What do I do or Where do I go?

[Kass]

I am 18 years old. I am still living at home so I have to abide by my moms rules. I am having a hard time with making a commitment to Satan due to my family. My brother is a Christian boy as well as his dad. My mom will not allow any rituals of any kind under her roof. We are going to be moving to a different city and my aunt and 4 cousins are moving with us. That is 8 people in a 4 bedroom house. My aunt, brother, and 3 cousins are Christian. My other cousin is Catholic. My father is becoming a Christian Preacher and if he finds out that I am dedicating to Satan, he will try to pound Christianity into my head once again. I recently started cutting communication with my dad. Bottom line, I don't have privacy to meditate, perform rituals or summonings, or to even have an alter without being threatened. What should I do? Should I try to find a quiet place at the college? Or, what do I do? I do not want Satan to think I am not going to make a commitment to him.

 

[S A]

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANIC.html
^
On the bottom of that webpage, it does say that you can perform the dedication on the astral level and it'd still be valid.

--- In , "Kass" <kasstar14@... wrote:

I am 18 years old. I am still living at home so I have to abide by my moms rules. I am having a hard time with making a commitment to Satan due to my family. My brother is a Christian boy as well as his dad. My mom will not allow any rituals of any kind under her roof. We are going to be moving to a different city and my aunt and 4 cousins are moving with us. That is 8 people in a 4 bedroom house. My aunt, brother, and 3 cousins are Christian. My other cousin is Catholic. My father is becoming a Christian Preacher and if he finds out that I am dedicating to Satan, he will try to pound Christianity into my head once again. I recently started cutting communication with my dad. Bottom line, I don't have privacy to meditate, perform rituals or summonings, or to even have an alter without being threatened. What should I do? Should I try to find a quiet place at the college? Or, what do I do? I do not want Satan to think I am not going to make a commitment to him.

 

[David1]

Lord Satan understands.

but this is just a phase, when you dedicate to Lord Satan. things will get better. it may not happen over night, but it will.

even if you have a piece of paper with the prayer on it, a blue candle, and razor, or something.

it is just fine.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In , "Kass" <kasstar14@... wrote:

I am 18 years old. I am still living at home so I have to abide by my moms rules. I am having a hard time with making a commitment to Satan due to my family. My brother is a Christian boy as well as his dad. My mom will not allow any rituals of any kind under her roof. We are going to be moving to a different city and my aunt and 4 cousins are moving with us. That is 8 people in a 4 bedroom house. My aunt, brother, and 3 cousins are Christian. My other cousin is Catholic. My father is becoming a Christian Preacher and if he finds out that I am dedicating to Satan, he will try to pound Christianity into my head once again. I recently started cutting communication with my dad. Bottom line, I don't have privacy to meditate, perform rituals or summonings, or to even have an alter without being threatened. What should I do? Should I try to find a quiet place at the college? Or, what do I do? I do not want Satan to think I am not going to make a commitment to him.

 

[derikgsthreesixs23]

--- In , "David" <garimevil@... wrote:

Lord Satan understands.

but this is just a phase, when you dedicate to Lord Satan. things will get better. it may not happen over night, but it will.

even if you have a piece of paper with the prayer on it, a blue candle, and razor, or something.

it is just fine.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In , "Kass" <kasstar14@ wrote:

I am 18 years old. I am still living at home so I have to abide by my moms rules. I am having a hard time with making a commitment to Satan due to my family. My brother is a Christian boy as well as his dad. My mom will not allow any rituals of any kind under her roof. We are going to be moving to a different city and my aunt and 4 cousins are moving with us. That is 8 people in a 4 bedroom house. My aunt, brother, and 3 cousins are Christian. My other cousin is Catholic. My father is becoming a Christian Preacher and if he finds out that I am dedicating to Satan, he will try to pound Christianity into my head once again. I recently started cutting communication with my dad. Bottom line, I don't have privacy to meditate, perform rituals or summonings, or to even have an alter without being threatened. What should I do? Should I try to find a quiet place at the college? Or, what do I do? I do not want Satan to think I am not going to make a commitment to him.

Dedicate in the bathroom or in the park at night. You can definetly do void meditation and foundation meditation in bed at night. You can also practice visualisation and by the time your situation gets better you'll be really good at it and you'll be easly be able to advance and move on to fresh meditations. There's always a way, you just gotta find it.

