Hello. I ask for advice, although I have read a lot of them, but maybe someone had a similar experience of healing? I'm speaking through a translator, I'm from Russia. So there may be mistakes in the text. Half my life I've been digging into myself and not so long ago I discovered my main...

What do you do when you don't have that interest? I think I had it once, but I lost it for various reasons. Now I'm worried about it. But I can't communicate with people comfortably and joyfully.

No, not yet. There's not enough time for everything. I'm doing different ryutals, I did the square of the sun for 40 days, now I'm doing Munch. In general, I'm doing something ) but it's all far away from communication.

I kind of answered in English from. Translator)))). Thank you for your support. I do physical exercises. The main problem is communication, it's hard to just relax and enjoy myself, I have complexes from childhood - that I have to be someone else, that I have to put on a mask to communicate in...

Thank you all for your support. I am now clean, mature, developing and meditating. My mind is certainly not weakly damaged, I realize this with each new month of sobriety. Drugs are very distorting to the psyche. And now I can't go out and be happy. You're right about the addict's situation...

Thank you, brother. You've inspired me!!! I will solve my problem and be happy.

Thank you for your support. It's interesting that for 10 years I've been looking for the root of my problem and just yesterday, I found it. I have a personality disorder called Narcissism. I benefit from my addiction and my failures in order to attract attention and to feel my grandiosity as a...

I don't know. I spent my entire adolescence from 19 to 32 on drugs. I'm used to being without them. In general, I don't like myself, my mind or ego (or whoever it is in my stupid head). doesn't accept me/me, or is it schizophrenia already? I am an unloved child, (I was not accepted by my...

Hello fellow travelers. I am totally down, killing myself with marijuana, mentally and killing myself with inaction. I don't know what to do anymore. I was in remission for 7 months, but snapped, already 2 months in use, and 13 years in total. I feel like a dead man, there is no hope for the...

it's great that you're doing this. I picked up that book you recommended - The Body Remembers Everything. I'll read it. Although I've read a lot of stuff already, we have similar problems. But I'm just, like, dying. I'm a drug addict. It seems that it's easier to die than to solve all this...

How's the Are you doing right now? Have you been healed? Became a living person instead of a survivor?

You wrote, Start working with Wunjo and Berkano or the square of the Moon. For example, do the Astarte rituals. Also, work with Nautiz and the upcoming Mars in Capricorn. Is it some kind of runes? And my problem is that in life without drugs I can't get pleasure. In sobriety there is no such...

Hey, everybody. I feel like whining. Excuse me. I'm 32 years old, male. Or rather, I'm still a child mentally. I was disliked as a child, abandoned, my mom didn't even hug me. And then there was a life of complexes, constant anxiety and stress, lonely. Got into narcotics, and I'm still an...

Good afternoon. Could you recommend literature on the psychology of women? How to understand them better? I also have problems with personal qualities, apparently because of which I am not very attractive to women. Although I don't even try to communicate with them, I'm afraid.

Thanks for the reply. Gym is boring for me, I do physical education at home, maybe I'll go to martial arts. In general I agree with you and I agree that I "don't play well" with women, I have been destroying myself with drugs, porn, alcohol most of my life, I am 32 and I realized what kind of...