I dont think type one diabetes can be healed

[DarkAries]

Greetings!
(I know, I getting this up again, last time.)

I know, supposedly everything can be fixed and cured. And I also got a lot of tips what to do, but most of them is for type two diabetes. Major difference is, that at type two, you have beta cells, and your body produce insulin, so you have something to fix. Beta cells are dead at type one diabetes. Nothing to save, if you cant grow back organs!

In ayurvedic, they separete the type one and two. Type two is caused by too much kapha dosa, and thats what ayurvedic treatments are for. Type one is under the ayurvedic Asadhya(incurable), since it usually happen at birth, and those who have t1d, but not artifical insulin soon dies. Same with tcm. I really doubt anyone could have been cured from it in ancient china or india, it was just a quick death sentence, they just healed t2d patients! Sure, they can help prevent the many painful sideeffects of long term diabetes, but it wont recreate dead cells! They all about balancing the body, the organs, but at t1d, there is literally nothing to balance out. If you have t1d, you physically dont have beta cells at your pancreas! The amount of times I got ancient methods to fix an illness that had 100 percent lethality rate before the invention of insulin... please dont swap it with type two anymore. Im fucking tired.

The biggest problem is, at the first few months or years there is honeymoon phase, when the beta cells still lives a bit from the added insulin. Happened with me too, and made me think I actually curing it... nope. Never happened, and I wont be the first who does it. Most of those 'miracilous' healings from diabetes either happenes with t2d patients, or was misdiagnosed.

I dont even want to get how mentally tireing is it, to manage it every hour, but there are just days where I can do literally nothing because of it, its pretty miserable feeling. Cant meditate, cant focus, cant work out, feel like a dying old man even Im on my 20s.

Sure, maybe with more advancing I wont be type one diabetic in my next life! But I have 5 or 7 more decades here if Im lucky, or I guess unlucky.

Yes, there are times when someone cured cancer or survived a surgery that was supposed to be lethal, with the help of the Gods. But these happened before in life. Noone, not a single being ever just cured type one diabetes, and maybe I shouldnt hope that I can.

I would be the happiest, if it could be, but I dont want any more false hope. Im not really sure how to move forward, but I know that the 'it can be cured' narrative only made me feel guilty for something, that already makes my life painful.

 

[Henu the Great]

Everyone has their fair share of issues to deal with. Whether you can heal from this condition or not, you still have a life to live!

 

[SparkingPowerUP]

As we advance, even if you don't, our world will be better and even if you can't heal it now, i am sure if not with spirituality then with science, with science many or all will be cured of illness, we (this civilization) don't go back we go forward and up. Science always advances and one day it will be like a miraculous experience.

As for now, we go as we can but i personaly am extremly optimistic in my self and future.

I wouldn't advise not to maditate, meditate as you can it's better than nothing. You do something for yourself now, you get later the benefits.

I also work toward healing incurable ilneses but for now i just mantain it and advance spiritually till i'm strong enough. We strive for the highest if you have high goals you will have also high successes.

 

[Khem Nefermed]

This is not medical advice.

Type one diabetes is ultimately a T-cell-mediated autoimmune disease that causes the destruction of insulin-producing beta cells within the pancreatic islets.
Certain HLA gene variants have a shape that easily binds both external viral proteins and internal beta-cell proteins. This structural similarity causes the immune system to confuse the two.
Type one diabetes is then:
- genetically present as a potentiality because of having certain HLA genetics
- triggered to be active and to damage beta cells that handle insulin

In healthy individuals, T-cells that attack the body's own tissues are destroyed before leaving the thymus gland, which acts as an "educator".
In people who develop type one, these autoreactive T-cells accidentally escape into the bloodstream. They remain dormant until an environmental trigger awakens them, and "teaches" them to react against insulin producers.

Yes, this is a deeply genetic disease, and obviously insulin is required to survive.

But I wouldn't lose hope completely. Spiritual practice can eventually influence genetics.

In my opinion, you should make workings that are directly targeting the genetic mechanisms of type one diabetes, both the initial weakness that causes it as well as the mechanism of it.
What I explained above is a very low level understanding. Study deeply, and use targeted affirmations.
Then, spam Sun Squares and other similar workings, and keep a regular schedule (perhaps one a month at a good astrological time) of Kheiron, Valefor or Asclepius Rituals.
Considering the issue is initially born in the thymus gland failing to handle a faulty gene blueprint, I suppose it wouldn't hurt to work consistently on the Thymus Chakra as well.

