War Commands From Satan And The Gods

[Usthepeople666]

I don't think you did not get a communication of some sort, but you need to ground so that you are better off with everything.

If you don't do that you will be needing lots of this ointment as you'll start to reap the results of what you refuse to look at as indicated by everyone here.

Good luck to you.

Again thank you and sorry everyone
I really didnt know I never had asked Satan to bless my house and kept fucking up( not the meditations and RTRs) they remained constant, but my own life I guess
Self care from now on a bit
Now I kind of understand why I heard " curses" while doing the RTRs , I thought they were normal xD( stupid me again).

And again new members who join and if you read this , do write out your problems so you can get help like I got here from everyone.
From the most basic things like the meaning of "dedication" to other things like be a yogi etc.

Thank you for the help everyone


And sorry if I wrote shit during this phase, I really just wanted to write where I fucked up but as smoking causes holes in aura I kept getting bullshit in my mind( again if I understood this correct ).

Basically I was digging my own grave by literally screaming the RTR( I was full of lets do this shit , one RTR a day keeps the Juden away xD) to the point I had to explain my dad what a RTR is xD

Take Care
Hail Satan
Hail Gods of Hell
Hail SS
Hail SR

Hey Buddy. You are way over stimulated huh? You need a vacation. Just drop most things and go have fun. We have pretty much wiped them out.

Take a week to come down and do something you enjoy. Relax.

Then slowly add back.

I would obsess over food, to where I couldnt eat anything. Just meat and some vegetables. This really impacted me mentally. The Gods would come and be like eat carbs! Go have a dessert. Enjoy something, the mind cannot take fanatical dieting non stop.

Good job on all you have done to wipe out the enemy! Everyone deserves a rest.

Also I dont really know if I got over stimulated but not cleaning my aura and not knowing about enemy nordics did fuck me up. I remember walking around happily during that week just enjoying, reading , studying , music , everything when I heard an entity literally screaming and asking me to kill myself. I got kind of scared and just stopped following the 8 fold full development path , my vril just kept going down till the point I couldnt do anything of importance anymore . Only RTRs and just lying on bed all day. Not knowing I seriously got attacked . Everyone helped a lot , SS family , Astaroth ( my GD) literally just asking me to close my eyes and " listen" and "see" entities .
Avoid burnout at all costs
And also should know how to protect self against enemy entities.

 

[Usthepeople666]

I don't think you did not get a communication of some sort, but you need to ground so that you are better off with everything.

If you don't do that you will be needing lots of this ointment as you'll start to reap the results of what you refuse to look at as indicated by everyone here.

Good luck to you.

Again thank you and sorry everyone
I really didnt know I never had asked Satan to bless my house and kept fucking up( not the meditations and RTRs) they remained constant, but my own life I guess
Self care from now on a bit
Now I kind of understand why I heard " curses" while doing the RTRs , I thought they were normal xD( stupid me again).

And again new members who join and if you read this , do write out your problems so you can get help like I got here from everyone.
From the most basic things like the meaning of "dedication" to other things like be a yogi etc.

Thank you for the help everyone


And sorry if I wrote shit during this phase, I really just wanted to write where I fucked up but as smoking causes holes in aura I kept getting bullshit in my mind( again if I understood this correct ).

Basically I was digging my own grave by literally screaming the RTR( I was full of lets do this shit , one RTR a day keeps the Juden away xD) to the point I had to explain my dad what a RTR is xD

Take Care
Hail Satan
Hail Gods of Hell
Hail SS
Hail SR

Hey Buddy. You are way over stimulated huh? You need a vacation. Just drop most things and go have fun. We have pretty much wiped them out.

Take a week to come down and do something you enjoy. Relax.

Then slowly add back.

I would obsess over food, to where I couldnt eat anything. Just meat and some vegetables. This really impacted me mentally. The Gods would come and be like eat carbs! Go have a dessert. Enjoy something, the mind cannot take fanatical dieting non stop.

Good job on all you have done to wipe out the enemy! Everyone deserves a rest.

After I screamed Melek Ta'us that day. I kind of woke up in the middle of my sleep just to look out of the window and it was colours of some sort screaming "this is our world". Kind of started breaking down like crazy.
That is why I started to realise my own thoughts versus when entities speak. To understand what I am saying and what I don't actually want to say.
Plus the attacks on my family too. Like really crazy attacks . Now its all good.
SS pride
I honestly want to say the strength to bear all this has been because of everyone on here and my GD. Thank you.
Had I been alone like when I dedicated without being in the forums , I would have literally died.
Also thanks for the "my mind is always calm and controlled" affirmation with the rune. I would never have been able to truly understand why I was acting the way I was acting.

I am reading the prayer for protection now. Do feel the peace now much like before this whole episode.

Though I didnt stop spamming p) . I would think of stopping and then RTR indication from the Gods especially during the Easter time.

I guess till you dont really know what is causing you harm you cant really grow

Thank you everyone .

 

[Usthepeople666]

I don't think you did not get a communication of some sort, but you need to ground so that you are better off with everything.

If you don't do that you will be needing lots of this ointment as you'll start to reap the results of what you refuse to look at as indicated by everyone here.

Good luck to you.

Again thank you and sorry everyone
I really didnt know I never had asked Satan to bless my house and kept fucking up( not the meditations and RTRs) they remained constant, but my own life I guess
Self care from now on a bit
Now I kind of understand why I heard " curses" while doing the RTRs , I thought they were normal xD( stupid me again).

And again new members who join and if you read this , do write out your problems so you can get help like I got here from everyone.
From the most basic things like the meaning of "dedication" to other things like be a yogi etc.

Thank you for the help everyone


And sorry if I wrote shit during this phase, I really just wanted to write where I fucked up but as smoking causes holes in aura I kept getting bullshit in my mind( again if I understood this correct ).

Basically I was digging my own grave by literally screaming the RTR( I was full of lets do this shit , one RTR a day keeps the Juden away xD) to the point I had to explain my dad what a RTR is xD

Take Care
Hail Satan
Hail Gods of Hell
Hail SS
Hail SR

Hey Buddy. You are way over stimulated huh? You need a vacation. Just drop most things and go have fun. We have pretty much wiped them out.

Take a week to come down and do something you enjoy. Relax.

Then slowly add back.

I would obsess over food, to where I couldnt eat anything. Just meat and some vegetables. This really impacted me mentally. The Gods would come and be like eat carbs! Go have a dessert. Enjoy something, the mind cannot take fanatical dieting non stop.

Good job on all you have done to wipe out the enemy! Everyone deserves a rest.

I would obsess over food, to where I couldnt eat anything. Just meat and some vegetables. This really impacted me mentally. The Gods would come and be like eat carbs! Go have a dessert. Enjoy something, the mind cannot take fanatical dieting non stop. Nice that you are good now. Also sorry if I am "spamming" this too. xD
My one meal at night was basically meant as a sacrifice to fight harder. Like holding the leg splits for half and hour and such . And I was not really good at runes. And that one meal at night was a feast. Like full on desserts, meat , everything. ( around I guess 2000 calories ), this kind of just knocked me out to sleep and felt awesome. Deepest sleep ever minus the attacks.
Should have blessed my home before , could have avoided lots of trouble.
All good now though
Down to 2 a day now and more focus on college.
Felt awesome this whole experience as a whole.
If our efforts get the desired result in the end all the pain turns to lessons and nothing more .

Take Care

 

[Usthepeople666]

What it gives to chant Demon names for example I chant lucifer lucifer and I vizuzle his color and sigil what it will give me?

Sigil meditation?