Would like some form of guidance or tips

[a_if_why_are]

Hello, I've been a long-time lurker of the Joy of Satan website and community, but I've never actually reached out to anyone. I'm writing this now in the hopes that someone can direct me on what I should do (I believe I've already gone through the dedication ritual, trying to work on a Love/Sex spell but I'm not quite sure if I'm doing things right). 
Though are a lot of conversations going on, everything feels a bit scattered; I understand that people don't give out their personal information for fear of being attacked, but I was wondering if there was a public chatroom of sorts (on, say, Kik, or IRC) or a different forum used. 
May I ask why content on the site seems to be of varying quality?
Additionally, is there someone I can talk to about Christianity? Coming from a Christian family, I'm very curious as to how ex-Christians view the Bible and its teachings, and the validity of the statements made (especially on 'Exposing Christianity'), and the uses that it has, albeit a construct of men to mentally enslave men or a story written by a vicious, hateful deity. 
Thank you for reading, and for your time, 
~ Aeif

 

[shantikami]

I escaped from Roman Catholicism a long time ago, and I can totally see how xianity can be used to enslave humanity.

You have to abase yourself before this great and terrible omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent (yet completely invisible to all the senses) being. If you do anything wrong, he's going to send you into a torture pit for eternity...no take backsies.

His supposed favorite angel son didn't want to kiss new humanity's a@@/thought he was better than everyone else...got beaten up and thrown into the pit. Not that he had a choice, mind you, because some xians believe everything we do is predetermined and predestined...which means their imaginary satan HAD to fall, whether he liked it or not.

Their image of an all-good, all-loving god is that of an unfair bully,  tyrannical and insanely vain. If you don't believe a jewish reform rabbi was god's alter ego, born to understand humanity, and violently murdered, now scapegoat who takes all your sins away if you'd just submit... Unless you're actively and happily gay/queer, in which case you're hosed.

*//endrant*

As for a place for conversations, there is this forum group: JOY OF SATAN  
Hope I've helped!