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[PoSEidON04]

I want to be self-excluded from this forum, from this group, I simply don't want it anymore. I'm fed up. All I have to do is stop this once and for all. I've been struggling with these meditations for too long that bring me absolutely nothing. I don't want to be part of this community anymore.

 

[serpentwalker666]

I want to be self-excluded from this forum, from this group, I simply don't want it anymore. I'm fed up. All I have to do is stop this once and for all. I've been struggling with these meditations for too long that bring me absolutely nothing. I don't want to be part of this community anymore.

It is your choice. However keep in mind that spirituality is a very gradual process.

This is the transformation into a different being. And a gradual transmutation into the highest form.

This is going to be difficult, but right now the opportunity to do this never has easier with the Internet and unrestricted access to these powerful methods and practices.

You simply won't find anything out there that compares. All just watered down knowledge and people who larp around and have no power or knowledge even after decades of attempting to spiritually advance.

Here it is much different. We are here to support each other and we all advance together as a strong unit.

Would you consider at least explaining to us what is going on so we can try to help you in your spiritual journey?

Everyone struggles and has difficulty at certain intervals. This is the cyclical aspect of life and this path.

It doesn't mean that you "can't" do this. Just that you are experiencing some friction as you try to evolve.

 

[Henu the Great]

Before you leave, please consider that this community is the only one on the planet that can effectively and safely guide you with the said meditations, and more.

But if you insist, then please leave. Nobody forces any of this on you.

 

[AFODO]

There are times when one doesn't feel progress in their meditations but progress is being made regardless, all of us had to go trough harder phases and had to keep meditating when it all felt pointless and lost. But I'm sure you have felt progress before and you will if you keep it up. If you have the money I can recommend the opening of the mind hypnosis from HoO, I can guarantee that will help tremendously. And by help I do not mean like any of the meditations available, it is effective on everyone and especially good for people in your situation.

 

[the_eye_of_anubis]

Please stop for a moment and take a deep breath.

Listen, or rather read carefully, to what I am about to tell you.

The spiritual path, the real one, is not easy. It's not like in the movies, where with a snap of your fingers or the bite of some mystical insect you receive great powers and abilities.

You must study and commit yourself. You must break down mental barriers and wrong patterns you grew up with. You must open your heart and mind to the Truth and, above all, you must BE PATIENT.

Expecting to see results after a few months of meditation is delusional and will only lead you to have a distorted perception of yourself and of the practice of meditation itself. And this is coming from someone who, by nature, has little patience.

This path pushes you to improve yourself; you are required to move forward and become the best version of yourself. It is more than possible thanks to the knowledge that the Gods and our Priests have passed on to us, but it will not happen without effort.

Effort requires willpower and time. I can understand how you feel, but stop for a moment and think about everything you are giving up on: a community that is REALLY ready to help and support you, Gods who REALLY care about you and who will use any means necessary to guide you toward the right path and the person you are meant to be.


Do you really want to throw away the opportunity to save your soul on your own, instead of doing like the xtian sheep who pray to an egregore made by evil aliens that don't even think about them, prostrating themselves at their feet and humiliating themselves waiting for an answer that will never come?

Do you want to go back to spending your days rotting, watching TV series every hour, scrolling on social media and wasting precious time that you could instead use to take care of your soul, the most precious thing you possess?


It's hard work, yes. It's not easy, no one has ever hidden that. However, I can assure you that every single Zevist believes that this was the best choice they could have made and, looking back, they would do it again every time without hesitation.


I kindly ask you to think about it. I'm sure that deep down you don't really want that.

 

[Blitzkreig [SG]]

I want to be self-excluded from this forum, from this group, I simply don't want it anymore. I'm fed up. All I have to do is stop this once and for all. I've been struggling with these meditations for too long that bring me absolutely nothing. I don't want to be part of this community anymore.

Nobody said our path was easy, but you had written many posts here and before, which I had to delete, where you are directly blaming the Gods for your own problems. We on ToZ, or the Gods themselves, can help you if you continue to ask and apply, but when you attack and threaten to become a Christian, you gain nothing and anger everyone who tried to help you.

