Hi there , my question is : can i be satanist if im not dedicated ?
Tomorrow going for a black candle but i did the RTR 4days in a row , first day aftre RTR is like clear mind but after first day going normal .
Someone said the dedication is defense for starters. But i can do aura, void, and some RTR for FUCKING JEWS.
The Story of my :
When i was younger i saw movie Zeitgeist, that was so eye opener for me (Love the Matrix triology and so on).
When have some time i wanted to know more truth and watched the movie The Greatest Story never told, and find out , All of i knew is BULL SHIT. After the movie looked for more truth and found a collection of pictures where The Great Man: Adolf Hitler is on pictures with Children , animals , Smiling pictures , pics with a lot of women , Nature . PURE LOVE.
I feel werry sorry for him and miss him , because the world is not the same , where people love politicans because they Fight for a better world , for the PEOPLE. Everything's changed after Germans . Miss you Adolf , miss my Fuhrer so much
. Nowadays the hate and loss motivates me to do the RTR
A month ago i found hungarian comunity of JOS where is some PDFs translated all the meditations in our language and some witchcraft. i did the 3th eye but not evolved further.
Then i find the english JOS and forum . Where I find rtr and You guys.
Thinking about the dedication and I have some doubts for the future , some of my doubts are :
What if i want to leave behind satanism with AGE , when i will be older. or just get bored after a week
What if i love a girl one day and she will be a christian and want a wedding in a Church , just imaginate a Satanist front of a priest
:lol: .
What if i love her to do the wedding but Satan will not tolerate the christian church and left me/ or hate me for it.
I have doubts for the ritual in another way : Some yogis on the internet is Dont do rituals just meditate and dont know about the jewis influence , they are Spiritual but not satanist.
What are you guys think ? I will be fine without dedication with my blood or not . But to know I am ready...
Sorry for my english.