Hi Everyone,
I recently joined this forum and wanted to introduce myself; since I have not found a dedicated space for this purpose, since this topic is named "Who are you?", I am telling who I am right here.
I am a mixed-blood French from my father and korean from my mother; I was born and "grown up" in France, so I am culturally French. There is nothing korean in myself: I cannot even speak the language and I abhor the korean "culture".
I had been atheistic from age 0 to 32; at home, there was no religion.
I had been saved from all those prohibitions listed in the holy hook and from those Sunday duties; I had not been saved from all those prohibitions and those stupid duties originating from the korean way to educate children! There was still spirituality at home: get good grades, go to University, get a good boring job at an MNC, so that you can buy a car and a home; ignore the rest!
I was always wondering, whereas children education is synonymous with raising children and growing up, why my education was the exact opposite, and why I had to accept it!
I was forbidden to go out with friends, I was forbidden to have a girlfriend, I was forbidden to say I loved my aunt, I was forbidden to say that the town she was living in is great, I was forbidden anything!
I wanted to drive car, my mother did not want me to. I wanted to have a girlfriend, my mother did not want me to. I wanted to study away from home, my mother did not want me to. I wanted to do anything, my mother did not want me to.
I rebelled for the first time at age 20, which is not acceptable in the Korean culture, which eventually led to my parents definitely banning me from the family at age 28.
I felt lost at that time; it took me over a year to recover from the shock of being banned and to start finding myself. I can proudly look back at age 42 at all the work I have achieved on myself; I can also say that it will take many more years to completely recover from that downbringing.
I thought I would find the answer to my problems in christianity. I thought that due to the fact I had not been baptized, the naked nailed carpenter could not even be aware of my existence; I became pentecostal at age 32 upon 2 years researching.
I left the church less than 6 months after I had joined: when one reads the holy hook like I did, it becomes obvious that there is a clear mismatch between the scriptures and the preaches, that are not even being put in practice! Even the church systems as we know them are not in the holy book: it never came in question to build churches and found such organizations; even the holy book writes again the common church practices such as baptism, tithing or offerings!
I belong to the minority of people, who has really read the holy hook: the great majority of christians does not even make the effort to read it, so they believe the preaches of their so-called shepherd based on verses taken out of context, and they remain afraid of losing their salvation if they leave the church.
I had the courage to do this, but I still continued to believe in the naked nailed carpenter: by myself, at my home, without any church or any so-called brother-in-torah-law.
I woke up at age 38, when I was travelling to Thailand: for anyone travelling there with clear eyes, it becomes obvious that the heaven-or-hell-after-only-one-life-on-Earth does not make sense at all, and that reincarnation is much closer to the reality. Only those troublemakers, namely the christian missionaries coming to Thailand, remain blind; their coming had even been prophesized in the psalms 114 of their holy hook: they got eyes but they don't see (nose on the smartphone when walking), they got ears but they don't hear (headphones in the ears while walking), they got a mouth but they don't speak (they do not make the effort to learn Thai, so they push away people standing on their ways instead of apologizing), they have feet but they don't walk (walking 3 meters on foot is too much of an effort for those coke and burger-fed pigs). The one who helped me wake up was none less than the naked nailed carpenter himself: when I requested his help a year earlier, as I was in Vietnam, he glanced through his absence! In fact, he was at the swimming pool taking swimming classes, since he cannot swim, hence the reason why he walks over water...
I have become a proud Apostate at age 38! Until then, my life could have been summed up in just jumping from korean prohibitions to nazarene ones! I woke up fully broke and lacking self-confidence, having built nothing in my life!
I can say only one thing: christians are the most ignorant people on Earth! This is no wonder: their holy hook promotes ignorance! Worse: since the nazarene claimed there would be only one way to heaven, namely his, the christians have the sad tendency to believe, there would be only one way to do things. And a christian often believes the only way to do things is his! As a software developer, haven't you faced any idiot asking you "why did you code it this way and not that way" ? As a musician, haven't you faced any ignorant telling you "this is not the way to play Beethoven" ? Or when baking a cake your way, someone telling you that you cannot bake a cake just because you don't do it his way? What else is to expect when the holy hook is to be summed up in "I am the only way; ignore the rest!"...
I also believe, most christians deserve to die! As I would have deserved it as well... I am just taking them at their own hohly words: the nazarene said "Don't judge others, and you will not be judged". Fact is: christians are also the most judgmental people on Earth, thus all sinning again their own master. And what are the wages of sin according to their holy hook? Death!
I also used to believe that the extensive use of "I" and "my" would be bad, showing a lack of humility. But in the meanwhile, I have understood the importance of using "I".
I did the best thing in my life leaving christianity for good!
I moved to Thailand at age 41, as the borders opened again amidst covid-19. I studied a little about buddhism. One interesting aspect is about enlightenment: buddhists compare it with climbing a mountain. And they believe there can be many ways to reach the top of the mountain, unlike the christian only-one-narrow-way... But from what I observe here in Thailand and before in Cambodia as well, buddhism also has its fair share of rotten fruits! I don't want to get into further detail, since I did not study buddhism like I studied christianity, and since I don't have any resentment toward buddhists as I have toward christians.
I accidentally discovered the loveenki.com website and about Enki. Upon reading some interesting articles and hearing some videos from her, I started to research about Caroline Bright.
I have this healthy habit to question everything. And this is exactly how I found this present forum: her website and her name is mentioned in one of the topics, it was not difficult for Google to find this forum. Then, I discovered your websites Joy of Satan, Death of Communism and co., and started to read them.
I decided to register, first to read, then to ask questions.
I always question everything, so I hope I will not offend people with my questions.
I have this healthy habit to question everything; it is precisely that healthy habit that helped me get out of the hoax.
I thank you very much for your kind attention.
