My Story...

[Deshasya Shasakah]

Instead of leaving this life, it is better to leave your relatives.

you should temporarily leave thoughts about love, sex etc. I don't know what country you are from, but if you are in a civilized secular country, then it's good. You can sue your father. Also, I don't know how old you are, in any case, there are different ways to become independent from parents, as well as different kinds of help.

You should find a job and leave your father. Also, one of the options is to go to study in another city or country.

Another thing I can advise is to obey, and pretend that you are a really good, lawful Muslim, and thus gain the trust of your relatives. Then most likely they will give you the phone, and then you will have to act extremely carefully.

Well, if everything is terribly difficult, then just leave home. Yes, you may have to spend the night on the street under a bridge or somewhere else. Or if you try, you can find a job where you will be provided with housing and food (some factory, for example, or perhaps some hotel)

 

[Imhotep]

If I have understood you correctly, you are only 15 years old. So of course you can't leave home. So for the time being, you should do as you are told at home, even if you find it difficult. You should avoid confrontation. Once you are at ToZ, you should choose a few exercises and do them wherever you can. If it is not possible, you can also simply speak to your Creator. Only when you are 18 years old can you leave your parental home, if you still want to. In any case, you should not throw your life away so easily. Life is the most precious thing you have been given. Without a life, nothing is possible for you. Sometimes there are hard phases in life that everyone has to go through. If you are really 15 years old, you only have 3 years until you come of age. Then all doors will be open to you. Stay brave!

 

[Asra]

Hello, Herainette. There is a series of things you can do to shift your situation for the better.

First, do the Dedication Ritual, to put yourself under the protection of the Gods.

Second, if you're forced to practice Islamic rites, do so if it means staying safe. They Gods aren't mad or disappointed that you're not improving in the way you'd like, as they understand your circumstances. Nothing renders killing yourself, as that is against all teachings about life they've given us. For your own safety, though, clean your Chakras and do the Aura of Protection daily. If you're not doing that yet, you should follow the 40 day programme written by High Priest. I suggest you also meditate a bit every day. You can do that lying down with your eyes closed at night, so your relatives will think you're sleeping, or in the shower, when they won't look for you. Make sure you won't be seen.

Another advice is that you should cut off toxic friendships that drag you down, like the 2 people you talked about, and be less apparent with who you're texting on your phone (aka, use a password, or delete messages every day, etc) Social media and sexting random men is not good for yourself regardless. Generally obey your father and pretend to follow his religion, if it will make him trust you, because you'll need your phone to keep in touch with the Forums. Don't open up to anyone about your affiliation here. Also, don't trust that boy doing spells for you. He's most likely clueless and a show off. Ask Satan for help instead.

Lastly, I am sorry you had to see a cow being slaughtered. This is abuse, same as the death threats that were issued to you. These should be illegal but are unfortunately permitted in states following these disgusting religions. Although there's little you can do about that if you live in an Islamic state, you can move out as soon as possible, for example when you start college. I'm telling you this so you never ever question, at one point, whether this is normal.

 

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Instead of leaving this life, it is better to leave your relatives.

you should temporarily leave thoughts about love, sex etc. I don't know what country you are from, but if you are in a civilized secular country, then it's good. You can sue your father. Also, I don't know how old you are, in any case, there are different ways to become independent from parents, as well as different kinds of help.

You should find a job and leave your father. Also, one of the options is to go to study in another city or country.

Another thing I can advise is to obey, and pretend that you are a really good, lawful Muslim, and thus gain the trust of your relatives. Then most likely they will give you the phone, and then you will have to act extremely carefully.

Well, if everything is terribly difficult, then just leave home. Yes, you may have to spend the night on the street under a bridge or somewhere else. Or if you try, you can find a job where you will be provided with housing and food (some factory, for example, or perhaps some hotel)

actually im not into sex or stuff the sexting that i did with that disgstng man was just used me and he knowed that i had daddy issues at home and he was nothing special just gaved me attention and for that guy ''orange moon'' i thought he would me my mentor my guide and all of this i learned that i just wanted to feel loved and taken care of which is the old times after i really really find my path i realized so much things so dw about me im so fine and taking care of myself my whole problem is my family and things that haunting me from my past memories i will be fine i hope thanks for your thoughts! <3

 

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Transgengerims is a degeneracy of the soul.

Bind your father with a binding spell, not seek to turn him into a slave.