 

[roadtohel]

--- In , "Kass" <kasstar14@... wrote:

I am 18 years old. I am still living at home so I have to abide by my moms rules. I am having a hard time with making a commitment to Satan due to my family. My brother is a Christian boy as well as his dad. My mom will not allow any rituals of any kind under her roof. We are going to be moving to a different city and my aunt and 4 cousins are moving with us. That is 8 people in a 4 bedroom house. My aunt, brother, and 3 cousins are Christian. My other cousin is Catholic. My father is becoming a Christian Preacher and if he finds out that I am dedicating to Satan, he will try to pound Christianity into my head once again. I recently started cutting communication with my dad. Bottom line, I don't have privacy to meditate, perform rituals or summonings, or to even have an alter without being threatened. What should I do? Should I try to find a quiet place at the college? Or, what do I do? I do not want Satan to think I am not going to make a commitment to him.

All you need is your mind, no human can enter your own personal thoughts.You are eighteen and have a whole world to explore once you break your bonds. Not to say to leave your family behind, just make some space when you finally get your own freedom. Satan understands, just be patient. Never forget that all the guidance you have ever needed is in closing your eyes and just asking. You don't need tons of privacy, i am sure you go to the bathroom, change your clothes, bathe ,sleep, and do many other things in your own privacy.

 

[Allyson Ford]

Exactly Satan will understand your situation. Your heart and Satan know the truth. 
Wow I would hate to be living in that situation!! You are going to need to stay strong as ever! The great thing is nobody around you knows what's going on in your head and heart! 
Hail Satan!!! Hail Amun-Ra

-Allyson Ford 

On Aug 12, 2011, at 1:02 AM, "derikgsthreesixs23" <derikgsthreesixs23@... wrote:

 

--- [/IMG][/email][/url], "David" <garimevil@... wrote:

Lord Satan understands.

but this is just a phase, when you dedicate to Lord Satan. things will get better. it may not happen over night, but it will.

even if you have a piece of paper with the prayer on it, a blue candle, and razor, or something.

it is just fine.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- [/IMG][/email][/url], "Kass" <kasstar14@ wrote:

I am 18 years old. I am still living at home so I have to abide by my moms rules. I am having a hard time with making a commitment to Satan due to my family. My brother is a Christian boy as well as his dad. My mom will not allow any rituals of any kind under her roof. We are going to be moving to a different city and my aunt and 4 cousins are moving with us. That is 8 people in a 4 bedroom house. My aunt, brother, and 3 cousins are Christian. My other cousin is Catholic. My father is becoming a Christian Preacher and if he finds out that I am dedicating to Satan, he will try to pound Christianity into my head once again. I recently started cutting communication with my dad. Bottom line, I don't have privacy to meditate, perform rituals or summonings, or to even have an alter without being threatened. What should I do? Should I try to find a quiet place at the college? Or, what do I do? I do not want Satan to think I am not going to make a commitment to him.

Dedicate in the bathroom or in the park at night. You can definetly do void meditation and foundation meditation in bed at night. You can also practice visualisation and by the time your situation gets better you'll be really good at it and you'll be easly be able to advance and move on to fresh meditations. There's always a way, you just gotta find it.

 

[Kass]

I recently stood up to my dad, and ill tell you i feel so much better about it. He is trying to us the Xian line, "I will pray for you." and I told him I don't want him to try and change me. I told him, "Dad you are going to have to accept 5 things about me, 1..my sexuality, 2 my decision to have my beliefs. 3. my cussing (he tries to change me) 4. the fact that im not gonna change, and 5. the fact that he has no choice." and this morning he sent me a message saying he was sorry. I am a forgiving person by nature, but the intuitive part of me is telling me, my dad is trying to trick me into trusting him. That is what he did before. By saying he accepted me exctly as i am and then he goes and tells me my sexuality is wrong. So I think he is trying to trick me. And I have been meditating. I started keeping a journal of my daily meditations. I am working on my intuitive side, entering myself into a trance state, and doing my objective as a Spiritual Satanist. Informing people but not cramming it down their throats. I told my dad that he was forcing it down my throat when i didnt want it, and that he was pushing me away, I was honest. And he tried to play the same trick on me, so I'm sayin no more. I feel like telling my dad to fuck off.

HAIL SATAN!!!

--- In , Allyson Ford <dectotaku34@... wrote:

Exactly Satan will understand your situation. Your heart and Satan know the truth.

Wow I would hate to be living in that situation!! You are going to need to stay strong as ever! The great thing is nobody around you knows what's going on in your head and heart!