Besides that, medicine is also advancing. Experimental treatments are already being tried.

It sucks to be in this situation, and you absolutely should, obviously, continue insulin intake. But keep a positive attitude (as much as you can, we all have bad days), and do what you can to chip at it.

 

[DarkAries]

This is not medical advice.

Type one diabetes is ultimately a T-cell-mediated autoimmune disease that causes the destruction of insulin-producing beta cells within the pancreatic islets.
Certain HLA gene variants have a shape that easily binds both external viral proteins and internal beta-cell proteins. This structural similarity causes the immune system to confuse the two.
Type one diabetes is then:
- genetically present as a potentiality because of having certain HLA genetics
- triggered to be active and to damage beta cells that handle insulin

In healthy individuals, T-cells that attack the body's own tissues are destroyed before leaving the thymus gland, which acts as an "educator".
In people who develop type one, these autoreactive T-cells accidentally escape into the bloodstream. They remain dormant until an environmental trigger awakens them, and "teaches" them to react against insulin producers.

Yes, this is a deeply genetic disease, and obviously insulin is required to survive.

But I wouldn't lose hope completely. Spiritual practice can eventually influence genetics.

In my opinion, you should make workings that are directly targeting the genetic mechanisms of type one diabetes, both the initial weakness that causes it as well as the mechanism of it.
What I explained above is a very low level understanding. Study deeply, and use targeted affirmations.
Then, spam Sun Squares and other similar workings, and keep a regular schedule (perhaps one a month at a good astrological time) of Kheiron, Valefor or Asclepius Rituals.
Considering the issue is initially born in the thymus gland failing to handle a faulty gene blueprint, I suppose it wouldn't hurt to work consistently on the Thymus Chakra as well.

Besides that, medicine is also advancing. Experimental treatments are already being tried.

It sucks to be in this situation, and you absolutely should, obviously, continue insulin intake. But keep a positive attitude (as much as you can, we all have bad days), and do what you can to chip at it.

Sadly with the honeymoon phase end, I lost my positivity. No hope, sortof. I did tremendous amount of workings, insulin dependance just deepened as its written by medical books
Not really genetic in my case, noone in my family tree had it, up to the last 140 years.

 

[Henu the Great]

Spiritual practice can eventually influence genetics.

Actually, immediately, but not on the scale that is required to heal from this condition in a year or two.

Sadly with the honeymoon phase end, I lost my positivity. No hope, sortof. I did tremendous amount of workings, insulin dependance just deepened as its written by medical books
Not really genetic in my case, noone in my family tree had it, up to the last 140 years.

You tried for a short period of time and then gave up. That is called quitting, and quitters never win...

 

[DarkAries]

Actually, immediately, but not on the scale that is required to heal from this condition in a year or two.


You tried for a short period of time and then gave up. That is called quitting, and quitters never win...

Yeah, and chasing unobtainable goal gave me pretty severe depression, and nearly drove me to suicede. Twice. Its easy to stay motivated outside, but have any idea how devastating each failure feels? When you dont just see, but feel in every bit of your flesh and nerves that all your years work did nothing!? Its not about persistancy, its literally growing back part of an organ, and I DONT need more guilt for not achiving the impossible!

 

[Umun]

You've probably heard of stem cell treatment studies but I just found out about it. Maybe that's a promissing direction and if you ask some doctors about it they could direct you further to trials or something.

https://www.cell.com/cell/fulltext/S0092-8674(24)01022-5

 

[Henu the Great]

Yeah, and chasing unobtainable goal gave me pretty severe depression, and nearly drove me to suicede. Twice. Its easy to stay motivated outside, but have any idea how devastating each failure feels? When you dont just see, but feel in every bit of your flesh and nerves that all your years work did nothing!? Its not about persistancy, its literally growing back part of an organ, and I DONT need more guilt for not achiving the impossible!

You assume that others have no issues, which I already pointed out, that is not the case at all. So yes, others can and do know what it's like to fail.

Second, what is unattainable, and what is not, is highly debatable, so let's not even go there.

And lastly, the bitterness is palpable, and it is no good use for anything productive..!

