Ol argedco luciftias
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Florina 22 said:I have a big problem and I can't find a way out. 3 months ago I cleaned my mind and after that I seem crazy, I feel schizophrenic, I can no longer find peace of mind, everything around me is chaos, I am a vortex of negativity. I tried to do the meditations present on the site, they no longer work. I hear a voice telling me, "You're a Christian, you have nothing to look for here." And I know for sure that I can't be like that. I'm NOT A CHRISTIAN. "That's why I'm posting here. I don't feel capable of anything. All I want is just not to exist for anyone. And it all started when I heard a voice cursing the gods and accusing me of doing this." "But why would I do that? I have no reason to do that. I can't find any logical and rational explanation for what is happening. I don't know how to get rid of these blasphemies and all this negativity in me." "I can't find a way out of all the conditions that have taken over my mind lately. I feel like I've strayed too far from SATAN's Father and somehow become his adversary. I'm not a man worthy of HIM anymore.
Returning Curses part 1, Returning Curses part 2, Aura of Protection, Final RTR 3 parts.