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    Narcissistic trauma

    Hello. I ask for advice, although I have read a lot of them, but maybe someone had a similar experience of healing? I'm speaking through a translator, I'm from Russia. So there may be mistakes in the text. Half my life I've been digging into myself and not so long ago I discovered my main...
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    The Ego

    What do you do when you don't have that interest? I think I had it once, but I lost it for various reasons. Now I'm worried about it. But I can't communicate with people comfortably and joyfully.
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    Drug Rehabilitation Center

    No, not yet. There's not enough time for everything. I'm doing different ryutals, I did the square of the sun for 40 days, now I'm doing Munch. In general, I'm doing something ) but it's all far away from communication.
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    Drug Rehabilitation Center

    I kind of answered in English from. Translator)))). Thank you for your support. I do physical exercises. The main problem is communication, it's hard to just relax and enjoy myself, I have complexes from childhood - that I have to be someone else, that I have to put on a mask to communicate in...
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    Drug Rehabilitation Center

    Thank you all for your support. I am now clean, mature, developing and meditating. My mind is certainly not weakly damaged, I realize this with each new month of sobriety. Drugs are very distorting to the psyche. And now I can't go out and be happy. You're right about the addict's situation...
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    How can I get out of depression?/I need a help

    Thank you, brother. You've inspired me!!! I will solve my problem and be happy.
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    Drug Rehabilitation Center

    Thank you for your support. It's interesting that for 10 years I've been looking for the root of my problem and just yesterday, I found it. I have a personality disorder called Narcissism. I benefit from my addiction and my failures in order to attract attention and to feel my grandiosity as a...
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    Drug Rehabilitation Center

    I don't know. I spent my entire adolescence from 19 to 32 on drugs. I'm used to being without them. In general, I don't like myself, my mind or ego (or whoever it is in my stupid head). doesn't accept me/me, or is it schizophrenia already? I am an unloved child, (I was not accepted by my...
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    Drug Rehabilitation Center

    Hello fellow travelers. I am totally down, killing myself with marijuana, mentally and killing myself with inaction. I don't know what to do anymore. I was in remission for 7 months, but snapped, already 2 months in use, and 13 years in total. I feel like a dead man, there is no hope for the...
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    How can I get out of depression?/I need a help

    it's great that you're doing this. I picked up that book you recommended - The Body Remembers Everything. I'll read it. Although I've read a lot of stuff already, we have similar problems. But I'm just, like, dying. I'm a drug addict. It seems that it's easier to die than to solve all this...
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    How can I get out of depression?/I need a help

    How's the Are you doing right now? Have you been healed? Became a living person instead of a survivor?
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    I'm sick of living.

    You wrote, Start working with Wunjo and Berkano or the square of the Moon. For example, do the Astarte rituals. Also, work with Nautiz and the upcoming Mars in Capricorn. Is it some kind of runes? And my problem is that in life without drugs I can't get pleasure. In sobriety there is no such...
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    I'm sick of living.

    Hey, everybody. I feel like whining. Excuse me. I'm 32 years old, male. Or rather, I'm still a child mentally. I was disliked as a child, abandoned, my mom didn't even hug me. And then there was a life of complexes, constant anxiety and stress, lonely. Got into narcotics, and I'm still an...
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    List of problems that I ask Your help with

    Good afternoon. Could you recommend literature on the psychology of women? How to understand them better? I also have problems with personal qualities, apparently because of which I am not very attractive to women. Although I don't even try to communicate with them, I'm afraid.
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    Question #163: how do I control women

    Thanks for the reply. Gym is boring for me, I do physical education at home, maybe I'll go to martial arts. In general I agree with you and I agree that I "don't play well" with women, I have been destroying myself with drugs, porn, alcohol most of my life, I am 32 and I realized what kind of...
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    Question #163: how do I control women

    I totally agree with you. I want to acquire both sexual wisdom and wisdom in human relations. I have another question. How do I know the planets? Where and which one is located? Through the chronos app ?
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    Question #163: how do I control women

    By programming, do you mean saying the affirmations I want? Can I say them in my own way or do I need a strict instruction? I'm from Russia, I'm speaking to you through a translator, there are probably mistakes in my messages, but I think you understand me)
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    Question #163: how do I control women

    Thank you for your attention and advice. Yes, I have a problem with self-acceptance, all my life I have been hiding behind other people's masks and denying myself completely, I even almost got killed by drugs, but Satan helped me, guided me to the right path and I am better now. There are a...
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    On Porn

    Thank you for your answer. What are these crystals and stones? Where can I read about them? I'm developing my chakras, meditating, there seems to be improvement. But it's like I'm really blocked from people and my feelings. I don't seem to be interested in communication, but I understand this...
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    Question #163: how do I control women

    And how to develop my charisma? I have already started to practice, but for some reason I do not feel anything in communication. I like to close the inner from manifestations of feelings and from their acceptance.
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    Question #163: how do I control women

    Friend, how do I do what you described? I feel unsuccessful in communicating with people, including women. I have it in my eyes that I need them and I am very jealous of those men who can easily communicate with women. My psyche has been crippled by my mother since childhood, I do not like...
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    On Porn

    How do you learn how to seduce? I do not understand. I have never studied anything on this subject, I have been trying to be a cool, funny man for many years, but I have lost my personality, my mind is riddled and fixated on women, but I do not do anything, I am afraid of women psychologically...

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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