Feelings are fleeting anyway. I've come to the conclusion that actions alone matter.

 

[DarkAries]

You've probably heard of stem cell treatment studies but I just found out about it. Maybe that's a promissing direction and if you ask some doctors about it they could direct you further to trials or something.

https://www.cell.com/cell/fulltext/S0092-8674(24)01022-5

Yeah
Maybe in the next 10 or 20 years it will be finished. It would be a perfect solution

 

[Khem Nefermed]

Yeah, and chasing unobtainable goal gave me pretty severe depression, and nearly drove me to suicede. Twice. Its easy to stay motivated outside, but have any idea how devastating each failure feels? When you dont just see, but feel in every bit of your flesh and nerves that all your years work did nothing!? Its not about persistancy, its literally growing back part of an organ, and I DONT need more guilt for not achiving the impossible!

I fully agree that this situation is far more rough than some people here would think.

When I say to have hope, I actually mean "keep doing workings for it when the opportunity arises, but don't let it get to you if they don't seem to work". At the end of the day, there's no reason not to do them, unless you just have multiple workings running for other things. An attitude of "it can't hurt, whatever", might fix your problem of defeat.

Yeah
Maybe in the next 10 or 20 years it will be finished. It would be a perfect solution

And hey, energy takes the path of least resistance, something like this might be easier than genetics.
I'm not saying you alone doing workings for this will noticeably speed up worldwide research or something, but maybe it'll give you the opportunity (financial or just circumstance) to benefit from one of these experimental treatments.

 

[Khem Nefermed]

Forgot to add to my last reply: getting detached from the results of a working also has benefits for the working itself. HG Sophiles Phylax detailed this before.

It's easier said than done, yes. But I actually think a good way to see it would be to just "give up", but STILL do the workings. Don't expect anything, come to terms with your position and illness (which you seem to already have done somewhat, and I can only imagine the struggle), and just do the workings as "something that probably won't do anything, but who cares". Do them with focus, with emotion, with reflecting on what it would be like to not have the issue you currently have. But after the working, just don't care about whether it'll work. Worst case scenario, you waste some time.

 

[Henu the Great]

Forgot to add to my last reply: getting detached from the results of a working also has benefits for the working itself. HG Sophiles Phylax detailed this before.

It's easier said than done, yes. But I actually think a good way to see it would be to just "give up", but STILL do the workings. Don't expect anything, come to terms with your position and illness (which you seem to already have done somewhat, and I can only imagine the struggle), and just do the workings as "something that probably won't do anything, but who cares". Do them with focus, with emotion, with reflecting on what it would be like to not have the issue you currently have. But after the working, just don't care about whether it'll work. Worst case scenario, you waste some time.

Lady Pythia, back on the older site described how simply forgetting about the Magick for the time being is the best course of action. Once it is done, one only goes back to it during another session, or when the mind is used similarly another timeof the day to enhance the working, say, with, color Magick or something, but other than that, it should not even exist on conscious level as it is of no use to the outcome to think about it. Fire and forget, kind of.

 

[DarkAries]

Forgot to add to my last reply: getting detached from the results of a working also has benefits for the working itself. HG Sophiles Phylax detailed this before.

It's easier said than done, yes. But I actually think a good way to see it would be to just "give up", but STILL do the workings. Don't expect anything, come to terms with your position and illness (which you seem to already have done somewhat, and I can only imagine the struggle), and just do the workings as "something that probably won't do anything, but who cares". Do them with focus, with emotion, with reflecting on what it would be like to not have the issue you currently have. But after the working, just don't care about whether it'll work. Worst case scenario, you waste some time.

Thank you so much!

Yes, thats exactly the way of thinking I aim for, letting go the goal but remaining on the way. Its a huge change on my perspective, sometimes even painful letting my old ego go, but the other way was not liveable.

 

[Meow!]

at one point Lady Pythia also sited a study that showed senior citizens- I think 60+- who had done yoga for I believe several months- sorry it's been a moment since I read the article it was over a decade ago- these people had managed to increase the end part of their DNA that dictactes how it divides and dies. It has a specific name that starts with a T. This was something though to be impossible before this. So the reason I point this out is that there is always a way and nothing on this Path is truly impossible. I wish you good luck.