You had written directly negative things about the Gods, this is like blasphemy at a point. You just said here and in another post that you gambled all your money away, but somehow this is Zeus's fault and not your own.

Don't do this again or you will be banned, and probably should be already.
Nobody is forcing you to be here, so do not come here and also try to drag everyone down with negativity as well.

To improve in certain goals, you need to apply your spiritual powers through workings and other physical efforts. None of these changes happen overnight.
If you wish to quickly get back on your feet, do the ritual of a God like Baalzebul and ask him to empower you to win.

 

[RespectExistence]

Try singing mantra meditation, at the very least you will become good at singing which is an aphrodisiac.

 

[PoSEidON04]

Nobody said our path was easy, but you had written many posts here and before, which I had to delete, where you are directly blaming the Gods for your own problems. We on ToZ, or the Gods themselves, can help you if you continue to ask and apply, but when you attack and threaten to become a Christian, you gain nothing and anger everyone who tried to help you.

You had written directly negative things about the Gods, this is like blasphemy at a point. You just said here and in another post that you gambled all your money away, but somehow this is Zeus's fault and not your own.

Don't do this again or you will be banned, and probably should be already.
Nobody is forcing you to be here, so do not come here and also try to drag everyone down with negativity as well.

To improve in certain goals, you need to apply your spiritual powers through workings and other physical efforts. None of these changes happen overnight.
If you wish to quickly get back on your feet, do the ritual of a God like Baalzebul and ask him to empower you to win.

I've done absolutely everything, but no results. The best thing is to be excluded from this group because "I only know how to complain" and it's only my fault for what's happening to me" this makes me even more depressed
thanks for the help

 

[PoSEidON04]

Nobody said our path was easy, but you had written many posts here and before, which I had to delete, where you are directly blaming the Gods for your own problems. We on ToZ, or the Gods themselves, can help you if you continue to ask and apply, but when you attack and threaten to become a Christian, you gain nothing and anger everyone who tried to help you.

You had written directly negative things about the Gods, this is like blasphemy at a point. You just said here and in another post that you gambled all your money away, but somehow this is Zeus's fault and not your own.

Don't do this again or you will be banned, and probably should be already.
Nobody is forcing you to be here, so do not come here and also try to drag everyone down with negativity as well.

To improve in certain goals, you need to apply your spiritual powers through workings and other physical efforts. None of these changes happen overnight.
If you wish to quickly get back on your feet, do the ritual of a God like Baalzebul and ask him to empower you to win.

By the way, I dare you to work for a year in a country far from your family and everything you know, to save a penny and then lose it all.

plus a spiritual work...

Is this Zevism?

 

[PoSEidON04]

Try singing mantra meditation, at the very least you will become good at singing which is an aphrodisiac.

I sing and rhyme, I had 50,000 views on a song on YouTube, but I gave up on this dream because I had to do some things that affected my spirituality and my connection with the gods so I retired
I've reached a stage where I don't even know myself anymore and I don't even know who I am anymore man I'm done

 

[PoSEidON04]

Nobody said our path was easy, but you had written many posts here and before, which I had to delete, where you are directly blaming the Gods for your own problems. We on ToZ, or the Gods themselves, can help you if you continue to ask and apply, but when you attack and threaten to become a Christian, you gain nothing and anger everyone who tried to help you.

You had written directly negative things about the Gods, this is like blasphemy at a point. You just said here and in another post that you gambled all your money away, but somehow this is Zeus's fault and not your own.

Don't do this again or you will be banned, and probably should be already.
Nobody is forcing you to be here, so do not come here and also try to drag everyone down with negativity as well.

To improve in certain goals, you need to apply your spiritual powers through workings and other physical efforts. None of these changes happen overnight.
If you wish to quickly get back on your feet, do the ritual of a God like Baalzebul and ask him to empower you to win.

let's make a pact brother .

i want to recover my lost money from these games of chance.

teach me what to do i will do and i will stick to the work you gave me .

in case it works i will stay in this community and i will donate a quarter

in case it doesn't work i will withdraw and change the helm"

what do you say ?

