On 6/30/13, Anakin Skywalker <
anakinskywalker629@... wrote:
to be perfectly honest - there are still some days that go by where i
struggle with emotional trauma induced by the religious cult that i got
involved in as a youth. I still get nightmares of hell from time to time
and feel fear when i am supposed to go to church - this has to do with the
very rigid dogmatism and fear-based preaching that i went through during
that time. They told me i was going to be punished or go to hell for
everything!
One of the big things i was taught was to simply "trust in the lord" and to
simply turn the other cheek which in my opinion leads to breakdown of the
self and dependence on the group...
But you know what happened just a day ago? I was having some nightmares and
unable to sleep i listened to some satanic sermons...and it hit me in a new
and unique way, like when you already know something is true but someone
phrases it to you in a new way that just shocks you in an unforgettable
way - christianity really is a religion for slaves. I really was
brainwashed...its funny how some churches claim to be "exposing" cults and
yet do everything they accuse others are doing. As I learn more about
empowering the soul, I am beginning to take charge of my own destiny and my
own life...and every day i am getting stronger and more productive in every
way!
Thank you, my brothers and sisters, for being the insturments of my
liberation.
\m/ Hail Satan! \m/
On Sat, Jun 29, 2013 at 8:24 AM, richardlesterhailsatan11 <
richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:
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No more severe depression, no more suicidal thoughts like I use to have
ALL the time, no more very low self-esteem, and I can see and sense the
astral and those that reside there to an extent, which I never could
before
I became a Spiritual Satanist. Now I'm opening up my telepathic ability,
and I could move objects with my mind to a very small extent, but I can
do
it... I pray to Father Satan to not give me any abilities unless I
deserve/earn them. Last thing I want to become is selfish... I got enough
flaws as it is lol, but yeah, my life is A LOT better since serving
Father,
and I choose so, because I want to.

And I harbor a lot of hate for the
enemy... a lot.