What is your origin story?

[Basileus]

I always had been what I am, in this reincarnation when I have heard the name " Satan " for the first time it gave me a nostalgic and peaceful feeling then I knew that I will never stop looking for answers as I had this urge to be reconnected with GOD [Satan] I have start doing my research . Feeling how Satan really is I have started to look upon satanist websites where I have seen many wierd and disgusting ones which has nothing to do with true satanism and Satan true self and our God's just mocking them and making them looking as "evil" and I just knew that's bullshit and then I found Jos and everything started to look exactly as I supposed it will look, as the truth is not as the enemy try to make truth look.

I will come back with a topic about my origin and how all started.

 

[Kitsunebi]

I became an Zevism because I was firstly motivated with revenge and wanting to get back at all those who caused me a lot of bullshit since childhood, but my head got clearer and sharper as I stayed here and kept living and just surviving.

All that bullying, all the outcasting, physical abuse even from a screwed xtian fanatic dad and whatever else, I am here now because I want a brighter future where no one has to suffer like I did. Where no one will ever tread into the same darkness my dad and I did.

 

[Epiphany]

In my country, it takes luck to find the site, and talent to understand it. We can't use Google search, and every way you can think of to find this website. Some people, even if they find it, are unable to understand it. So, one must have both luck and talent to become a member.

Many years ago, when I was a middle school student, I was interested in mythology. I encountered a series of coincidences that led me to find this website.

By the time I found this website, Pluto was just beginning to transit my 12th house. Maybe Pluto brought this event to me.

Interesting, I was also having 12th house transits during the time I was getting into the JOS.

 

[Dragonheart666]

I was told about this website. Because I was curious and confused about Satanism. And wanted to know the truth. I have been a member on here for quite some time. Learning for myself. And figuring it out. As a witness and a Spiritual Satanist.
I was born and raised in a Christian family. And just simply wanted to know the truth about Satan. And the more I hear about him the more I learn about myself. And I am glad I'm here.❤

 

[serpentskirt]

When i was a kid and had my own phone for the first time, searching spiritual things on internet cause ever since i could remember i have interest about these things. firstly i researched about parapsychology, paganism and witchcraft. I was twelve years old so i really believed that i'm a witch...
i tried to do telekinesis, astral projection, chakra meditations etc. but then i get bored, because it felt like idle around. so i searched more about various religions. right before i met with satanism, i saw a dream. me and my family were walking by a gloomy back street. there was a big tall wall beside us. i wondered whats behind it. i stopped and climbed through the garbage dump. there was a whole different hidden world. i saw a giant metallic pyramid, remaining in the air. theres something very shiny under it, like lava or something. i dont know what and how but i was sure that huge pyramid was serving an important purpose, or like the source of everything. at first it was just a catchy dream, now i can clearly see it was about me being Zevism. because few days later that dream, i read three short pdf books about an ecole of satanism. it was all shitty and fictive but it was my first step to join satanism. it helped me reverse the cards, the devil they taught me is real god and the god they taught me is real devil. i wanted to learn more and searched about satanism. right after, i found a spiritual satanism website and couldn't stop reading and reading and reading because it all makes sense after all this searching and all informations on internet... i was 14 years old when i met with spiritual satanism. finally i felt like every piece is falling into right place. i was captivated by how spiritual satanism expains everything with reasons and documents and history and giving me a purpose to live.
Happy ending

 

[dragonforce666]

As a teen I was an edgy metalhead, attracted to Satanic symbolism and themes in music.

It led me to wanting to "sell my soul" to play music or something.. So I got into occult stuff online. luckily I found JoS relatively early. otherwise I would've gotten into some qlippothic bullshit.

I remember it was HP HC's sermons that made me seriously consider this path. I've listened to many 'truthers' and conspiracy theories online, but HC's words are on a totally different level. For which I am very thankful coming across. And to have been around when HPS Pythia was, is an honour.

Anyways, I dedicated about a week or two later, despite some doubts. The first time I contacted Satan, at a beautiful location in nature over water, is a night i'll never forget... and I never looked back since.

It's been a long hard road, but my life has meaning and fulfillment, couldn't be more proud to be apart of something.

Hail Satan!

 

[Ælberiigor]

Th, you probably remember me,the ANUBIS guy

Of course ! It's thanks to you that I'm here !
You have good memory, I talked about Bardon and thought that Satan was Saturn during our discussion...

The fight is on another level now, I'm dedicated since few days and started french translations.

 

[AFODO]

everything else ouside of that is mostly based on half-truths

Yes but it is worth to realize that we don't leave in the absolute truth inside the JoS neither. And this is fine as this is a part of our advancement. A lot of things have been said in the past that we now know to be false, and there is probably a lot of things we commonly believe to be true now, and might be false. Knowing the absolute truth on most things is highly depends on personal advancement.

 

[Satyanik]

I was always interested in the occult and started studying early in life. I have many stories of paranormal experiences, scary and not so scary, that go as far back as i can remember. it's always been a normal thing to me

I've also always felt something off about xianity. I remember telling my cousin once how i just pictured a bunch of priests around a cauldron absorbing all the prayers from people and using it for malicious intent. they laughed but i was serious

they gave me a couple books about different practices when i expressed interest. i studied wicca and voodoo in particular but never liked how you needed to collect all these strange ingredients and bury them in jars and stuff. it never felt right so i kept looking

then one day i was watching a paranormal activity style movie about a guy who summoned a demon as a joke and paid the price for it, i can't remember the name. but i was intrigued by the power of the demons and wanted to learn from them, and i thought maybe if i was respectful instead of being like the guy in the movie maybe they'd teach me

so i googled how to summon a demon and the first result was the jos articles on it. i studied the whole website and the more i read the more i liked it. i dedicated soon after and started doing Ritual's. ive since fallen off a bit consistency wise but my heart has always been and will always be with the gods

 

[Blizzard_Owl]

I first found the jos site a decade ago as i was just casually searching up how to get a succubus, at the time i was in an anti-xianity phase and went full "Black metal scary devil man is actually cool" phase, and i was a horny teenager. I then saw the full site with the description and it made more and more sense the more i read.

The sex demons were why i joined but the promise of knowledge, power, saving my species and embracing culture is why i stayed as i grew up and got wiser.

 

[Lost in Translation 3]

Interesting, I was also having 12th house transits during the time I was getting into the JOS.

can you teach me how to read the natal chart, I've no luck.

 

[Babalel666]

i was originally an xtian, but quickly became disillusioned with it. i moved on to wicca, quickly moved from that to norse paganism, and then not long ago i found the JoS site and it resonated with my soul like no faith i had encountered before. i made the decision to dedicate myself to Satan and ever since ive been reading the JoS on pretty much daily basis.