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

By the way, I dare you to work for a year in a country far from your family and everything you know, to save a penny and then lose it all.

plus a spiritual work...

Is this Zevism?

And who told you to do that? Who told you to go so far away from home? Who told you to throw away all of your money in bullshit gambling?

I feel bad for you about this. But the Gods have never told you to do any of these things. These are your own choices and your own mistake.

 

[Lucifigus]

I want to be self-excluded from this forum, from this group, I simply don't want it anymore. I'm fed up. All I have to do is stop this once and for all. I've been struggling with these meditations for too long that bring me absolutely nothing. I don't want to be part of this community anymore.

If someone wants to advance spiritually, he must first open his 3rd eye and chakras.

I recommend you do Returning curses part 1 and 2:

Returning Curses Part 1

Returning Curses Part 2

Also do Freeing of the soul:

Freeing the Soul

Try them for few weeks, and you will see if there will be some progress.

 

[Emergent13]

let's make a pact brother .

i want to recover my lost money from these games of chance.

teach me what to do i will do and i will stick to the work you gave me .

in case it works i will stay in this community and i will donate a quarter

in case it doesn't work i will withdraw and change the helm"

what do you say ?

Did you dedicate yourself to Zeus? If so, I think, firstly, you should go back and reread what you recited in our dedication ritual.

You've lost your hard-earned money and you're frustrated right now, but I advise you first to ground yourself in reality, realize that you're mad, and recognize that you're not in a position to make serious decisions about your life, as your intense emotions will affect your rationality. Please read this sermon by HPHC and ask for guidance here when you're relaxed and open to listening. Everyone here is very helpful.

Making Decisions Under Pressure

One integral advice I would like to share with everyone here. Following this has helped me a lot in my life. This is harder than it looks in practice, you will know after you read. But worth it. Never, under no conditions, make major choices for your life when you are either: 1. Angry 2...

ancient-forums.com

 

[nema]

I want to be self-excluded from this forum, from this group, I simply don't want it anymore. I'm fed up. All I have to do is stop this once and for all. I've been struggling with these meditations for too long that bring me absolutely nothing. I don't want to be part of this community anymore.

Just a message to anybody who has these ideas, feeling bad about the Gods or the Temple of Zeus. I understand you because i've been under heavy enemy attack, and I thought,said and did some stupid things. But you KNOW Zeus is perfect, He never messed up anything, and He surely did not mess up with you. This has to be a spiritual attack, or there's something in your soul that you have to clean up. In your Heart, you know the Gods and the ToZ have absolutely nothing to do with your problems. Life kinda sucks for everybody it's just a general rule. It would be great if everybody could win against their mind, and stop blaming the only Friend we truly have. But again, i know where you're coming from.. and I tell you, it's not You..

 

[PoSEidON04]

And who told you to do that? Who told you to go so far away from home? Who told you to throw away all of your money in bullshit gambling?

I feel bad for you about this. But the Gods have never told you to do any of these things. These are your own choices and your own mistake.

then let's not try anything anymore and stay in one place my whole life and lose all the good and bad experiences in this life, right?

 

[PoSEidON04]

If someone wants to advance spiritually, he must first open his 3rd eye and chakras.

I recommend you do Returning curses part 1 and 2:

Returning Curses Part 1

Returning Curses Part 2

Also do Freeing of the soul:

Freeing the Soul

Try them for few weeks, and you will see if there will be some progress.

Curses that return plus aura of protection are done every day
I tried to open my third eye since I was little
This gave me headaches until I understood the powers of the third eye.

 

[PoSEidON04]

Did you dedicate yourself to Zeus? If so, I think, firstly, you should go back and reread what you recited in our dedication ritual.

You've lost your hard-earned money and you're frustrated right now, but I advise you first to ground yourself in reality, realize that you're mad, and recognize that you're not in a position to make serious decisions about your life, as your intense emotions will affect your rationality. Please read this sermon by HPHC and ask for guidance here when you're relaxed and open to listening. Everyone here is very helpful.

Making Decisions Under Pressure

One integral advice I would like to share with everyone here. Following this has helped me a lot in my life. This is harder than it looks in practice, you will know after you read. But worth it. Never, under no conditions, make major choices for your life when you are either: 1. Angry 2...

ancient-forums.com

"desiring in return His various aids, to bring my efforts to fruition".

This is written in the initiation ritual.

1. we are all crazy or good in our own way

2. we all make wrong and good decisions.

3. this is life, a plus and a minus, everyone must have a defect, because the perfect ones we have complement them and thus a balance is formed

4. it is normal to be crazy when I know that an almighty force watches over me and helps me in the plans I have, that is why I throw myself into all this

but I see that I fail every time and I do not receive any help, as if this almighty force were not looking at me.

 

[PoSEidON04]

Did you dedicate yourself to Zeus? If so, I think, firstly, you should go back and reread what you recited in our dedication ritual.

You've lost your hard-earned money and you're frustrated right now, but I advise you first to ground yourself in reality, realize that you're mad, and recognize that you're not in a position to make serious decisions about your life, as your intense emotions will affect your rationality. Please read this sermon by HPHC and ask for guidance here when you're relaxed and open to listening. Everyone here is very helpful.

Making Decisions Under Pressure

One integral advice I would like to share with everyone here. Following this has helped me a lot in my life. This is harder than it looks in practice, you will know after you read. But worth it. Never, under no conditions, make major choices for your life when you are either: 1. Angry 2...

ancient-forums.com

and if you gave this message to judge me, are you also able to heal me?

 

[PoSEidON04]

Just a message to anybody who has these ideas, feeling bad about the Gods or the Temple of Zeus. I understand you because i've been under heavy enemy attack, and I thought,said and did some stupid things. But you KNOW Zeus is perfect, He never messed up anything, and He surely did not mess up with you. This has to be a spiritual attack, or there's something in your soul that you have to clean up. In your Heart, you know the Gods and the ToZ have absolutely nothing to do with your problems. Life kinda sucks for everybody it's just a general rule. It would be great if everybody could win against their mind, and stop blaming the only Friend we truly have. But again, i know where you're coming from.. and I tell you, it's not You..

unfortunately it's too late .
I've already changed and will log out of this account right now

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

then let's not try anything anymore and stay in one place my whole life and lose all the good and bad experiences in this life, right?

You complain about being far away from home. You complain about having no money because you threw it away. And when I say you didn't have to do these things, you complain about me saying it as if these are good things and you are happy to do them. Well if that is what you want to do because you think these are fun experiences or something, then you have nothing to complain about. You're being a clown.

 

[PoSEidON04]

You complain about being far away from home. You complain about having no money because you threw it away. And when I say you didn't have to do these things, you complain about me saying it as if these are good things and you are happy to do them. Well if that is what you want to do because you think these are fun experiences or something, then you have nothing to complain about. You're being a clown.

Brother, I understand and I am disgusted that I behave like this, I can't even stand myself in such situations.

The only thing that saddens me is the loss in gambling and not the poverty.

But I see them as enemies and I have a devastating hatred for them.

The messages I received spiritually were: "Leave your enemies and work on your plans and your spiritual progress, I will take care of everything."

With this loss that I had, I also advanced spiritually.

I learned and accepted that Zeus had several names, such as "Mammon".

I learned that I need to work with Zeus, not with other gods.

And I don't know if this is concrete.

I learned the power of the runes, wrote them down and found out what each rune helps with.

but still I am not a god, maybe I can't even call myself a human
so I have to learn and lose and stop taking everything so seriously, these gambling games have destroyed me and I will not seek war with them anymore.

 

[PoSEidON04]

You complain about being far away from home. You complain about having no money because you threw it away. And when I say you didn't have to do these things, you complain about me saying it as if these are good things and you are happy to do them. Well if that is what you want to do because you think these are fun experiences or something, then you have nothing to complain about. You're being a clown.

thank you for being there and for answering, it was helpful, I'll get to work now, especially since I'm free for about 2 days

 

[Xenarchus]

I've done absolutely everything, but no results. The best thing is to be excluded from this group because "I only know how to complain" and it's only my fault for what's happening to me" this makes me even more depressed
thanks for the help

What did you do and what sort of results did you expect? Provide some details to see if you did the right things or your expectations were realistic.

