give me more advice on how not to give up.
As another brother told you: ask your GD, and if you don't know Them don't be afraid to be the first to reach out and find out. It's very important to cultivate your relationship with Them.
I can give you endless advices on how to not give up but the answer, the true reason must come from within.
I don't want to sound brutal or mean but I think it's important for you to understand that as long as you don't try to find security within you, nothing will ever get you where you want to be.
Asking for advices and for help is totally legit and very important because you don't have to go through everything alone if you can't do it, you can ask for help here whenever you want, BUT you will reach a certain point where relying and depending on external sources and security will not be enough if not unhealthy.
As I said, asking for help it's not wrong but at some point you will need to give you yourself reasons to go on.
At you own pace, obviously.
It also really depends on what you need help for but if it was for me, one advice would be: think about all the things you could do once you surpass an obstacle blocking you. Imagine the freedom you'll feel, the satisfaction. I think that there's no one that is expecting you to be perfect in a few days here so please, take your time as we are all different from each other but really think about all the things that are awaiting for you. Explore, try, fail and fix your route to find your true purpose or meaning.
But until you try yourself out, until you give yourself the possibility to do the experiences you need you will never be able to find reasons to go on.
Life goes on until we die or until we reach Godhood so it's never truly "too late", if you think about it.
Because that's how I'm built. I do extra training only because I want to help and protect our universe from harm. There are no other things that motivate me anymore. I feel sorry for good people and I want to help them.I don't understand what keeps you going and what keeps you training so much, if you do. I don't think any of the greats had some small desire to move forward instead of a big one that drove them to great achievements. How can you enjoy life when you don't have something to give 100% for?
That's how you're built NOW. Tomorrow, you can be a different person. Tomorrow after, a completely different one. You can change any time if you want it. Nothing is set in stone, never.
Pay attention tho: I'm not saying you're wrong as a person ! I'm sure you have endless good traits and ideas so your persona is not wrong and I don't mean this, what I'm saying is: don't be afraid to change, explore and try new things.
I understand your need to help as I feel it too because I don't like people to suffer (there's already enough sickness in this world, right?) but you gotta help yourself first.
It's not mean, it's not egoistic, it's not narcissistic, it's normal. If we don't help ourselves first how can we even think to help someone else? Especially if you want help a lot of people.
I don't think you're wrong for feeling like that towards other people, you're human and you care for your people... That's ok. But you're part of the people too and you DESERVE to be helped as well and to feel good, to feel ok, healthy and energic.
The great people you talk about, maybe the ones in the Zevist personalities sections... They all had a different life and it's of no use comparing yourself to them (or comparing yourself to anyone).
Try, instead, to look deep into yourself to find what makes you special and how you can channel those good traits into reality so you can become great as well. You are you, me is me, we're different but both important for this world (especially as Zevists).
You can enjoy life in many ways: eating good food, listening to music, going to a nice museum, having a warm bath, taking a stroll in a beautiful park, diving into your favorite hobby, meeting people and having fun with them, spending time with your partner or family, petting your animals, talking with the Gods, reading a good book, playing a good videogame, discovering a new favorite movie... The list goes on. You don't have to sacrifice yourself for a cause to enjoy life at 100%.
Your own pleasure and your own well-being is important as well.
Sacrificing and dying for a cause, yeah might sounds cool for a videogame character... You have the right to enjoy your own life first.
As one of my favorite musician said in a song: "instead of an idea to die for, I prefer one to live for"
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