Hail Satan!!! Hail Amun-Ra

-Allyson Ford

On Aug 12, 2011, at 1:02 AM, "derikgsthreesixs23" <derikgsthreesixs23@... wrote:



--- In , "David" <garimevil@ wrote:

Lord Satan understands.

but this is just a phase, when you dedicate to Lord Satan. things will get better. it may not happen over night, but it will.

even if you have a piece of paper with the prayer on it, a blue candle, and razor, or something.

it is just fine.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In , "Kass" <kasstar14@ wrote:

I am 18 years old. I am still living at home so I have to abide by my moms rules. I am having a hard time with making a commitment to Satan due to my family. My brother is a Christian boy as well as his dad. My mom will not allow any rituals of any kind under her roof. We are going to be moving to a different city and my aunt and 4 cousins are moving with us. That is 8 people in a 4 bedroom house. My aunt, brother, and 3 cousins are Christian. My other cousin is Catholic. My father is becoming a Christian Preacher and if he finds out that I am dedicating to Satan, he will try to pound Christianity into my head once again. I recently started cutting communication with my dad. Bottom line, I don't have privacy to meditate, perform rituals or summonings, or to even have an alter without being threatened. What should I do? Should I try to find a quiet place at the college? Or, what do I do? I do not want Satan to think I am not going to make a commitment to him.

Dedicate in the bathroom or in the park at night. You can definetly do void meditation and foundation meditation in bed at night. You can also practice visualisation and by the time your situation gets better you'll be really good at it and you'll be easly be able to advance and move on to fresh meditations. There's always a way, you just gotta find it.

 

[Kass]

You are absolutely right. It's amazing. Before I got to Satan and before I committed, I was lonely, depended on everyone for everything in my life and i even acted like a kid. I have gotta alot of compliments after saying how I look happier. I don't feel alone anymore. And I'm happy. It's worth people thinking I'm looney toons cuz I know the truth.

--- In , "roadtohel" <roadtohel@... wrote:



--- In , "Kass" <kasstar14@ wrote:

I am 18 years old. I am still living at home so I have to abide by my moms rules. I am having a hard time with making a commitment to Satan due to my family. My brother is a Christian boy as well as his dad. My mom will not allow any rituals of any kind under her roof. We are going to be moving to a different city and my aunt and 4 cousins are moving with us. That is 8 people in a 4 bedroom house. My aunt, brother, and 3 cousins are Christian. My other cousin is Catholic. My father is becoming a Christian Preacher and if he finds out that I am dedicating to Satan, he will try to pound Christianity into my head once again. I recently started cutting communication with my dad. Bottom line, I don't have privacy to meditate, perform rituals or summonings, or to even have an alter without being threatened. What should I do? Should I try to find a quiet place at the college? Or, what do I do? I do not want Satan to think I am not going to make a commitment to him.



All you need is your mind, no human can enter your own personal thoughts.You are eighteen and have a whole world to explore once you break your bonds. Not to say to leave your family behind, just make some space when you finally get your own freedom. Satan understands, just be patient. Never forget that all the guidance you have ever needed is in closing your eyes and just asking. You don't need tons of privacy, i am sure you go to the bathroom, change your clothes, bathe ,sleep, and do many other things in your own privacy.

 

[kvnfidler]

Your 18 so your technically an adult, get a job and move out. The best thing you could do would be to save some money and find a house on realtor.com and get 1 or 2 of your friends to rent. Depending on how expensive the house is you could have it paid off within a year. I paid cash for my house.

Hail Satan!
Hail Buer!

--- In , "Kass" <kasstar14@... wrote:

You are absolutely right. It's amazing. Before I got to Satan and before I committed, I was lonely, depended on everyone for everything in my life and i even acted like a kid. I have gotta alot of compliments after saying how I look happier. I don't feel alone anymore. And I'm happy. It's worth people thinking I'm looney toons cuz I know the truth.

--- In , "roadtohel" <roadtohel@ wrote:



--- In , "Kass" <kasstar14@ wrote:

I am 18 years old. I am still living at home so I have to abide by my moms rules. I am having a hard time with making a commitment to Satan due to my family. My brother is a Christian boy as well as his dad. My mom will not allow any rituals of any kind under her roof. We are going to be moving to a different city and my aunt and 4 cousins are moving with us. That is 8 people in a 4 bedroom house. My aunt, brother, and 3 cousins are Christian. My other cousin is Catholic. My father is becoming a Christian Preacher and if he finds out that I am dedicating to Satan, he will try to pound Christianity into my head once again. I recently started cutting communication with my dad. Bottom line, I don't have privacy to meditate, perform rituals or summonings, or to even have an alter without being threatened. What should I do? Should I try to find a quiet place at the college? Or, what do I do? I do not want Satan to think I am not going to make a commitment to him.



All you need is your mind, no human can enter your own personal thoughts.You are eighteen and have a whole world to explore once you break your bonds. Not to say to leave your family behind, just make some space when you finally get your own freedom. Satan understands, just be patient. Never forget that all the guidance you have ever needed is in closing your eyes and just asking. You don't need tons of privacy, i am sure you go to the bathroom, change your clothes, bathe ,sleep, and do many other things in your own privacy.