Hello, I would appreciate some advice and suggestions.I have been suffering from hallucinations for eight years.
I have attempted to become independent several times, but I failed repeatedly because I was unable to work consistently due to being controlled by Christian entities appearing in my hallucinations or because my willpower weakened.
Consequently, I am forced to attend church by my family, but I am attacked by entities that appear to be from the church.
Oddly enough, the church people appearing in my hallucinations are not dead. There is a bad woman from the church who has since left and is tormenting me the most;
I wonder if there is a way to get rid of her or cast her out.
I am not good at performing rituals or meditation.
In the past, I was controlled by her in a hallucination and failed to properly perform my initial initiation ceremony.
I don't think I have a guardian demon either.
As far as I remember, eight years ago, when I visited the JoS site and read a post, several low-ranking demons visited my living room. At the time, I didn't know what I was doing and was scared, so I went to a church and was entrusted to them.
Not long after, people from the church appeared in my hallucinations, and later, the bad woman I mentioned earlier interfered with my life.
When I resisted, the attacks began, and it has continued for eight years.
I am struggling to figure out what to do in this situation. I have been taking psychiatric medication for eight years now.
I have attempted to become independent several times, but I failed repeatedly because I was unable to work consistently due to being controlled by Christian entities appearing in my hallucinations or because my willpower weakened.
Consequently, I am forced to attend church by my family, but I am attacked by entities that appear to be from the church.
Oddly enough, the church people appearing in my hallucinations are not dead. There is a bad woman from the church who has since left and is tormenting me the most;
I wonder if there is a way to get rid of her or cast her out.
I am not good at performing rituals or meditation.
In the past, I was controlled by her in a hallucination and failed to properly perform my initial initiation ceremony.
I don't think I have a guardian demon either.
As far as I remember, eight years ago, when I visited the JoS site and read a post, several low-ranking demons visited my living room. At the time, I didn't know what I was doing and was scared, so I went to a church and was entrusted to them.
Not long after, people from the church appeared in my hallucinations, and later, the bad woman I mentioned earlier interfered with my life.
When I resisted, the attacks began, and it has continued for eight years.
I am struggling to figure out what to do in this situation. I have been taking psychiatric medication for eight years now.