Hail our wonderful Father Zeus

 

[Henu the Great]

at one point Lady Pythia also sited a study that showed senior citizens- I think 60+- who had done yoga for I believe several months- sorry it's been a moment since I read the article it was over a decade ago- these people had managed to increase the end part of their DNA that dictactes how it divides and dies. It has a specific name that starts with a T. This was something though to be impossible before this. So the reason I point this out is that there is always a way and nothing on this Path is truly impossible. I wish you good luck.


Hail our wonderful Father Zeus

Telomere is the word you are seeking.

 

[DiscipleofEshmun]

If you think it can't be healed, it can't be healed. People have been healing diseases way before technology caught up with the appropriate cures. Just do the working and let the energy handle it.

 

[DarkAries]

If you think it can't be healed, it can't be healed. People have been healing diseases way before technology caught up with the appropriate cures. Just do the working and let the energy handle it.

Thanks to completly missing everything I wrote so far and pushing more toxic optimism, much needed

 

[DarkAries]

If you think it can't be healed, it can't be healed. People have been healing diseases way before technology caught up with the appropriate cures. Just do the working and let the energy handle it.

Like seriously, nothing from what I wrote so far? That if you got type one diabetes before the creation of artical insulin, you DIED in weeks? There was no time to heal it and you could regrow a part of your organ in that time you would have been a god! People did NOT cured t1d, it was a dead sentence, and Im sooooooooooooooo damn tired of always explaining it!

 

[DiscipleofEshmun]

Like seriously, nothing from what I wrote so far? That if you got type one diabetes before the creation of artical insulin, you DIED in weeks? There was no time to heal it and you could regrow a part of your organ in that time you would have been a god! People did NOT cured t1d, it was a dead sentence, and Im sooooooooooooooo damn tired of always explaining it!

Spiritual healers have always handled all manner of health problems. When Alexander the Great was mortally wounded at the Mallian siege, he literally had a punctured lung and yet the healers of the time revived him.

How about you try a 40 day working with runes and see how it goes? Afterwards, you can at least have some solid ground to make such staunch conclusions.

The life force is the life force. It doesn't care how dead a cell is. It can kill or bring life to them. Give it a good try and you will see. Monitor your blood sugar each day.

You can use the Jupiter mantra as well. Jupiter is associated with blood sugar problems if I remember correctly.

All the best to you, please be positive. It's not toxic, it's more like creating the reality you want by first changing your mind followed by appropriate action. May the eternal Gods help you with this!

 

[DiscipleofEshmun]

Like seriously, nothing from what I wrote so far? That if you got type one diabetes before the creation of artical insulin, you DIED in weeks? There was no time to heal it and you could regrow a part of your organ in that time you would have been a god! People did NOT cured t1d, it was a dead sentence, and Im sooooooooooooooo damn tired of always explaining it!

I've read of healers handling people who are in their death bed. I'm sure a dead pancreas is less severe than that.

 

[DiscipleofEshmun]

Just do a solid working first. We would all love to hear your feedback actually. In fact, maybe you're right. But the surest way to find out is to actually do the working and get some data.

You might be the person to prove that our workings can heal that health problem, who knows. If you don't manage to heal it, at least you tried. You still have modern medicine to help you manage it. The community is always around if you need emotional support too.

 

[DarkAries]

Just do a solid working first. We would all love to hear your feedback actually. In fact, maybe you're right. But the surest way to find out is to actually do the working and get some data.

You might be the person to prove that our workings can heal that health problem, who knows. If you don't manage to heal it, at least you tried. You still have modern medicine to help you manage it. The community is always around if you need emotional support too.

Its been three very long years, and Ive tried a lot of things, but chasing an unobtainable goal only made me feel guilty for not achiving the impossible. Ive tried, over and over for so hard that the failures pushed me to deeper depressions. But Ive told it many times. Hope, after a point, becomes the cruelest from pandoras box, since it just prolongs the torment.
Sure, I would have been the happiest if there would be a working solution. But seems there isnt yet

 

[DarkAries]

Just do a solid working first. We would all love to hear your feedback actually. In fact, maybe you're right. But the surest way to find out is to actually do the working and get some data.

You might be the person to prove that our workings can heal that health problem, who knows. If you don't manage to heal it, at least you tried. You still have modern medicine to help you manage it. The community is always around if you need emotional support too.

