May not be a bad idea to do a banishing, another time the returning curses part I, and double your aop.
Sounds like a thoughtform though just saying.
As for reputation, I personally barely give a damn fuck about that anymore. It is a relateable thing. Only people that have known you personally (only for a certain period of time) know a bit about you, and this is not even the full you.
If you stand out, if you are different in any way, if you are more mature, or somehow a little bit strange, there are plenty of reasons for stupids to try and drag you down. Even if you're the most mediocre person ever some will still bully or gossip about you.
What matters is what you are doing NOW, that you are bettering yourself and focussing on that. Whatever someone else thinks (about you) is a secundary thing.
Remember one thing though, it is YOUR DAMN RIGHT to put people back into their place.
Also, when some start seeing the better side of you, that is a positive thing to you (but like I said there are a damn lot people that want to try and pull shit no matter what).. and your 'reputation'.
Sounds like a thoughtform though just saying.
As for reputation, I personally barely give a damn fuck about that anymore. It is a relateable thing. Only people that have known you personally (only for a certain period of time) know a bit about you, and this is not even the full you.
If you stand out, if you are different in any way, if you are more mature, or somehow a little bit strange, there are plenty of reasons for stupids to try and drag you down. Even if you're the most mediocre person ever some will still bully or gossip about you.
What matters is what you are doing NOW, that you are bettering yourself and focussing on that. Whatever someone else thinks (about you) is a secundary thing.
Remember one thing though, it is YOUR DAMN RIGHT to put people back into their place.
Also, when some start seeing the better side of you, that is a positive thing to you (but like I said there are a damn lot people that want to try and pull shit no matter what).. and your 'reputation'.