 

[PoSEidON04]

What did you do and what sort of results did you expect? Provide some details to see if you did the right things or your expectations were realistic.

Since I didn't succeed, it means I didn't stick to the schedule and didn't do what I did well.

 

[Xenarchus]

Since I didn't succeed, it means I didn't stick to the schedule and didn't do what I did well.

It could be that you expected results which are not possible. I searched your posts and noticed you said that you did RtRs and meditations only because you thought Satan would give you money in exchange. I'm not sure what you are hoping to get out of these practices.

 

[PoSEidON04]

It could be that you expected results which are not possible. I searched your posts and noticed you said that you did RtRs and meditations only because you thought Satan would give you money in exchange. I'm not sure what you are hoping to get out of these practices.

That was before.
For almost two years I have been working on my luck and winnings from gambling, but it seems that it was not a good choice.
starting from yesterday my mind has changed I no longer feel the need to win and get my money back from gambling

 

[PoSEidON04]

That was before.
For almost two years I have been working on my luck and winnings from gambling, but it seems that it was not a good choice.
starting from yesterday my mind has changed I no longer feel the need to win and get my money back from gambling

I no longer feel the need for anything, neither money nor gain. I have to start accepting the situations I find myself in and live more humbly, to walk on this straight path, without deviations and without shortcuts that do not exist.

If I want money, I have to work for this money and create situations that will bring me money without great risks.

I have to accept that I am a nobody in the situation I am in and that I have to evolve both physically and spiritually.

I have to change and be someone else for the life I want.

This year, starting yesterday, I put an end to every addiction I had without the help of any specialist.

and I think this is the first step in the life I want

 

[nema]

I no longer feel the need for anything, neither money nor gain. I have to start accepting the situations I find myself in and live more humbly, to walk on this straight path, without deviations and without shortcuts that do not exist.

If I want money, I have to work for this money and create situations that will bring me money without great risks.

I have to accept that I am a nobody in the situation I am in and that I have to evolve both physically and spiritually.

I have to change and be someone else for the life I want.

This year, starting yesterday, I put an end to every addiction I had without the help of any specialist.

and I think this is the first step in the life I want

See? It's never too late

 

[The Pythagorean]

I've done absolutely everything, but no results. The best thing is to be excluded from this group because "I only know how to complain" and it's only my fault for what's happening to me" this makes me even more depressed
thanks for the help

Absolutely everything?

Okay, hear me out on this one.

Explain to us exactly what you did during this time, so we can see where you went wrong and analyze. Maybe you're right, and you did everything perfectly.

How much cleaning did you do? How long did you keep up a consistent AoP? How many/what workings did you do over the years? Did you do every God Ritual, and how many God Rituals have you done in total? How many meditations, what was your meditation program, etc.?

I'm sorry to be rude, but I'm a bit tired of people coming here after being inactive on the Forums and saying they "tried everything" to fix their many issues.
First of all, you didn't try actually being here, talking to people, checking in with others about advice, how your progress is going, getting to receive advice from Guardians or even Clergy because one is involved in the community. That's a big thing that you haven't "tried".

Second of all, what is "everything"?

Everything I've done in my practice so far has had results. Some less, some more, and I've certainly had ups and downs in life, but I've consistently grown with all I did.

And so I'm not just rude, here's my advice:

Clean daily with smaller practices, take Saturday for deeper cleaning (do Returning Curses 1 and 2 here, sincerely asking for Father Zeus to send a Daemon to help)
Search for @High Priestess Lydia 's AoP and include it twice a day.
I have no idea how your Chakras are, but you might benefit from doing the openings in the proper order for the proper amount of days.

Do a money working centered on fixing your situation:

Sunday, hour of the Sun

Raise SURYA x 25/50
Affirm:
"I am free of bad financial habits. I am able to build a secure financial foundation. Large sums of money are allowing me to permanently improve my life." x5/10

Repeat daily for 40 days.

Start doing the basic Hatha Yoga at the very least, if you aren't already.