Still, I appraciate you trying to help.

 

[fuoco blu 666]

Type 1 diabetes is an insulin deficiency.

Some of the pancreas' cells are inactive.

The solar chakra governs the pancreas and is one of its organs.

So working on the solar chakra can help you in several ways.

It increases healing energy and works on the affected area.

A proper diet certainly helps, less simple sugars, and drug therapy, along with exercise, certainly helps.

I saw a very severe case of this type of diabetes in a birth chart. This person had Jupiter in 22 degrees of Sagittarius, which is a negative degree for the parts and affairs of the planet. In another case, Saturn in Sagittarius, especially in the sixth house, is also malefic in this sense.

Regarding Chinese medicine, I recommend working on the spleen-pancreas meridian, which is nourished by sweet but not excessively sugary foods. You can try foot reflexology, acupuncture, or shiatsu. Moxa can also be helpful.

The pancreas is governed by the subtle element of earth. If you have the ability to use the elements in meditation, it's a very powerful addition, and the solar chakra is of the fire element.

The Wunjo rune is particularly useful if you can physically feel it in your solar chakra.

Jupiter and Venus squares can be helpful.

In psychosomatics, diabetes is a difficulty receiving tenderness and love. It can stem from unfulfilled affection, prolonged stress without love, or an excessive burden of responsibility that excludes affection, difficulty receiving support and care from both oneself and others.

Furthermore, excessive worry and rumination, emotional emptiness or lack of "sweetness" in life, retained tension and repressed desires, energy exhaustion due to chronic stress and overload must make us reflect on the individual causes.

 

[DarkAries]

Type 1 diabetes is an insulin deficiency.

Some of the pancreas' cells are inactive.

The solar chakra governs the pancreas and is one of its organs.

So working on the solar chakra can help you in several ways.

It increases healing energy and works on the affected area.

A proper diet certainly helps, less simple sugars, and drug therapy, along with exercise, certainly helps.

I saw a very severe case of this type of diabetes in a birth chart. This person had Jupiter in 22 degrees of Sagittarius, which is a negative degree for the parts and affairs of the planet. In another case, Saturn in Sagittarius, especially in the sixth house, is also malefic in this sense.

Regarding Chinese medicine, I recommend working on the spleen-pancreas meridian, which is nourished by sweet but not excessively sugary foods. You can try foot reflexology, acupuncture, or shiatsu. Moxa can also be helpful.

The pancreas is governed by the subtle element of earth. If you have the ability to use the elements in meditation, it's a very powerful addition, and the solar chakra is of the fire element.

The Wunjo rune is particularly useful if you can physically feel it in your solar chakra.

Jupiter and Venus squares can be helpful.

In psychosomatics, diabetes is a difficulty receiving tenderness and love. It can stem from unfulfilled affection, prolonged stress without love, or an excessive burden of responsibility that excludes affection, difficulty receiving support and care from both oneself and others.

Furthermore, excessive worry and rumination, emotional emptiness or lack of "sweetness" in life, retained tension and repressed desires, energy exhaustion due to chronic stress and overload must make us reflect on the individual causes.

FINALLY, something greatly useable, thanks a lot

 

[DarkAries]

Type 1 diabetes is an insulin deficiency.

Some of the pancreas' cells are inactive.

The solar chakra governs the pancreas and is one of its organs.

So working on the solar chakra can help you in several ways.

It increases healing energy and works on the affected area.

A proper diet certainly helps, less simple sugars, and drug therapy, along with exercise, certainly helps.

I saw a very severe case of this type of diabetes in a birth chart. This person had Jupiter in 22 degrees of Sagittarius, which is a negative degree for the parts and affairs of the planet. In another case, Saturn in Sagittarius, especially in the sixth house, is also malefic in this sense.

Regarding Chinese medicine, I recommend working on the spleen-pancreas meridian, which is nourished by sweet but not excessively sugary foods. You can try foot reflexology, acupuncture, or shiatsu. Moxa can also be helpful.

The pancreas is governed by the subtle element of earth. If you have the ability to use the elements in meditation, it's a very powerful addition, and the solar chakra is of the fire element.

The Wunjo rune is particularly useful if you can physically feel it in your solar chakra.

Jupiter and Venus squares can be helpful.

