknowledge them and deal with them, and now right after the Munka working it makes perfect sense they have. Keep meditating, keep advancing, and keep pushing through, because these have appeared for a reason, and if there's no way around it, the way must be through it.

Thanks for the reply and I really appreciate it
It means what I'm experiencing is perfectly normal.
I was thinking maybe I have a bad Saturn in my chart and that's why I'm having problems.