gothic_whore44
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Hello, I'm Brooke.I'm 14 years old.Sorry if I'm asking these questions in the wrong spot on here, my computers fucked up and i clicked on something and it brought me here.
But any way, I found the JoyOfSatan website a couple days ago, read it, and started thinking about it.Since i was born i was attending a Christian church with my family.but since i was about four i started having these imaginary friends talking to me about Satan, and explaining to me how my preacher was lieing to me.When I was around 6 or 7, these friends disappeared.and i started forming a theory, or whatever, that god is a lie, because he loved me so much that if i did one little thing he disagreed with i would be sent to hell to burn forever.and that i never had a promise to tomorrow.it never made any sense.From then until i was about 10ish I was having dreams about people that I've never met and they would talk to me about Satan, rituals, demons, and then a year or so later, i met these people.and they said they have never met me, and have no interest in any religion.They were just druggies and hardcore stoners on probation.When i turned 14, everything that had to do with christianity pissed me off.and i had no clue why.A month or so ago i started drawing or doodleing.And i would get carried away.i started drawing symbols and pictures that i've never seen before.That's actually how i found the website, i decided to look up satanic symbols and i found the ones i drew.
so here comes my questions.Do the rituals actually work.?Is there anything bad that comes from them.?is mammon(sp?) really satan's son.?Is this religion real, instead of just another lie.?Do you have any proof.?
But any way, I found the JoyOfSatan website a couple days ago, read it, and started thinking about it.Since i was born i was attending a Christian church with my family.but since i was about four i started having these imaginary friends talking to me about Satan, and explaining to me how my preacher was lieing to me.When I was around 6 or 7, these friends disappeared.and i started forming a theory, or whatever, that god is a lie, because he loved me so much that if i did one little thing he disagreed with i would be sent to hell to burn forever.and that i never had a promise to tomorrow.it never made any sense.From then until i was about 10ish I was having dreams about people that I've never met and they would talk to me about Satan, rituals, demons, and then a year or so later, i met these people.and they said they have never met me, and have no interest in any religion.They were just druggies and hardcore stoners on probation.When i turned 14, everything that had to do with christianity pissed me off.and i had no clue why.A month or so ago i started drawing or doodleing.And i would get carried away.i started drawing symbols and pictures that i've never seen before.That's actually how i found the website, i decided to look up satanic symbols and i found the ones i drew.
so here comes my questions.Do the rituals actually work.?Is there anything bad that comes from them.?is mammon(sp?) really satan's son.?Is this religion real, instead of just another lie.?Do you have any proof.?