In psychosomatics, diabetes is a difficulty receiving tenderness and love. It can stem from unfulfilled affection, prolonged stress without love, or an excessive burden of responsibility that excludes affection, difficulty receiving support and care from both oneself and others.

Furthermore, excessive worry and rumination, emotional emptiness or lack of "sweetness" in life, retained tension and repressed desires, energy exhaustion due to chronic stress and overload must make us reflect on the individual causes.

The psychosomatic part is really true for me when I got diagnosed. I made a lot of progress loving and embracing myself, but life is still lacks some colors. Not unenjoyable, but rather disappointing. Same with reducing stress, altough I think I reduced it greatly. Sadly Im not sure how much of the damage would it reverse, but it would be really great if it could deactivate the autoimmune cells.
I still have some trouble balancing out selflove/selfcare and disciple, if anyone have an idea how I would love it(when is it just letting your body rest and when is it lazyness, etc)

 

[WoadWarrior]

People here need to be more realistic about what can actually be realistically achieved with meditation.

Honestly no you cannot heal it at your current level, it would require an immense level of spiritual mastery.

Focus on other things and advancing your soul and then when your more advanced circle back to it later.

You aren't fixing type 1 diabetes with some hokey runic working, I am telling you that right now, it will do nothing.

Just focus on spiritual and material advancement.

Yes spiritual workings can heal, its also probably the most difficult thing to do spiritually, and issues your are born with are by far the hardest, almost every spiritualist throughout history who was known to have the power of healing was INCREDIBLY powerful, Asclepius, Pythagoras ect ect. Its a HIGH power and no, its not a matter of "just keep doing it" or "more effort" a high level of spiritual power and soul openness is required to perform actual healing, a good allegory is: you can spend your entire life trying to deadlift 500 kilos of the floor without focusing on improvement and you will find its just a waste of effort, getting stronger meanwhile is a good use of effort and spamming healing workings on an issue beyond your ability is NOT getting stronger, its wasting your time.

You could do a runic working for 10 years straight and it wont do shit to fix it.

BUT you can improve your soul, you CAN improve your vitality and you CAN change what you are capable of.

And if anyone here disagrees with what I said, I thank you for your 1 million dollar donation to the ToZ because it would be far easier to use your spiritual abilities to generate 1 million dollars than is it to cure type 1 diabetes and so I expect the donation promptly and if you cannot do that, then you cannot speak from a position of authority on what can or cannot be done in regards to what is beyond you.

You said you wanted an answer, thats it, its not your fault you cannot fix this, its an insanely difficult thing to fix, you are in fact wasting your time trying to thats why you feel that way, its literally your higher reasoning trying to tell you to use your time better, there is hope and that hope is in actual advancement, what your doing is the equivalent of somebody spending everyday trying to light fires with their mind to develop "pyromancy" its a massive waste of time and effort, you will get NOWHERE by "trying" you just have to advance your soul and then see what options open up as you do.

Would you tell someone who wants to deadlift 500 kilos to just keep trying to deadlift 500 kilos when they cannot even deadlift 100 kilos? That eventually it HAS to work if they keep trying? Of course not, you would tell them to TRAIN and get STRONGER and maybe just maybe they might be able to do it in the future but to not even think about it right now.

How many reps of sowilo would it take you to light a piece of paper on fire? How many days of those reps? Never? Because your soul isnt capable of such things yet? Correct. Why would this be any different when its MUCH harder than lighting a piece of paper on fire?

TLDR: Focus entirely on spiritual growth for a long time, I mean at least a year better yet two years and then as your soul develops circle back to the problem and see what you can do, if thats still not enough rinse repeat until it is, stop wasting time trying something beyond your capacity.

And worst case scenario you create a beautiful harmonised soul for yourself which you will have for eternity and will allow you to do amazing beautiful workings to improve your life in every other way and best case scenario you get all that AND also heal your issue.

Accept that this isn't your fault and you are not expected to solve it yet at your current level and that you have done nothing wrong, and that is the truth, there are limits to results and those limits are imposed by your souls power, no matter the effort you put in you results will not exceed that limit until your soul is more open.

 

[DarkAries]

People here need to be more realistic about what can actually be realistically achieved with meditation.

Honestly no you cannot heal it at your current level, it would require an immense level of spiritual mastery.