Binding spell: https://templeofzeus.org/Banishing.html

In case you do not have the means to aquire the materials listed above: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/can-the-ritual-of-binding-be-performed-without-a-personal-item.292046/pos

Im healing slowly. And realizing few things now. My transexsuality was months ago which after i found my path i realized that im born as a male and if i try to change this it will never be the same as the opposite gender and i will be not a female nor male. Im better now. About my thought that me wanting to turn my father my ''slave'' is just my anger to him. He is ruining my life since i ever born. But now thanks to you i will try to bind him eternally. Any suggestions ? Also how i can make a poppit ?

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Im healing slowly. And realizing few things now. My transexsuality was months ago which after i found my path i realized that im born as a male and if i try to change this it will never be the same as the opposite gender and i will be not a female nor male. Im better now. About my thought that me wanting to turn my father my ''slave'' is just my anger to him. He is ruining my life since i ever born. But now thanks to you i will try to bind him eternally. Any suggestions ? Also how i can make a poppit ?

You can read more about transgengerims here: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/...e-alternative-to-marriage.290279/post-1077670

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Then bind him.

You don't necessary need a popppit, but if you insist:

What I did is take a bunch of hair from the person I wanted to bind and then some cloth and a sowing needle and I cut out a shape I wanted and then got to sowing it, before closing it up I stuffed it with that person's hair.

Make sure to have a small photo of them on the poppit or have a damn good visualisation.

After it is done (the ritual I mean), clean your aura and chakras THROUGHLY and FORGET about the working, otherwise your own thoughts are going to interfere with the workings out come.

 

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You can read more about transgengerims here: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/...e-alternative-to-marriage.290279/post-1077670

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Then bind him.

You don't necessary need a popppit, but if you insist:

What I did is take a bunch of hair from the person I wanted to bind and then some cloth and a sowing needle and I cut out a shape I wanted and then got to sowing it, before closing it up I stuffed it with that person's hair.

Make sure to have a small photo of them on the poppit or have a damn good visualisation.

After it is done (the ritual I mean), clean your aura and chakras THROUGHLY and FORGET about the working, otherwise your own thoughts are going to interfere with the workings out come.

Will it be ok if i just do what the page says ? beacuse when i enter the page it will open a few more pages and i don't have much time. Like enjecting elements to herbs. Also will it enough for me to do it only for 1 time ?

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Will it be ok if i just do what the page says ? beacuse when i enter the page it will open a few more pages and i don't have much time. Like enjecting elements to herbs. Also will it enough for me to do it only for 1 time ?

Just follow instructions on the site.

Read more here: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/...d-without-a-personal-item.292046/post-1089097

 

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E I'm sorry you had to go through this kind of situation, I'm a psychoanalysis student and I'm Brazilian, so forgive me if my English isn't the best. From what I've analyzed from your story The relationship with your Muslim family is extremely violent. Have you ever considered resorting to the law in these matters? Or to a relative who is less violent? Unfortunately, if there isn't, the best option is to pretend, to pretend to follow your family's dogmas until you achieve independence so you can be free. You seem like a great person, so don't give up on your life; I've had a history of suicide and today I can say that because I'm in Zevism I'm the happiest person I've been in years. So my advice is: Don't be shaken by others, see the light within yourself and go after it. Your potential is admirable and you are very strong, look for happiness within yourself. And about gender, I understand, I'm a trans guy from a Christian family, and I can say that I'm only alive today thanks to my psychological studies, I believe that looking for something to hold on to Getting what you really want is a very smart strategy. Stay well

Hello.

Thank you so much for this cute writing. About restoring to the law will be not good for me beacuse i need things i have as financial beacuse of my father. The law only will set me free but still not free beacuse of the poorness. And i don't have a relative who is rich or less violent. I am so angry at my self for trying to kill my self but it was before i was Zevist. I love myself so much now also about transgenderism it was the old me and transgenderism is not a okay thing for me beacuse im born as a male and if i try to change this it will be not same as natural womans also i will be not a man person at all. This thought of myself was just beacuse i love being feminine it feels home and it feels my true self. But still i can't change the fact that im biological male and i will be male for this entire life only feminine. Just don't worry about me at all and thank you so much again for worrying about me. I will be ask Satan and other gods for help. They will be with me they always been. And i did/will do some spells to fix this cursed brain and soul ( My dad ) if i don't fix it he will be only fixed for me.

Im so good so okay so happy and free as birds. THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAİNN <3