safrgahaer
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hello...a while ago, i was a practicing satanist, under a different name...but due to personal reasons, i turned my back on satanism for a time. but now...things have gotten fairly hard for me over the last few months, and so...im limping back so to speak...
if the gods will have me agein, i'd like to return...i know they can help me with life and the like, but i have little, to nothing to offer in return other than gratitude. at least, for the foreseeable future
i still remember the very basics, power meditation, cleansing of the auras, and the general ritual to Satan (though i must recap on how to do it...) twice before i tryed the Hells army, "spiritual warfare training program" however, i found it quite difficult to advance past the seccond month, i dont know why, but i just...stopped.
my only question for now is, after getting settled agein, with the above...what then? how should i attempt to move on to the rest of the content? could someone point me in the right direction? i'd like to take things more slowly this time around...
my thanks in advance for any that would help
for any that would be interested, it has been a year or more since ive actively practiced
if the gods will have me agein, i'd like to return...i know they can help me with life and the like, but i have little, to nothing to offer in return other than gratitude. at least, for the foreseeable future
i still remember the very basics, power meditation, cleansing of the auras, and the general ritual to Satan (though i must recap on how to do it...) twice before i tryed the Hells army, "spiritual warfare training program" however, i found it quite difficult to advance past the seccond month, i dont know why, but i just...stopped.
my only question for now is, after getting settled agein, with the above...what then? how should i attempt to move on to the rest of the content? could someone point me in the right direction? i'd like to take things more slowly this time around...
my thanks in advance for any that would help
for any that would be interested, it has been a year or more since ive actively practiced