Focus on other things and advancing your soul and then when your more advanced circle back to it later.

You aren't fixing type 1 diabetes with some hokey runic working, I am telling you that right now, it will do nothing.

Just focus on spiritual and material advancement.

Yes spiritual workings can heal, its also probably the most difficult thing to do spiritually, and issues your are born with are by far the hardest, almost every spiritualist throughout history who was known to have the power of healing was INCREDIBLY powerful, Asclepius, Pythagoras ect ect. Its a HIGH power and no, its not a matter of "just keep doing it" or "more effort" a high level of spiritual power and soul openness is required to perform actual healing, a good allegory is: you can spend your entire life trying to deadlift 500 kilos of the floor without focusing on improvement and you will find its just a waste of effort, getting stronger meanwhile is a good use of effort and spamming healing workings on an issue beyond your ability is NOT getting stronger, its wasting your time.

You could do a runic working for 10 years straight and it wont do shit to fix it.

BUT you can improve your soul, you CAN improve your vitality and you CAN change what you are capable of.

And if anyone here disagrees with what I said, I thank you for your 1 million dollar donation to the ToZ because it would be far easier to use your spiritual abilities to generate 1 million dollars than is it to cure type 1 diabetes and so I expect the donation promptly and if you cannot do that, then you cannot speak from a position of authority on what can or cannot be done in regards to what is beyond you.

You said you wanted an answer, thats it, its not your fault you cannot fix this, its an insanely difficult thing to fix, you are in fact wasting your time trying to thats why you feel that way, its literally your higher reasoning trying to tell you to use your time better, there is hope and that hope is in actual advancement, what your doing is the equivalent of somebody spending everyday trying to light fires with their mind to develop "pyromancy" its a massive waste of time and effort, you will get NOWHERE by "trying" you just have to advance your soul and then see what options open up as you do.

Would you tell someone who wants to deadlift 500 kilos to just keep trying to deadlift 500 kilos when they cannot even deadlift 100 kilos? That eventually it HAS to work if they keep trying? Of course not, you would tell them to TRAIN and get STRONGER and maybe just maybe they might be able to do it in the future but to not even think about it right now.

How many reps of sowilo would it take you to light a piece of paper on fire? How many days of those reps? Never? Because your soul isnt capable of such things yet? Correct. Why would this be any different when its MUCH harder than lighting a piece of paper on fire?

TLDR: Focus entirely on spiritual growth for a long time, I mean at least a year better yet two years and then as your soul develops circle back to the problem and see what you can do, if thats still not enough rinse repeat until it is, stop wasting time trying something beyond your capacity.

And worst case scenario you create a beautiful harmonised soul for yourself which you will have for eternity and will allow you to do amazing beautiful workings to improve your life in every other way and best case scenario you get all that AND also heal your issue.

Accept that this isn't your fault and you are not expected to solve it yet at your current level and that you have done nothing wrong, and that is the truth, there are limits to results and those limits are imposed by your souls power, no matter the effort you put in you results will not exceed that limit until your soul is more open.

FINALLY, thank you, I started worrying everyone have naive delusions of how healings work and how much can one do. Thank you, truly. This is pretty much the kind of worldview I was aiming to change to(though I wouldnt mind if I didnt spended the last two years on a false hope that was encuraged here...).
But thats better than I imagined. I can spend a few time to realise it in my mind.
You are a good soul. Thank you, from the depths of my heart.

 

[WoadWarrior]

FINALLY, thank you, I started worrying everyone have naive delusions of how healings work and how much can one do. Thank you, truly. This is pretty much the kind of worldview I was aiming to change to(though I wouldnt mind if I didnt spended the last two years on a false hope that was encuraged here...).
But thats better than I imagined. I can spend a few time to realise it in my mind.
You are a good soul. Thank you, from the depths of my heart.

Try and remember people were trying to help, if people can do x with meditations they then assume y is also just as easy, but that comes from ignorance not malice, most people here have not done serious physical healing and those that have all say the same things, its incredibly difficult and you need to be very powerful.

I would as best to your ability to listen primarily to with the Clergy say, you should also trust your own instincts, I read a few of your posts and its clear you have been fighting your own realization about your current limits.

