Question #4660: I need some advice

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So I am in a position of absolute mental turmoil. My parents are treating me like absolute shit, they never say anything nice to me, I recently got out of a mental hospital and all they said to me was it was better when you were gone, everytime i come home from my sisters house (though she just moved in so) or When im out, my stepmom (who is an Christian btw) gives me this absolute evil look, it's a look that stares right down into your soul and its just full of hatred and evil, it is such a terrible look its hard to describe it. And with my dad, i try to just talk to him about normal topics and he just absolutely ignore me, like i could be sitting on the couch and i could ask him a question and he just sits there emotionless, ignoring me, continuing to watch the TV not even acknowledging me, and there is my grandfather (who is an extreme catholic and also has dementia) likes to spy on me. he has a personal vendetta against me, everything i do, every step i take, every breath i breathe, he takes note of that and reports back to my stepmom. and then there is my sister (who is trying to become a Christian) who just moved in (she just moved in because my stepmom had to bail her out because she got charged with a felony trying to stab her boyfriend) while we usually have a good relationship, she is falling under the spell of my stepmoms manipulation and lies to the point my sister has absolutely no problem with my stepmom calling me names and such. the only thing in my life thats even nice to me is my puppy.. but everytime that dog walks up to me, my stepmom will pull and the dogs caller very hard and while doing that, she whispers to herself (like a maniac) MY DOG MY DOG MY DOG NO ONE ELSES BUT MY DOG...

I Just want satan or some of the gods to talk to me because im about to lose my shit

any advice will help
HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS

 

[Henu the Great]

Do not give up. Each and every day is a step closer to your independence and freedom to be as you want and need to be. Remind yourself this when the going gets tough. Always keep your goal on your mind and you can push through insurmountable obstacles.

 

[AristocraticDragon666]

So I am in a position of absolute mental turmoil. My parents are treating me like absolute shit, they never say anything nice to me, I recently got out of a mental hospital and all they said to me was it was better when you were gone, everytime i come home from my sisters house (though she just moved in so) or When im out, my stepmom (who is an Christian btw) gives me this absolute evil look, it's a look that stares right down into your soul and its just full of hatred and evil, it is such a terrible look its hard to describe it. And with my dad, i try to just talk to him about normal topics and he just absolutely ignore me, like i could be sitting on the couch and i could ask him a question and he just sits there emotionless, ignoring me, continuing to watch the TV not even acknowledging me, and there is my grandfather (who is an extreme catholic and also has dementia) likes to spy on me. he has a personal vendetta against me, everything i do, every step i take, every breath i breathe, he takes note of that and reports back to my stepmom. and then there is my sister (who is trying to become a Christian) who just moved in (she just moved in because my stepmom had to bail her out because she got charged with a felony trying to stab her boyfriend) while we usually have a good relationship, she is falling under the spell of my stepmoms manipulation and lies to the point my sister has absolutely no problem with my stepmom calling me names and such. the only thing in my life thats even nice to me is my puppy.. but everytime that dog walks up to me, my stepmom will pull and the dogs caller very hard and while doing that, she whispers to herself (like a maniac) MY DOG MY DOG MY DOG NO ONE ELSES BUT MY DOG...

I Just want satan or some of the gods to talk to me because im about to lose my shit

any advice will help
HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS

Focus on the Gods and self-development.

If your loved ones ignore you, try to distance yourself from them and go about your business.

If you have reached the age of majority, you can try to separate from them so that they do not have power over your life.