Do the Grand Ritual of Zeus and empower yourself, it's going to be a journey.
I would also recommend doing the Ritual of Lord Amon Ra, and coming to Him directly with a commitment. After Ritual, state your situation financially, explain where you have gone wrong, make a promise and a commitment to make better decisions and to be determined to improve, and politely ask for help and guidance along this task.

Best of luck brother, there's always a way to improve.

 

[PoSEidON04]

Absolutely everything?

Okay, hear me out on this one.

Explain to us exactly what you did during this time, so we can see where you went wrong and analyze. Maybe you're right, and you did everything perfectly.

How much cleaning did you do? How long did you keep up a consistent AoP? How many/what workings did you do over the years? Did you do every God Ritual, and how many God Rituals have you done in total? How many meditations, what was your meditation program, etc.?

I'm sorry to be rude, but I'm a bit tired of people coming here after being inactive on the Forums and saying they "tried everything" to fix their many issues.
First of all, you didn't try actually being here, talking to people, checking in with others about advice, how your progress is going, getting to receive advice from Guardians or even Clergy because one is involved in the community. That's a big thing that you haven't "tried".

Second of all, what is "everything"?

Everything I've done in my practice so far has had results. Some less, some more, and I've certainly had ups and downs in life, but I've consistently grown with all I did.

And so I'm not just rude, here's my advice:

Clean daily with smaller practices, take Saturday for deeper cleaning (do Returning Curses 1 and 2 here, sincerely asking for Father Zeus to send a Daemon to help)
Search for @High Priestess Lydia 's AoP and include it twice a day.
I have no idea how your Chakras are, but you might benefit from doing the openings in the proper order for the proper amount of days.

Do a money working centered on fixing your situation:

Sunday, hour of the Sun

Raise SURYA x 25/50
Affirm:
"I am free of bad financial habits. I am able to build a secure financial foundation. Large sums of money are allowing me to permanently improve my life." x5/10

Repeat daily for 40 days.

Start doing the basic Hatha Yoga at the very least, if you aren't already.

Do the Grand Ritual of Zeus and empower yourself, it's going to be a journey.
I would also recommend doing the Ritual of Lord Amon Ra, and coming to Him directly with a commitment. After Ritual, state your situation financially, explain where you have gone wrong, make a promise and a commitment to make better decisions and to be determined to improve, and politely ask for help and guidance along this task.

Best of luck brother, there's always a way to improve.

I do ADP and cleanse my aura every day.
I've been doing this for three months.
I didn't do it every day before

I didn't have a concrete spiritual program. The longest spiritual program was 17 days, I just couldn't.

I was too tired and fell asleep during the meditations.

I'll try to explain in my own words what meditation I did
yoga plus affirmations.
The Kabbalistic Square of Jupiter
50 x Raum in the solar chakra plus affirmations.

Voimir 666

www.ancient-forums.com

once a day during Jupiter

I did some divine rituals

but I don't keep track of them anymore

lately I did
the divine ritual of Zeus

that's what I did in a few months

and I can't vibrate out loud I don't live alone in a house
probably the people around me if they heard they would think I've gone crazy so I vibrate in thought or whisper

 

[PoSEidON04]

I do ADP and cleanse my aura every day.
I've been doing this for three months.
I didn't do it every day before

I didn't have a concrete spiritual program. The longest spiritual program was 17 days, I just couldn't.

I was too tired and fell asleep during the meditations.

I'll try to explain in my own words what meditation I did
yoga plus affirmations.
The Kabbalistic Square of Jupiter
50 x Raum in the solar chakra plus affirmations.

Voimir 666

www.ancient-forums.com

once a day during Jupiter

I did some divine rituals

but I don't keep track of them anymore

lately I did
the divine ritual of Zeus

that's what I did in a few months

and I can't vibrate out loud I don't live alone in a house
probably the people around me if they heard they would think I've gone crazy so I vibrate in thought or whisper

In any case, thanks for the advice, I will try what you wrote above.

I currently have another rather major problem and I am trying to solve it.

I will try to be more active
and create a spiritual program for at least 40 days