The ToZ is a beautiful community BUT only you know you, people here can sometimes try and be too helpful and as you have found out that unfortunately can be quite damaging even if the intentions are pure, HPZM recently wrote about double ignorance and you just experienced why its such a bad thing, those who were ignorant of how difficult a task you were attempting did not even realise they were ignorant and tried to help you, but their double ignorance meant that in trying to help you they actually made things quite a bit more difficult for you by letting you place very unreasonable expectations on yourself and spirituality.

Keep advancing, let yourself ENJOY meditation, ENJOY spirituality, have some fun with it, it shouldnt be seen as a tool to fix all lifes problems like some kind of gimmick, its a method of becoming more, I hope this has helped you and you can start loving spirituality again free from pointless and impossible expectations because it really is beautiful when you engage with it on proper terms.

 

[616Taysha]

So you got the juciest piece of info @DarkAries - WONDERFUL!

For all that is holy, and for your life, use this info to maximum. When you finally deal your T1D, you will be a shining example - knowledgeable and wiser, perhaps giving hope to others who do not believe T1D can be healed.

Fight!

 

[serpentwalker666]

It can be healed, keep fighting.
Nothing is beyond our reach as long as we keep going.

I hate to be dark here, but I want to empathize and share.
I have been sick and in debilitating pain most of my life, going on 2 decades.
It has tempered and made me strong in ways I wouldn't be otherwise. It's off the pain scale. Been this way for years.

Nearly nothing is impossible to fix, it just takes a lot of spiritual power and time.

Advance and learn as much as you can, keep pushing limitations until you can crush this disease completely.
It will happen.. Believe in yourself.

I believe in you and I know you are strong, so keep going and make Father Zeus and our Gods proud.
Suffering is just temporal, and it is a great temperance, don't be afraid and let it be your trial.

You will be fine and overcome the obstacles in your path just give it some time my friend.

 

[serpentwalker666]

So you got the juciest piece of info @DarkAries - WONDERFUL!

For all that is holy, and for your life, use this info to maximum. When you finally deal your T1D, you will be a shining example - knowledgeable and wiser, perhaps giving hope to others who do not believe T1D can be healed.

Fight!

He can do it, it will just take some time. Let us believe in our brother and stand by him in his struggle.

He can do anything, he just doesn't see it just yet.

 

[DarkAries]

He can do it, it will just take some time. Let us believe in our brother and stand by him in his struggle.

He can do anything, he just doesn't see it just yet.

So you got the juciest piece of info @DarkAries - WONDERFUL!

For all that is holy, and for your life, use this info to maximum. When you finally deal your T1D, you will be a shining example - knowledgeable and wiser, perhaps giving hope to others who do not believe T1D can be healed.

Fight!

Please guys, I appraciate it, but please dont ignore the fact that my whole point with this topic is that I had enough of the pressure of fixing it, that the depression of failing the impossible nearly literally killed me(!!!), and that I just want to accept it and move towards on my life. Yes, I can do great things. But not this. The same way I couldnt regrow one of my finger from nothing if it would be chopped of. Actually false hope hurted me a lot more than t1d ever could have in these past years. Ill live a great life, achive a lot, but t1d will be there, and wont be a big deal. Please dont underestimate how ungodly amount of power it would need. I know you all tried to help, I understand it looks very different from a your point of view than from mine. But its a windmill fight, and I wasted more than enough time on it already

 

[eternal666light]

Please guys, I appraciate it, but please dont ignore the fact that my whole point with this topic is that I had enough of the pressure of fixing it, that the depression of failing the impossible nearly literally killed me(!!!), and that I just want to accept it and move towards on my life. Yes, I can do great things. But not this. The same way I couldnt regrow one of my finger from nothing if it would be chopped of. Actually false hope hurted me a lot more than t1d ever could have in these past years. Ill live a great life, achive a lot, but t1d will be there, and wont be a big deal. Please dont underestimate how ungodly amount of power it would need. I know you all tried to help, I understand it looks very different from a your point of view than from mine. But its a windmill fight, and I wasted more than enough time on it already

Yes stop stressing over the issue, and should not be your primary focus. Focus on advancement in the path, once and when you have enough power (such as after full rising of the Kundalini) then this issue can then be dealt with properly. Until then, do not worry about it as it is counter productive in this case. I do however think you should do health/vitality workings to keep your general health up, and do everything you can to increase your prana levels.